Chapter 941 The cold winter has come
After getting the new phone, Lu Shanmin was the first to call Zeng Yaqian. He didn't contact her for a week, and I don't know how many nights she hadn't had a good sleep.
The phone was connected, and Lu Shanmin quickly said, "Yaqian, I,,,"
"Don't scream, who is Yaqian?" There was a very dissatisfied voice from the other end of the phone.
Lu Shanmin was stunned for a moment before he realized that it was Guan Yue's voice, "Are you Guan Yue?"
"Boss Lu, you are amazing now. You always disappear when you play with it."
Lu Shanmin smiled awkwardly, "Secretary Guan Da, please let Mr. Zeng answer the phone."
"I said Lu Shanmin, is there anyone who is like this who is your boyfriend like this? It's fine if you don't stay by your side. You'll still disappear after playing around every few days. Do you know how Yaqian has lived these days?"
Lu Shanmin was speechless and had to apologize repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"It's useless to apologize to me. I said you are too heartless. How good is Yaqian to you? Without her, how many days will you have to study in the financial college? Without her, you are still in Ga.
Dajiao Grilled Barbecue”.
"Ahem, oh, Guan Yue, you let Yaqian pick up the phone."
"Ya Qian is holding a board meeting, so I don't have time to pay attention to you, wait, big pig's hoof." After that, he hung up the phone.
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly as he listened to the busy voice on the phone. He remembered that she often went to the midnight barbecue restaurant with Yaqian to have barbecue. At that time, they were still in their freshman year. In a blink of an eye, they hadn't seen each other for almost four years, and they became
Yaqian's personal secretary.
After waiting for a while, Zeng Yaqian called with a slight anger in her tone, but more of it was joy.
"I remembered calling me"?
"Ya Qian, oh, something happened last week." Lu Shanmin felt very upset and apologized
Explained.
After a while, Zeng Yaqian's voice rang again on the phone, "It's better if you're still there."
Lu Shanmin smiled, "Of course, your secretary has not changed, he still has the same temper and always likes to be with me."
Zeng Yaqian is not only angry, but more accurately, she is worried that Lu Shanmin has lost contact for many times. She can't sleep all night when she encounters such a situation. She is already used to it. When she hears Lu Shanmin's voice, she is very happy.
This diluted the anger that was not much before, "The eyes of the masses are sharp, which shows how incompetent you are as a boyfriend."
Lu Shanmin smiled awkwardly, "I'll review, I admit my mistake."
Zeng Yaqian didn't joke anymore and asked in a low voice: "How is it? Have you been discharged from the hospital? Are you seriously injured?"
Lu Shanmin was a little surprised, "Who did you listen to?"
"Do you still need to tell me that any time you lose contact is not because you are seriously injured and you almost lost your life."
Lu Shanmin originally wanted to say sorry to make her worry, but she didn't say the same thing. She had already said it many times, and it wouldn't make much sense to say it.
"It's okay. I've been beaten until I was a child. I've been beaten so hard that no one can hurt me."
"Do you think you are King Kong or Superman."
Lu Shanmin could feel Zeng Yaqian's care and concern, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
Zeng Yaqian's comforting voice came from the phone: "Don't worry about me, nor do you have to feel guilty. I'm used to these days of fear."
Lu Shanmin is very happy
It was touched that Zeng Yaqian did not blame him, nor even asked him what had happened. She just silently endured and supported him behind her back.
"Yaqian, you are becoming more and more understanding."
"It's not that I'm understanding, it's that I accept my fate." He paused, "I won't stop you and hold you back, nor do I ask what happened to add psychological pressure to you. I have only one requirement, no matter you go
What to do, don’t forget that I’m waiting for you to go home.”
Lu Shanmin nodded, and a warm feeling spread throughout his body, and he slowly said, "Yaqian, wait for everything to end, I will definitely give you a safe and happy life and not let you be as worried as you are now."
Zeng Yaqian's giggle came from the other end of the phone, and she obviously felt much better. "This is what you said, I recorded the sound on my phone, this is evidence."
"Of course I said it, and I always thought about it."
"You, your mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter. Sometimes I think, you are still the mountain villager I know."
The two of them had a very pleasant chat, but when they heard Zeng Yaqian's unintentional joke, Lu Shanmin frowned. Although it was a joke, it just hit his heart.
After a few seconds of quiet, Zeng Yaqian's voice came from the phone, "Why don't you talk anymore?"
"Oh, nothing." Lu Shanmin tried his best to express a pleasant tone.
After a few seconds of silence on the phone, Zeng Yaqian said in a gentle and gentle tone: "No one can remain unchanged by the mountain people."
