I listened to the single for two hours of ancient music, and I wanted to create the atmosphere and find some inspiration.

However, the inspiration was not found, but instead dragged me into a fantasy of the future, a hazy intoxication.

I feel that it can't work anymore. If I continue listening, I won't be able to write tonight.

So, I changed my song about glory to listen to it.

So everything went normal again.

The environment is quite important.

If you sometimes feel that you have no motivation, maybe you need to change the environment to feel it. Even if you just change a song.

Well, I feel like I'm a very conflicted person.

For example, I know that some things are important, but I cannot take special actions to make those things very important.

Not only do you behave like this, but also certain living habits.

I have a cleanliness mentality, but I am also a sloppy person.

This is very contradictory.

Well, my cleanliness is only aimed at things that I don’t know much about cleanliness.

For example, when I go out for dinner, I don’t put my phone directly on the dining table, either on a tissue, or in my trouser pocket. Because I feel that the dining table is so dirty, even if I can’t see it, it always feels so dirty. Also, the faucets in public toilets generally prefer warm water taps, and I don’t need to touch them with my own hands. I feel that the faucets that need to be twisted with my hands is particularly dirty. Anyway, I feel that many things in public places are dirty.

However, I am not like this at home.

For example, I slept until I felt sweaty when I slept, but I wouldn't feel dirty either. (Of course, my dear would be very repulsive) I took off my shoes and walked around the living room, even if the soles of my feet were a little dirty, I wouldn't feel dirty. Anyway, as long as I understand how such things evolved into what I saw in front of me, I wouldn't feel repulsive. After all, I know the degree of the dirtyness. But I don't know the degree of the dirtyness of the things in public.

The most prominent thing about my cleanliness is that I don’t like to eat other people’s saliva, and I have been since I was a child. Of course, when we eat together, it’s not obvious, so it doesn’t matter.

I mean obvious saliva. For example, if someone takes a bite of food or someone touches the water that has been drunk with his mouth, I will feel repulsive.

When I was a child, my aunt bought me a milk. I drank it. She said she wanted to try what it tasted, but she didn't want to buy one more. So she took a sip and gave it back to me.

Then, I shook my head and said I didn't want it anymore.

She didn't expect that I was so concerned, so she pulled out the straw, turned it back and inserted it in, and handed it to me.

But I still shook my head and said I didn't want it anymore.

Because there was saliva on the side she sucked, and it turned around and inserted it into the milk. Wasn't that saliva all in the milk?

So, Auntie could only drink all the remaining milk.

Well, I don’t know why I don’t like to eat other people’s saliva, including my daughter’s saliva.

Therefore, I thought of a question a long time ago: I don’t like to eat other people’s saliva so much, how can I kiss you in the future?

As a result, the special people are different.

Well, I don’t want to touch anyone except my dear.

Although I am a little sloppy at home, I still pay attention to being clean in public places outside.

So, I seem to be contradictory, but it doesn’t seem to be contradictory, but this is also contradictory.

Huh, my dear doesn’t like my long bangs, and says my long bangs look like a bad guy.

What I like most is my long bangs. I feel that I can’t be narcissistic without long bangs. I said that my idol Luo Zhixiang also has long bangs. Does he look like a bad boy?

My dear replied: "But he is a star! Where are you?"

Huh, it's a big blow to me...

So, I have to work hard! Try to be someone who will not make people feel like a bad boy even if they have long bangs.

With long bangs, I am the most elegant when I look sideways. Also, I like the angle of taking selfies.

Well, polish your art well and let your long bangs have your own artistic sense.

So the contradiction is coming. I think my long bangs look good, and my dear think my long bangs look bad. Well, is that good-looking or not?

Should I be myself or my dear like me?

This is a big problem.

However, I still like to be myself.

However, I also have to constantly break through myself and let my dear recognize me.

This is the best of both worlds.

I really hope I can give my dear a big surprise!

My dear always thinks that I can't do anything well. If one day, I suddenly tell her that, in fact, I am... (very shocking content)

So, would she be very excited?

Well, work hard silently!

Okay, after writing this, you can exchange it for the ancient style music to cycle the single.

Recently, I especially like the following two ancient songs: "Mangzhong" and "Cheng Ling".

It feels very suitable to listen to dreams...

Huh, it's late again, it's time to dream...
Chapter completed!