In an equally misty space, Zhang Zi was floating, but this time the misty space was not bright, but was shrouded in dark colors. Zhang Zi seemed to be floating on the water surface, but his thinking was crossing dimensions.

Close your eyes, but feel that the whole idea has been expanded. If you used to perceive things by visual, hearing, and smell, then now Zhang Zi must have the legendary divine thoughts! The world is too small, and you can cross the space at will with your current divine thoughts. Things you have never seen before are browsed quickly, but when Zhang Zi wants to quietly enjoy the beautiful scenery of the mountains and rivers, they are always incomplete. The reason is that Zhang Zi can't stop. He crossed the mountains and crossed the sea, but that is not the place that echoed Zhang Zi. Now he suddenly understands

The old man - the old man is also doing a similar trip. When he meets a person with similar physical and mental ambitions, he will stay and chat with him. Such people may become friends, and although people with different ideas are not unwilling to work together, they will feel a little strange. He perceives all the way, and the scenery along the way, and no matter what scenery it is, it will become the clouds and mists of the past. Therefore, neither Jishui nor Songshan have become the platform for stopping. Only when he meets one thing that echoes the soul, he will stop. At least, this is true for Zhang Zi.

Time slowly became late, and Zhang Zi's thinking floated above a park, where he slowed down, and the regret among the emotions and desires in his heart suddenly rippled.

"What am I regretting? What else can I regret in this world that still makes me regret it? I am so upright and not unhealthy, hey." Zhang Zixin thought, there are so many things that people can regret in this life, but time cannot go backwards, so there is no medicine for regret in the world. People cannot live in the past, and it is okay to complain for a while, but if I regret it all the time, it is a sign of cowardice. Have I ever regretted it? There must have been, but it only exists in the past and stay in the past and disappear in the past. So, why is the different regret I feel at this time?

Under the gradually fading sunset, people went home for dinner, and there were sparse figures. A man sat alone in a certain place in the park. He looked at the dim sky, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on both sides of his body, murmured in a low voice.

"It's so painful to come to this life. There are few times of happiness. Now, think about it, how many regrets and regrets are there, but will people really regret it? Or, now, do I have regrets when I look at it now? I did something wrong, insisted on myself, or..."

This is like a person who resonates with his soul, or part of Zhang Zi’s thoughts, fantasies and fantasies over the years has been truly portrayed in these few sentences.

Fantasy? Imagination? Yes! Zhang Zi has never experienced many things - ordinary people have never experienced them, never put themselves in their hearts, and commented on other people's experiences at will; never consider other people's feelings; Zhang Zi is better than ordinary people, and it is just a conversation on the battlefield model. She is not sitting leisurely in a chair, thinking that something that cannot happen to you or will not be experienced in a short period of time.

"Learning from the past, the teacher of the later car. If I had already experienced it roughly in my imagination and thought, if I encountered such a thing, I would not have made many mistakes from my predecessors." Zhang Zi looked at the sky, and there was only the last point left in the setting sun, and the man in the park was still sighing silently. This is a man. He felt a little emotional in his heart, and he said, "Men's sadness is always reflected in the morning light or the evening sun, and in the time when no one is present. So it sounds quite pitiful. For the sake of humble self-esteem, he endured all pain alone. He was injured, tired, sick, and could not support him, and did not tell anyone else.

.When others are there, men will be stubborn and strong, and others are gone. Maybe the next moment, they will kneel on the ground like an ant, making low and wailing cry again and again. They struggle, and then gradually fall out of a coma. Women can see that men's disobedience is when men lose consciousness or fall asleep. Who doesn't want to show their excellent side in front of others? So this is a humble self-esteem, but almost all men are like this. Perhaps only a Buddhist like me will not hide their shortcomings. After all, I have not met a woman who really makes me fall in love with."

"If I meet, I will only say that it is so delicious." At the end, Zhang Zi even teased himself.

After the words fell, Zhang Zi suddenly felt solidity, as if he was down to earth.

Keep your feet on the ground? Zhang Zi looked around and then looked at himself. Oh, he had already landed in the park, and his body was no longer the illusion of his thinking. The man was thinking not far from him, thinking, but he didn't know if he was confused.

There were only two people in this part of the park. The sunset was dead and the night was coming. Zhang Zi looked at him. There was only the change of his heart in the dark sky. For some reason, he suddenly remembered a sentence and murmured.

"···Walking out of the swamp, there are still thorns at the foot of the foot. After crossing the mountains, there is an even higher mountain. I wandered in the path of wild grass. I dreamed of returning to the mountains and forests, but I still lost my direction."

"Who are you?"

