When I returned home, I took out the four treasures of the study immediately and began to silence the "Tao Te Ching". The Tao can be told, the extraordinary Tao; the name can be called, the extraordinary name. The name is unknown, the beginning of heaven and earth, the name is famous, the mother of all things... The highest good is like water , Water is good at benefiting all things without fighting. It is a place that people hate, so it is almost in the way. It lives in a good place, has a good heart, is kind to be kind, speaks well, is righteous and governs well, is good at doing good things, and is good at moving good times...

I wrote it twice in dictation. This time, Lu Shanmin discovered for the first time that he could not feel at ease when practicing calligraphy.

The third and fourth times, Lu Shanmin wrote again and again, and each word reflected Ye Zixuan's crying. In the cold winter, he was sweating all over his head.

The little girl returned home with the harvest of the day, threw the things on the sofa, and walked to Lu Shanmin with her hands behind her back.

"Bad mood"?

Lu Shanmin ignored it and wrote a lot.

The little girl said lightly: "Tao Te Ching? After you left the village, Grandpa Lu often wrote it. He said that writing can calm down, especially the Tao Te Ching. But Grandpa Huang said it was useless and would only make the worse the more you wrote it. ”.

Lu Shanmin stopped pen and glanced at the obviously angry face. In his impression, this was the first time that the little girl was angry with him. She packed up the four treasures of the study and walked straight to the bathroom, "I'll take a shower."

The little girl wrapped her hands around her chest and turned around and leaned against the table, "It's useless to take a bath, and she will sweat all over when she has nightmares."

Lu Shanmin paused for a moment, walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and did not use hot water. The cold ice water was poured from head to toe, and the muscles of the whole body were unconsciously tensed, and they beated slightly under the stimulation of cold water.

He breathed in big mouthfuls of air, letting the cold and bone-breathing ice water hit his body.

Half an hour passed, and his body gradually adapted. He suddenly realized that taking an ice bath in the cold winter is more effective than practicing calligraphy, and his chaotic emotions are gradually extinguished by the ice water.

When she changed into her pajamas and walked out of the bathroom, the little girl was crossing her legs and eating melon seeds, happily watching "Cherry Maruko" on TV.

Lu Shanmin looked at the clean kitchen and asked, "Will you not cook tonight?"

The little girl kept her eyes away from the TV. She reached into the bag with one hand and took out a box of instant noodles, and slapped it on the coffee table with a snap.

"Boil water and soak it yourself."

Lu Shanmin frowned, picked up the instant noodles and walked towards the kitchen. After walking two steps, he turned around and asked, "Do you want it?"

The little girl was still watching the TV and raised her head proudly, "It's enough to soak your own. Sister Zixuan, I and Xiaolanzi have eaten in the Michelin restaurant." As she said that, she added, "French Big meal".

Lu Shanmin smiled helplessly and walked into the kitchen to cook instant noodles.

Instant noodles are sauerkraut flavor, which is the one that Lu Shanmin dislikes to eat the most, but he still drinks so much that he doesn't even have a drop of soup left.

The little girl glanced at the empty instant noodles box, "I am in a bad mood and have such a good appetite"?

Lu Shanmin slowly packed up his garbage bag and threw it into the trash can in the aisle. He returned to the house and sat next to the little girl, watching TV quietly.

After a long time, Lu Shanmin said, "Our village looks down on the people who are the ones who are abandoned the world most. Why do you hate Bai Ling? Isn't it because she regrets the marriage? Especially men in our village, some men scold their wives and beat them. There are also some, but there is never a man who abandons his wife.”

"Ya Qian is a good girl. She bet on everything about her for me and everything about the Zeng family. When I was in the most difficult time, she was with me, when I was the most confused, she was the one who guided me, When I was the loneliest, I gave me a harbor to stop. If I abandon her, what is the difference between me and Bai Fugui and Bai Ling?

The little girl said angrily, "Then why did you practice calligraphy just now? You have Sister Zixuan in your heart, you like her."

Lu Shanmin said lightly: "She is very special, like a fairy in the sky, and should not be in the world. Her smile, her eyes, and her heart are all spotless. I admit that when I am confused and in pain,

When I slid into the abyss of darkness, as long as I think of her, I feel like I have seen light and hope. She can cleanse the evil in my heart, drive away the troubles in my heart, and bring me the beauty of this world. Maybe I

I like her, but I can't deny that I like Yaqian too."

"Little girl, grandpa told me that all things are changing and innocent, but I have gradually gone farther along the way, and I have gradually become what I once hated. Things in the world are not divided into black and white, but I have to

Let me talk about the conscience of heaven and earth. Grandpa once said that you should be ashamed of heaven and earth when doing things. The reason why my heart is uneasy is because of shame."

The little girl stared at Lu Shanmin in a daze, blinking her big eyes. She didn't understand why Lu Shanmin hated him, and she couldn't even understand where he felt ashamed. In her opinion, she said whatever she thought in her heart, and thought

Do whatever you do, there are no such things that are broken.

Although she didn't understand, she could feel a little bit of Lu Shanmin's uneasiness. "Brother Shanmin, if you marry Zeng Yaqian, can you forget Sister Zixuan, and you feel guilty?"

Lu Shanmin's eyelids trembled. He had never thought about this question. He was asked by the little girl for a moment and didn't know how to answer.

"Brother Shanmin, you are talking more and more like Grandpa Lu. What are you talking about as a childlike heart and a clear conscience? It's too profound and I don't understand. I only know that you should grab what you like, otherwise it will be cheaper for others.

