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The road is so beautiful, the man’s purpose is obvious,
This time I couldn't bear it anymore. I pulled the boy aside and said to him: Don't look for your sister-in-law Ye again in the future.
He said I was crazy, pulled my hand away, and said arrogantly: You can't control it!
But at this time, I just lost my mind. Without saying a word, I punched him hard in the face. He was so angry that his eyes were very big. He told me not to leave after school because he wanted to find someone to beat him.
I,
Our conflict was seen by other students. I asked my friend to contact a helper to protect me after school.
After school, he followed me all the time and told me not to run away. I said I didn’t run away and it was inconvenient at school. Let’s go to the park in front of the school.
He saw so many people protecting me, so he hid in an alley after leaving the school gate and did not dare to come out all night.
When he came to class the next day, he was very honest and didn't dare to speak when he saw me. But I didn't bully him anymore, because what I hate most is school bullying. I only do it when others want to gang up on me.
I asked a friend to protect me. What I never expected was that my relationship with him got better after this conflict. Of course, that’s a story for another day.
Since this fight, everyone in the class knows that I like the road. The boys in the class will also take into account my mood and no longer talk randomly on the road. I am the only one in her world, which is exactly what I want.
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Every morning when I go to school, I will get up early, then wash up, stand on the roof of the building and observe the passers-by below. As soon as I see the road, I will run downstairs at a very fast speed, and then pretend to meet by chance so that we can go to school together.
After school, we all forgot to bring an umbrella on a rainy day. I quickly ran home to get an umbrella, and then pretended to bring an umbrella myself, so that she could hold the umbrella together. She saw that I was wet, so she guessed that I ran back to get it.
Umbrella man, said I was a fool,
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The first semester of my senior year in high school was coming to an end. I was chasing the road every day. I thought I would definitely succeed because our relationship was so good. But suddenly one night after self-study get out of class, she called another boy out and confessed to him. ,
My world collapsed, I was so shocked and couldn't accept it,
Just like Obito couldn't accept seeing Rin dead,
I was very angry. I asked that boy to fight. I had lost my mind. People around me could see that I had lost my mind and was close to madness.
A good brother of mine said that he would go talk to that boy and see what he thinks.
The boy wanted my brother to mediate in the middle. He didn't want to conflict with me. Lu also begged me not to cause trouble for that boy. She said she really loved that boy. She said that the boy actually loved her too. Tell me.
Various things about them say that they have liked each other since the first year of high school.
I calmed down. After all, we are all classmates in the same class. I gave up the idea of finding a fight with that boy. After all, that boy is also a good person. If they really love each other, then I sincerely wish them all the best.
In fact, I really did bless them sincerely. Their behavior at that time aroused criticism from other people in the class. When someone said bad things about them behind my back, I would always say: Others are really sincere.
Why do we care so much about our love? Just bless others.
I feel that I have witnessed true love. I think they can be very loving and will be together for a lifetime. With my blessing to Lu, the story of me and Lu came to an end at the end of the first semester of my senior year in high school.
We won’t have any contact next semester,
I thought my fate with Lu was over, but I didn’t expect that high school was just the beginning.
In fact, the foreshadowing was already laid at the end of high school. After the college entrance examination and when I was filling out my application form, Lu asked me to go to an Internet cafe to play games with her. She talked to me about filling out my application and asked me which city I wanted to go to. I said
I want to go to guangzhou,
I feel a little strange, why is Lu still dating me? She hasn’t broken up either,
Out of respect for her boyfriend, I just took her to play games that night without saying too many words or having any other thoughts.
It was much later that I found out why Lu was looking for me that night.
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After going to college, I came to a new city. I could finally leave this sad place. I met new friends and had a new life.
everything is so beautiful,
Our lives no longer intersect,
We will no longer contact you,
I rarely think of her again,
but……
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Time goes back to April 2020. I am about to graduate at this time, but I am still on winter vacation and have not gone to school for several months. I will almost graduate by the time school starts.
On this day, as usual, I played games all night, charging and playing. My phone got hot while playing and my palms became sweaty.
I was really sleepy in the morning, and I dreamed about the road again when I went to sleep, but it was still a nightmare. I dreamed about her leaving me again, which was a big shadow in my heart.
"Finally woke up,"
I don’t know if anyone is like me. They know that they are dreaming, but they just can’t wake up. It takes a long time to wake up due to fear.
When I woke up from the dream, I felt relieved, short of breath, and a little sweaty on my forehead. This is the symptom after every nightmare.
After waking up, I habitually picked up my phone and checked the time.
After unlocking the screen, I found that someone applied to add me on WeChat, and I agreed. I didn’t know who this person was, so I asked him who he was as soon as he came up.
She didn't answer me immediately and kept sending me all kinds of weird emoticons.
I thought the other person was a stranger and only added me as a friend when he was bored.
Later I said I wanted to delete her, and she finally said who she was,
After I found out it was Lu, my mood didn't change much, so what could she do? But it was still a little surprising, because I had been bored at home for several months.
I asked her why she added me, and she said she was dreaming about me and missed me, so she added me on WeChat again.
Chapter completed!