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The man turned his head, with surprise and thought in his eyes, and was more surprised. He asked again in a deep voice, "Who are you?" After asking, he suddenly found that there seemed to be some questioning in his tone and words, and added, "Your words are like a heavy drum hitting my heart. I haven't felt this way for a long time, for a long time. Each sentence is like a true portrayal of my life, but it is only the first half of my life. One day, I wrote a similar article for myself, and the sentences were not much different from what you said. I was surprised. I wanted to know why you suddenly said this sentence. Oh, by the way, my name is Wang Meng."

Did he write these sentences? But he also feels a bit familiar to himself. Zhang Zi has written many articles over the years. A similar sentence can have different authors. At this point, Zhang Zi replied honestly.

"I don't know, it's like it's natural. I said these words naturally. You introduced yourself, so I'll introduce you. I'm Zhang Zi, Gong Chang Zhang, and Mu Xinzi."

"Sit." Wang Meng signaled.

"Um."

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"I don't know why you suddenly appeared here." Wang Meng took a casual look around. The few people disappeared from the park here. Wang Meng was a little timid but quickly concealed it. In this regard, he could not compare to Zhang Zi. Zhang Zi's personality in this regard was roughly the one who shook his hands when he met uncontrollable power. Life and death were destined to be rich and noble. Anyway, I can't change it with all my efforts. So when I come, I will be at ease. The worst fate of a person is to lose everything. Therefore, if you make the worst hypothetical plan, you can accept other results better.

"In fact, when people look at the choices of others facing life experiences, they are also confirming their true intentions. So never think that they can think about everything and cut off everything by relying on themselves. Who made me not the Kamen Rider Wang Xiaoming? Without the contour of ordinary people, where does the extraordinary mentality start? Therefore, look more at the choices of people in the world will always gain." When sitting down, Zhang Zi thought to himself, and heard Wang Meng's words, and stopped thinking, because thinking always makes people easily trance, and trance will ignore or even forget everything around him.

Wang Meng dreamed that Zhang Zi had come back to his senses and continued, "I don't know why you suddenly appeared here, but I feel like I met a similar person, a listener. I have been holding so many words in my heart for so many years and can't say them, because there is no real listener in the world, and it is difficult to meet someone who thinks like me, even brothers and sisters, because they can't understand it."

"But you are different. I feel the characteristics of tolerance from you, so, are you willing to listen?" Wang Meng said, and from the eyes of this man, the expectations of young children actually revealed.

"You are a moral kidnapping, okay, my god, you can meet strange species wherever you go. People who cannot cultivate their minds are crazy! Yes, every real genius will have his own quirks." Zhang Zi smiled, "But I am indeed good at listening. People in the world always like to talk but are not good at listening. However, listening is also a process of cultivating the mind."

"Tell me!"

Seeing this, Wang Meng nodded and told him some of his experiences or outlines of his life.

The two men, one middle-aged and the other young, just met, but they were like friends who had been away for many years.

···

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Growth is always accompanied by expectations and disappointment. Expectations often dissipate with the wind, but disappointment can remain for a long time and even continue to this day.

"In fact, there are not so many disappointing things in this world, just because people always deceive themselves and deceive themselves, just."

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"I am actually just a mortal. When I was a child, the education I received was to let me study hard, get into a good junior high school, high school and university, find a good job after I came out, and get married, have children and buy a house. If this is the case, I believe that I can spend my life happier and easier than ordinary people. Yes, I thought so at the beginning, and I didn't understand seeing the working people earn so little money but get up early and go to bed late; I would be brave to see the porter burning the skin by the hot sunlight and make the skin darker, I would be brave

Cowardly; seeing uneducated people idle or even begging, I showed deep rejection and even unconcealed ridicule. So, at first, I felt that the path planned by my family and teachers for us was right - since you are a genius, just to work hard for your future life, you will be able to live a good life, relaxed and leisurely, and you don’t have to suffer like a commoner, because you have received good knowledge education, and at the same time, you have the qualities of loyalty, righteousness, reason and filial piety. What are you? You are a role model for others to learn from."

"You are proclaiming yourself. After saying so much, you are just praising yourself." Zhang Zi complained, but he saw that Wang Meng didn't care at all, as if Wang Meng knew that Zhang Zi would listen, so he completely ignored what Zhang Zi said, as if he treated Zhang Zi's words as wind in his ears and continued to speak on his own.

"But later I found that simply studying does not satisfy me or even feel a little disgusted. I like literature, like physical celestial bodies, sports, history, but I can't be interested in ideology, politics, biology, chemistry, and foreign languages. This is not to say that there are problems in the subject, but I cannot feel satisfied from the latter. Do you know that satisfaction is like your heart is a young child?

The saplings need water irrigation. Some kettles contain water, and some kettles contain sand. The kettles containing sand are just a mere appearance. For everyone, the kettles contain different contents. After all, we have learned so much, so everyone’s hobbies are naturally different.”

