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Chapter 29 Eternal "Death"(1/2)

(I was in a daze for two hours during the single cycle before I started to make up my homework. The following text is connected to the previous article.)

You should also code before eating √

I also think of the ancients: immediately, on the toilet, on the pillow.

Ah, today’s dynamic wallpaper is a dormouse. I’m so happy.

I don’t know if you have seen the photo of the dormouse lying on the flower and smiling.

Hmm..Where did I get to that?

Yanfei birch forest.

I left a message a few months ago.

The ratio of messages and replies is not satisfactory.

(Perhaps more importantly: I don’t know what to say after saying hello.)

One type of network problem comes to mind: packet loss.

If there is no response (think of the word echo), you may not stay.

At this time, I thought of Ah Mao.

Ah Mao subverted my understanding on this matter.

(Well, it’s just cognition and actions are the same as before.)

In the past, Ah Mao was the kind of person who would leave a message and then nothing would happen.

I originally recommended her book because of her talent and the high consistency of some of her ideas.

Thank you again here, thank you for your support at that time (I think of one, move lightly).

Ah, Tingting was still there at that time...

As I mentioned before, there are two self-doubts here.

Doubts when no one reads the words I write: Is my writing not good enough?

as well as.

The suspicion I felt when I received no response to my message: Am I not welcome?

The misunderstanding with Ah Mao has long been resolved, but these two doubts are objective and eternal.

I just said that I have subverted my cognition but my actions are still the same.

Why.

Let’s give an example. Messages and responses are like signing a contract.

Those who haven’t signed a contract may think it’s awesome.

After signing the contract, you will understand that the contract is actually nothing.

So, don’t be too happy if there is a response.

Maybe it's just "nothing".

Reminds me of the lyrics tellit's the startsomething beautiful.

The maintenance of relationships between people requires many aspects of consideration.

Like reader support in online articles, platform recommendations, etc.

The example is not particularly appropriate, but it is intuitive enough.

In the long river of time, it is difficult to tell at a glance whether the distance between souls is getting closer or drifting further apart.

It is a process of getting used to it.

Take pick up/point as an example.

Generally speaking, the relationship between two people is inseparable from the following two factors.

1. The relationship between two people and the platform.

Second, the relationship between two people.

By extension, to life:

1. The relationship between two people and the world (the word "respectively" comes to mind).

Second, the relationship between two people.

In other words, the prerequisite for harmonious relationship between people is:

Both parties feel that life is not too unbearable, and both parties feel that getting along with the other party is comfortable.

It seems like nonsense, but it is indeed the truth.

of vital importance.

Although you can't bake bread in philosophy, if you don't understand it at all, it's hard to be happy.

Of course, it is not good to understand too well. Being able to see through everything is just as stupid as being unable to see through anything.

When eating these past few days, I always get stuck at a very magical point in time: the last customer.

Every time, as soon as the next customer comes...

The store owner said: No more cooking.

I feel a little helpless (for the latecomers).

The store owner is a bit domineering.

Reminds me of that restaurant in Hebei where "there is no menu, you eat what I cook".

OK, finish eating and leave.

Narration.

(Insert description in next article.)

This title is actually the chapter name in Ah Mao's "Journey of a Heart".

The reason why I added a symbol is because the sentence "eternal destruction" sounds ambiguous to me.

Is it eternal death or eternal death?

(Character blindness occurs again. Looking at the word Yong, it seems strange to me)

Some people may ask why eternity will perish.

Because eternity is only a relative concept.

Just like: the sun, moon and stars may be eternal to earth creatures, but in fact, they are not.

Let’s not talk about this.. Copy some text from this chapter (Amao probably won’t mind).

These words are exactly what I thought. The only difference may be in life experience.

Oh, also, I am not afraid of death, I just hope to work harder to get closer to the ultimate answer and explore a more satisfying lifestyle.

Life is a practice.

You need to cross several stages before you can get close to the light again.

The revival angel in the vampire family asked whether humans would one day return to God.

(Suddenly I remembered the time I was feeding stray dogs on the mountain. A classmate happened to climb to the top of the mountain at that time.

After seeing me, I burst into tears.

I just occasionally showed kindness on a whim, but she was deeply moved.

"Accumulate good deeds and become virtuous, and the gods will be content with themselves, and the holy heart will be ready.")

1.

I am still struggling in this world, and some people have died forever.

Is it really eternal death? I have been thinking about whether death is the end. None of us can answer this question, because we are all still alive, and only the dead know the answer.

2.

I have thought about the meaning of life more than once. But I often think of being insane, suffering, and having no answer.

I found that I was different from the people around me. Compared with them, I obviously thought too much, so I lived really depressed and tired. I felt like I was suffering from depression, but I obviously didn’t suffer anything.

What a big blow? I wonder if one of the causes of depression is thinking too much about nothing.

Others around me have never thought about the meaning of life. No, it has never been too absolute. It should be said that they rarely think about the meaning of life, maybe once a year, maybe once a month.

And I do it at least once a day.

To be honest, I really had the idea of ​​​​suicide, but I quickly gave up the idea because I was afraid of death. I felt that no matter which suicide method was used, it would be painful. Death is a painful process, and death is painful.

The pain continues because I am not just one Ziran. I not only belong to me, I also belong to my family.

Probably many people who don’t want to live continue to live because of this. I can suffer, I can struggle, but I can’t let people close to me struggle in pain. If I live for the time being, I may not want to die as long as I live.
To be continued...
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