Chapter 1078 I think so too(1/2)
Just like a person knows how cold and warm water are, no matter what position he is in, he is not as free as he imagined.
The world is unfair and fair.
From a mountain citizen to his current position, in addition to having a higher status and more wealth, what he has to bear is far from what ordinary people can understand.
Not everyone can handle the entanglements of love, the test of friendship, and the confusion of human nature.
The so-called return to nature and the so-called meditation and meditation are simple to say but difficult to do.
No one can do whatever he wants. The so-called anger, the so-called hero, ordinary people only see his heroic posture, and who can understand his inner entanglements.
Lu Shanmin once thought about using a pair of fists, if not enough, plus a big blackhead, a little girl, and even Shanghai Dongqing, to kill and fight decisively, blindly rush around, laughing and talking about blood.
But reality is often not fantasy, and you are often not allowed to do whatever you want.
No one can do anything! Unless this person has no feelings, no one cares about the slightest, or is selfish enough to do anything.
If it is really like the brainless novels imagined, do whatever you want, it can only prove that the protagonist of the novel is a selfish person, the person who writes the novel is also a selfish person, at least, an irresponsible person.
, how could there be so many smiles and revenge?
Zuoqiu was unwilling to write such novels, and Lu Shanmin really couldn't do that.
Lu Shanmin is not a pedantic person, he has no stubbornness. As Hai Dongqing said, things have come to this point and can only go according to the plan. There is no need to repeat the soul entanglement here. He is not from beginning to end.
A hero, not even a very powerful man.
All things change, and the unwavering heart of a child is not so much a grandfather’s request for him, but rather a self-reflection and self-sublimation he has gone through. To this day, he can understand himself more clearly and the world.
As for whether it is right or wrong, he no longer cares much. He is him, he is like all living beings, and he is different from all living beings.
It is important to seek a shadow to avenge his parents, but Ye Zixuan's life safety is equally important. It is not that he ignores the overall situation for a woman, but in his opinion, this is originally a two-part matter. To achieve his goal, it is Nalan Zijian's style.
It has never been his way, and maybe he was confused before, but now, he can tell the difference more clearly. So he could not agree to Nalan Zijian's request and did not evacuate the big blackhead. If Ye Zixuan's life must be exchanged for
With the emergence of the shadow, he would rather not take revenge.
He even wanted to return to Mazui Village more than once, but he could not go back long ago.
Lu Shanmin gradually adjusted his mentality. Since he couldn't do anything now and didn't even have the ability to protect himself, he simply stayed in the nursing home to cultivate.
The so-called breakthrough of the limit must first endure the extreme pressure.
Martial arts climb, go up against the current. The closer you get to death, the closer you get to the limit.
The higher you go, the harder it is to break through. Every advancement requires an opportunity to test life and death. If you survive, you may go to a higher level. If you can't survive, you will die.
Not just martial arts, but everything in the world is like this.
Without Hai Dongqing's words, Lu Shanmin also understood what a rare opportunity to fight Xue Meng for life and death.
In the moments of life and death, whether it is physically carried or spiritually experienced, there are great gains. The opportunities obtained by life and death cannot be wasted in vain. Only when you are strong enough can you protect the person you want to protect.
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Practicing Tai Chi for twenty years, from the initial gust of air to the trickle of water to the rushing rivers, now, he has felt the vastness of the sea. Although he has not yet broken through that level, the mysterious feeling is getting more and more mysterious.
Clear, what he needs most now is to calm down and grasp that feeling and master that feeling.
Hai Dongqing has always been by Lu Shanmin's side. Although this is a secret invisible place, only a few people know that they are here, as the situation develops, things are not only not clear, but the fog is getting thicker and thicker, and it is not tolerated.
Take it lightly.
In the past, apart from martial arts and revenge, the most thought was to give Haidong a stable and happy life, but gradually, she realized that she had done nothing well, and Haidong's life did not go towards her expectations.
The revenge has not been repaid, and the things I have been pursuing and protecting seem to go against my wishes. I don’t know when, but I gradually began to care about other people. Although I don’t want to admit it, I can feel the change in my mood. This feeling sometimes
It's very good, but it also makes her feel uncomfortable, and even blames herself for being selfish.
Sheng Tian said that the two of them were very similar, and she had always been disdainful, but gradually discovered that the two people began to move closer to the middle from different extremes, from selfishness to selflessness, from selflessness to selfishness, and became increasingly closer and involuntary.
She couldn't help but think of a sentence that Taoist said, "Tao follows nature as the nature of the human heart, and the most valuable thing about the nature of the human heart is to return to nature and deeply understand the various aspects of life, transcending nature is to be true nature."
The energy in Lu Shanmin's body was surging, and Hai Dongqing seemed to feel an ethereal feeling.
Going against the current, whether it is an external or an internal family, whether it is self-cultivation or mind cultivation, the least is nothing more than the word "hardening".
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The door of the small hotel opened, "Get out"! With a angrily scolding, a figure was kicked out of it and fell to the ground.
The person inside seemed to be unhappy and rushed out and kicked him hard, "Damn it, I didn't even pretend to be rich second generation after I paid."
The people on the ground held their heads and curled up in a ball, letting them go
The other party beats and scolds, and does not fight back or fight back.