"You are very strong in survival!" Zhang Zi complained at the right time.

"I don't know the reason, so I go after it, I ask myself, and simulate it again and again. I feel my own incompleteness, my heart is dry, maybe there is water that nourishes it, but I have never enjoyed sweet spring. Yes, I need sweet spring, and people cannot stand on a small goal, unless you set the small goal to earn him 300 million first, then I can only say I can't do it. But if I achieve my small goal, I will further pursue a slightly larger goal. I need sweet spring, otherwise the life of my soul will slowly move towards desolation. Even if I know that as long as I live, it will never die, but do you know that this is very uncomfortable?"

"I know, I have a deep understanding..." Zhang Zi replied, but he was interrupted by Wang Meng at the halfway point of his speech. "Damn! I know that you are just going to say it, okay, I'll shut up!"

"So, I pursue the sweet spring of my soul, I found it, and I found that every time I think about life, whether it is thinking about my own life, drawing on the lives of others, or looking from the long history, every time it is a magical journey. I feel novelty, I feel truly happy, and I feel that I have begun to become different from ordinary people again and again. When they think about problems from a micro perspective, I have already looked at things from a macro perspective. In layman's terms, they just put their goals and ideas on the current things, and I have put them on the whole life. How do I do it better for my life? And what is the ultimate meaning of life I want to achieve? The pedagogy theory says that the highest level of realization is the realization of the self, so what is the true and true self? Who has pursued and found it from ancient times to the present? I don't know that predecessors have left no experience, and everyone's way of looking for it is different."

"So, it's like an exciting adventure. I've been walking on this unknown road. Every time I find that after I walk out of the swamp, there are thorns everywhere. I can only move forward again and again in the howling of pain, crossing a mountain. I think I can see the light, but the sky is still dark, because a larger mountain stands in front of me to block my sight. Ancient books often regard a sea as the final destination, but I haven't seen the sea before, at most I can smell the sea breeze blowing from the sea surface. Oh, I know that's what I'm pursuing. Wandering in the weeds is a wonderful experience. Every path is different, and the weeds are also exuding fragrance. Dreaming of returning to the mountains and forests, it's not the mortal world, but in the mortal world, I need to think to a state where I can step on foot at any time, and I'm talking very empty, right?"

Zhang Zi was silent and did not answer. This guy just asked symbolically, but he slapped the face when he answered.

Sure enough, Wang Meng continued to say, "So, this is what I said before. I wrote words similar to you. At first I didn't know the beauty of this passage. Later, I realized that this passage would be a true portrayal of my life for a long time afterwards. But it has ended until now. I was very lucky to have written such a passage, and I was also very lucky to have guided me through more than ten years of life. By the way, I understood what I didn't understand and accept at the beginning. Everyone has their own choices, and the person who really made the choices was the only one who paid, so no matter how much the price they paid after making the choices, they could only bear it themselves."

"At that time, I wrote a diary, which was one of the most memorable articles I have ever remembered so far." Wang Meng suddenly recalled a diary from the past. At this time, the memory seemed to have been strengthened several times, and every bit of the diary was said.

"I wrote it when I was young, and the writing style of high school students was the only one. As for the name of this diary?" Wang Meng paused for a few seconds, as if he was savoring this simple name. Sometimes the simpler it is, the more memorable it is. When it is complicated, it becomes more flashy and right and wrong.

“No expectations are better”

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"No expectations are better"

I remembered a passage from the novel, which probably wrote about the vast and sad feelings.

Now I am in a critical stage of thinking. When I saw that passage, I felt that this was probably very suitable for me. How is this person? Although I am very popular among many people, people who do not welcome me at the same time have never taken up a minority. Many times, I just have a huge fame, and others may not know what I look like. Once a girl was talking about me, and my glorious deeds and inferiority were given many examples. Others told her that I was the person in the words. She opened her mouth in surprise and quickly covered her mouth. Hehe, there are not a few people like this, but they just don’t understand or admire me. The majority of people who don’t understand.

The words of worship are probably due to my strong and upright aura. I always show my domineeringness without realizing it, so although I really want to be low-key, I am actually high-profile. But I don’t care. I gradually know that the way of nature is natural, so being a human being is like this. I feel that all my behaviors are so casual. Others think that I am high-profile is just someone else’s business. People laugh at me for being too crazy, I laugh at others for being unable to see through. I just need to live casually, so why should I care about other people’s opinions? Don’t live for others. The same sentence means don’t live in the world constructed by other people’s verbal psychology. The reason is very simple, but there are always a few people who can truly practice it.