Lu Shanmin smiled. The woman who knows him best in the world is Yaqian. Even if he doesn't say anything, he can know what he is thinking.
"Yaqian, do you still remember the letter I told you that my grandfather wrote to me before his death."
"Well, of course I remember that all things are changing and unchanging."
"You said grandpa, did I think one day I will become like this?"
"What does it look like"?
"A look that even I hate myself. I started lying, and my face didn't blush when I lie. I started hurting innocent people, and I was kind innocent people. I began to become less and less in the bottom line, conspiracy and tricks
, cruel and ruthless, I began to get further and further away from the simplicity and honesty of the people in Mazui Village. Last time I returned to Mazui Village, when I faced the people in the village, I saw their clean and simple eyes, and I was a little afraid to look at each other.
One day, Secretary Chen and Village Chief Li knew that I was such a person. Will they still recognize me?”
"Shanren, you are a good person. You can still care about their views on you, which means that your original intention has not changed. What you have changed is just the means and methods to deal with the world. This is not called change, but learning, just follow
Just learn a technique.”
Zeng Yaqian said gently: "Shanmin, I remember there was another sentence in Grandpa Lu's letter. He said that the truth he talked about was his truth, not your truth. One day you will have your own truth, that's it.
That's a good truth."
Lu Shanmin unconsciously showed a natural smile, "Yaqian, whenever I am confused, you can always light a guiding light for me to make me firm in the fog."
"Shanren, think carefully, what are the reasons why you made certain choices that went against your will? You are not all for yourself, you are for the Chenlong Group, for your friends and relatives,
For those who died for you and that
Those who are fighting for you, your feelings for them have not changed, and your responsibilities for them have not changed. You still love them. It is precisely because of this love that you would rather do something you don’t want to do, rather do something
What you hate is rather put yourself in the trouble of conscience and uneasiness, so you have not changed. You are still the foolish man who values love and righteousness and takes responsibility on his shoulders. Who said you have become bad
I'm the first to disagree."
Lu Shanmin was full of warmth and laughed: "Why do I think your principle is a bit wrong? You are called Xi Shi in the eyes of a lover. Even if I become a demon, you will treat me as an angel."
"You are right. The person I like is a great hero. Even if you become a devil, you are an unparalleled devil. Even if you kill someone and set fire, I will accompany you to the end."
Lu Shanmin was in a much better mood and felt a strong sense of happiness in his heart. He sighed and said, "Han Yao cried today, and she was quite sad."
The other end of the phone was silent for a moment, "Shanren, your body becomes strong by rolling the dumplings. Similarly, your soul and emotions also need to rolling the dumplings and become strong by rolling the dumplings. You are a hero, and a hero is never good.
When you can endure the abuse of the world and withstand the inner torture. If you feel guilty and take this obstacle, and wait for the matter to apologize and make up for it, I will accompany you at that time."
Lu Shanmin sighed and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yaqian, do you think the girls are so easy to fuck nowadays, or I am really charming, and I have not taken the initiative yet, so I took the bait."
Zeng Yaqian snorted and said with a slightly sour smell: "Yes, you are very charming. In my impression, you have never officially chased me. Until now, I have not figured out why I have become your woman inexplicably.
friend."
"Haha, that's different. We have a long love affair in the end of the world."
"The same thing, be a good actor, your body cannot move, and your heart cannot move even more."
Lu Shanmin smiled, "Yaqian, Sister Mei said I am a little short of a real mature man, when will you make up for me?"
The other end of the phone was silent. I don’t know if Zeng Yaqian didn’t react or if she was shy and didn’t know how to answer. However, Lu Shanmin knew that with Zeng Yaqian’s personality, she was not the kind of girl who was so shy that she couldn’t even speak.
Lu Shanmin thought it was his frivolity that made Zeng Yaqian angry. Just as he was about to speak, Zeng Yaqian's voice sounded, "I have been waiting for you for a long time."
After hanging up the phone, Lu Shanmin took a deep breath and felt much more smooth. He could no longer care about Han Yao. If Chenlong Group is still there after the war later and he is still alive, then he will be held to apologize and do not ask for forgiveness.
, only seek redemption. If you can't stand this battle, you will regard it as apologizing for death.
Gradually, he thought of Wei Wuxian telling him the detailed information about the Han family just now. This huge family is more complicated than he imagined. What he has to face is more difficult than he imagined. The gain of Han Yao's heart is nothing more than
I just took the first step, and it is still far from being able to really borrow the Han family.
Lu Shanmin turned his head and looked out the window, with a firm expression and a cold look.
Chapter completed!