, it’s yourself who feels uncomfortable.”

Lu Shanmin remained silent and said after a long time, "Have you ever thought about how dangerous it would be if she got in? This matter, everyone who has entered the game will be filled with the breath of death."

"Isn't Sister Zixuan protected by her grandfather? There is also Xiao Lanzi. Sister Zixuan is his sister after all, so what danger will there be?"

Lu Shanmin shook his head, "It's really a dog."

No one can cover the step of jumping over the wall. Little girl, since you arrived in Tianjing, have you not felt strange everywhere?"

The little girl thought about it, shook her head, and said, "Even Zeng Yaqian can get involved, why can't Sister Zixuan?"

Lu Shanmin sighed, "They have different experiences. Yaqian has experienced baptism in the family shopping mall since childhood, and is tenacious and brave. Zixuan has been protected by isolation since childhood. Her parents have always regarded her as an ordinary girl, and she is simple and kind-hearted.

.This situation is not suitable for her, and she should not experience this. Do you have the will to fall into the quagmire like her?”?

The little girl held her chin with her hands, thought for a while, and pouted, "I can't talk about you when I talk about reason, but I still don't agree. I still think you should be with Sister Zixuan."

As he said that, he turned to look at Lu Shanmin, "Also, today I saw Han Yao in the mall, and her sister-in-law Han Tong."

Lu Shanmin frowned slightly. He didn't pay attention today. Now that he remembered, Han Yao didn't call him for a day.

"Did you say hello to her?"

The little girl shrugged, "No, look at her appearance, she must have seen you and Sister Zixuan be with her."

Lu Shanmin patted his head and murmured: "Nalan Zijian is really hard to defend against."

The little girl widened her eyes, "Are you saying that Xiaolanzi betrayed us?"

Lu Shanmin frowned, "Tianjing is so big, how easy to encounter by chance."

The little girl clenched her fists and said coldly: "This guy is despicable, shameless, despicable, I don't care about him."

Lu Shanmin lowered his head and pondered. When fighting with the Nalan family, he had to stabilize the four major families in Tianjin. If he could not get the neutrality of these families, it would be like a moth to a fire.

"Brother Shanmin, what should I do? If you and Han Yao whisper, the Han family will have no worries and will not be able to kill us in the future."

Lu Shanmin was in a hurry. If this matter was not handled properly, all subsequent plans would face great risks.

"Brother Shanmin, why don't you explain to her and say that Sister Zixuan is your ex-girlfriend. Anyway, she also thinks that you have two ex-girlfriends, so you shouldn't care about one more."

Lu Shanmin pondered for a long time and took a deep breath, "Telling a lie requires countless lies to be fulfilled, and I will confess to her."

"What"? The little girl jumped up from the sofa, "I finally found a backer, so I just don't want it."

Lu Shanmin stood up and said, "Little Nizi, didn't you tell me anything for me Master Miaoxiang? She said that my father is a man who is upright and upright. When I saw Zixuan today, she made me believe more firmly that the world is beyond darkness.

There is even more light.”

As he said that, he smiled at the little girl, "Han Yao is not stupid. Since she has begun to doubt, we can't hide it for long, and the plan cannot keep up with the changes. No matter how perfect the plan is, there will be mistakes."

Seeing Lu Shanmin smiling, the little girl blinked her big eyes, "You can still laugh"?

Lu Shanmin smiled, "She has always been a big rock that has been pressing on my heart, but now she is free."

As he said that, he took the little girl's hand and said, "Let's go, go now."

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Han Hyo-joo sat in the study and looked at the two letters on the table. The two letters were from the same person, one was received thirty years ago and the other was received five years ago. The content of the letter was not included.

One person's name is different, the others are exactly the same.

He knew that the contents of the two letters were the same, not because the person who wrote the letter was lazy, but because the person who wrote the letter was helpless, and he could feel the deep plea.

He didn't do it thirty years ago, and he didn't take it seriously when he received the second letter five years ago, but he didn't expect that he would face the same choice as he did thirty years ago so soon.

"Bang, bang, bang", the study door knocked, and Chen Beitian walked in.

"Mr. San, Lu Shanmin is here."

Han Hyo-jo frowned, without saying a word, and sat quietly on the robin chair with his eyes closed and pondered. He knew that it was time for him to make a decision.

"Mr. Third, do you want me to teach him a lesson?"

"Where is Yaoyao?" Han Xiaozhou asked with his eyes closed.

"The lady cried all night. I just heard Li's mother say she was tired of crying and should be asleep now."

"You've seen him before"?

"yes".

"What kind of person do you think he is?"

"Very ordinary", he paused and added: "In addition to being a master in terms of force."

Han Xiaozhou murmured: "How could it be ordinary when I walked into Tianjing from the mountains in five years? How could it be ordinary when Lu Chenlong's son?"

As he said that, he opened his eyes, took a deep breath, got up and walked towards the door, "Let's go and see what he is going to do."

Outside the villa gate, the little girl frowned and asked, "Brother Shanmin, have you called?"

Lu Shanmin shook his head, "Han Yao's phone is off."

"Then let's go back, and think about any remedies when you go back."

Lu Shanmin looked at the camera outside the gate and said, "They already know that I'm here, so how embarrassing it is to leave at this time."

"but"?

Before he finished speaking, the iron door creaked open. Chen Beitian looked at Lu Shanmin coldly and said to the little girl again: "You can't go in."
To be continued...