He stumbled and got up until the other party scolded him and vomited him and left.
The man's face was unkempt, his face was blue and purple, his eyes were dull, and his face seemed as if he was dead.
I stumbled and walked a few steps and saw half a cigarette butt on the ground. Only after my dim eyes burst out with a faint light.
I picked up the cigarette butt and wiped the cigarette mouth. I sat on the steps by the roadside, took out the lighter from my pocket and lit it, took a deep breath, and slowly spit it out, and a hint of expression appeared on my face.
He was expelled from the Nalan family, deprived of all his property, and even his surname was deprived. He had been sleeping on firewood and hiding his galls for so many years, but in the end he was still like this.
Looking back on this short year, from the second son of the Nalan family who was ignored to the sudden successor, becoming the chairman of the Star Hui Group, becoming the head of the Nalan family, and then falling to the current level, it seems like a different life.
Things change, but that's it.
A man with a disc hat walked over slowly, sat beside him, reached out to take off the cigarette from Nalan Ziran's mouth, took out one from his pocket and put it in his mouth, and lit it for him.
superior.
"Although I have been deprived of everything, I will not fall to this point. Why bother to destroy myself?"
"You are here to come and make a joke."
Zuo Qiu shook his head, "I have wanted to say some words to you for a long time, but I know that many things are not experienced personally, and no matter how good the truth is, it is useless."
Nalan Ziran smiled and said, "It's so funny. There are so many relatives in the Nalan family. Now when I see me, I'm like avoiding the plague god. You, the traitor who betrayed me, is willing to sit down and reason with me. This world is really interesting."
Zuoqiu lit a cigarette for himself and said lightly: "Do you know why I am willing to help Lu Shanmin?"
"He is a very ordinary person, without ambitions and dreams, and his eyes can only see a few meters away. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is short-sighted. But he is also an extraordinary person. He walked from Minsheng West Road and walked step by step like a thin ice
, He almost lost his life countless times, but after each blow, he always becomes stronger. Whether he is suffering through hardships along the way will be hardships, but he himself does not feel hardships. Are you surprised?
"He never looks down on himself, nor does he look down on himself, nor does he look down on others."
The cigarette in Nalan Ziran's mouth shook slightly, "What the hell do you want to say?"
Zuo Qiu took a deep breath of cigarette, "You always felt that you were capable, you felt that you were treated unfairly, and you regarded the unknown forbearance as sleeping on firewood and tasting gall." "Do you know what I think?" Zuo Qiu smiled and said, "Just complaining without any illness."
"You always thought you were the hardest person, but you didn't know that there was no hardest in this world, only harder, just like when did you think of such hard days in your life?"
"Didn't you just want to say that I am far worse than Lu Shanmin? Zuo Qiu, is it interesting to humiliate a person who is not even as good as a beggar?"
Zuo Qiu smiled, "Do you think I'm that bored?"
"You are not only bored, but also shameless."
"When God is about to give a great responsibility to this man, he must first suffer his mind and mind, exhaust his muscles and bones, starve his body, and be empty and useless. He will do what he does." Zuoqiu looked at Nalan Ziran and sighed.
, "Look at what you look like now, it's so perfect."
Nalan Ziran glared at Zuoqiu fiercely, "I am already like this, why don't you let me go, Zuoqiu, you are even more vicious than Nalan Zijian."
Zuo Qiu smiled and said, "You are the one who is now truly worthy of the four words "living firewood and rewarding"."
Nalan Ziran stared at Zuoqiu coldly, "I lied to me once, and I want to come here for the second time. Zuoqiu, in your eyes, am I really that stupid?"
Zuo Qiu pointed to the glass door behind him, "Look at it yourself, can I cheat you a dime from you?"
Zuoqiu glanced at Nalan Zijian and said lightly: "A cup, emptying the sewage inside, you will have the chance to fill the water again. You are like an empty cup now, it depends on whether you want to reinstall it."
Fresh water”.
Nalan Ziran stared at Zuo Qiu in a daze, the hatred in her eyes gradually disappeared, and a raging desire slowly rose.
"I really have a chance of winning"?
Zuoqiu spread his hands and said, "You have nothing, you have no dignity anymore. Is victory or defeat important? So what if you lose, what can you lose?"
"Why do you want to help me?"
Zuo Qiu thought for a while and said lightly: "I said I feel guilty towards you and want to make up for it. Do you believe it?"
"Don't believe it"! "My parents and relatives are full of gods and Buddhas in the sky, I don't believe it." "Although I don't know what value I have, I know that you must be using me."
Zuo Qiu smiled bitterly, and after a while, he said lightly: "It's good to know." After that, he got up and patted his butt, "Only after suffering, you will be the best. This time, I hope you won't let me down."
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At the Capital Airport, Nalan Ziying only had a simple suitcase. Nalan Zijian did not let him stay at the Nalan family for one more day. Nalan Zhenshan's head was swept out of the house after his seventeenth day of July.
Sitting in the waiting room in a daze, as if all the strength in his body was drained.
Originally the most powerful heir of the Nalan family, he has now become a dog of a betrayal family. This city that he once wielded was not even his place to stand.
To be continued...