But it is a pity that I entered a class that I absolutely cannot integrate into. Some of them are hypocritical, some of them are conspiring and tricks. The essence of a group is people, and some people have led to a bigger trend. So I refuse to integrate into this. Although I also met friends in it, I don’t like to deal with others and show hypocritical smiles. I write it directly on my face if I have any opinions about anyone. This is when I was a student, where did so many falsehoods come from? I will learn what I should learn in the future! In fact, I know that I am just very disgusted, so I will live as myself when I don’t need to do so! Since I can’t integrate into it, I will only walk on this journey by myself.

A few days ago, my thoughts fluctuated a lot, and now I gradually understand them, so I also wrote down these thoughts and left them to my future self as a reference. Hey, if I think my literary talent is not good, just keep my mouth shut. If I think you were too naive in the past, burn your diary as soon as possible.

Absolute - A person's life never lacks walking alone, which shows more in me, or it is a true portrayal of me for a certain period of time. I have fought on my personal path for a long time because I know that the real strong is lonely. A team's struggle can only give birth to an extremely powerful and even the world's number one team, but to be the strongest person, it really depends on myself. Sometimes, I am lost and disappointed, and even lose all directions, wandering in the mountains and fields, completely lost and unable to find a way out. Oh, I started thinking at some point, but for a while, I was trapped here, where is the road? At some point, I saw a sudden light ahead. Light

, Where are you? I don't know, but I suddenly understand that I need to keep going, and the road ahead will become more difficult and dangerous, but at the same time I will also experience the baptism of time and become more determined. If I try to become steel for hundreds of times, then it will definitely be a peerless sword (one of the magical weapons in the wind and clouds). Yes, I like swords, swords are the king of soldiers, so I hope that people will be like swords and cut off all obstacles. Because I am growing, when I look back on the thorny land I have passed by in the past, flowers have bloomed and fell for seasons and year after year. Because I am growing, only greater challenges can make me stronger. Walking the world with a sword, I must guard my heart like a sword and cut off the vastness.

I don’t want to talk about the topic of love injury. I still don’t know if I have experienced love injury. Because I am still a little kid, a high school student, where is the qualification to talk about feelings? However, if I talk about the origin of ignorant emotions, I am still a little confident, and it is also very interesting to taste it from this. The word love can never be summarized in a few words. This contains friendship, love, family affection, and love and persistence for things that are accepted by everyone. Love is the perseverance on storms, the domineering spirit of moving forward, the arrogance of brave men without fear, the arrogance of my strongest others, and the dullness of disdain for defeated men.

Haha, I said so much but it was a distraction from the main theme. Maybe I have experienced it, but a man who is not injured is not a complete man. After experiencing it, hey, I have experienced it when I was ignorant. This is not a good experience. Maybe I will remember it many years later, hey, if you fall into it many years later, then I can only say that you are a coward. I wrote this sentence but it feels like a nonsense, because I seem to care no longer, but I know that if I don’t care, I will never mention it. This is the law of mortals, and I might just want to regard it as an argument. Oh, I won’t talk about this anymore.

Who can easily talk about eternal things?

I remembered the last two lines of that poem - don’t talk about eternity lightly, and only by separation can you see desolation.

In this world, I actually don’t believe in anything that exists forever. If there is, it can only be family affection and friendship. Oh, plus my original heart, right, I am so arrogant. The passage of time easily makes a city unrecognizable. Now, things and people change in the past few years. But I feel that I can just say this because I think I can do it and I have this confidence. Then when I talked about love before, I remembered the ancient polygamy, and I didn’t mind at all. And when I recalled my study career over the past ten years, I was just interested in a few girls because of the normal psychology of boys, and the longest time would not exceed one and a half years. I counted it carefully. So before I met someone who really made me fall in love with me, it seemed that I was a fickle person, which was also due to my conversation with a girlfriend in the past, roughly this.

"What do you think of me? Sometimes, I think I am a fickle person and like to contact different girls, but it's just a polite."

"This is your fault - in fact, no man is really fickle. People in the world know that men are fickle, but because this man has not met a woman who can make him give all his heart to love. If he meets him, he will never feel how beautiful other people's women are. One person has to be with him for a lifetime, just one person and one lifetime, which is enough."

"You are not a man, how do you know so much?"

"The authorities are confused and the bystanders are clear, actually

At that time, a man met a woman who could fall in love with, but he became confused because of his lack of age. But such a person is often difficult to meet. So Wang Meng, have you met such a woman?"

"How do I know?"

Don’t talk about eternity easily. Yes, it’s really hard for us to pour all our thoughts into a person, especially after falling into real thinking. So, I don’t want to make a promise seriously. Maybe I made a promise that will last forever, but in the end, I need to break it myself. What a heavy thing it is to break my true promise! And for more reasons, I can tell myself - well, Wang Meng, you are a lazy person, and lazy person is not worthy of making promises easily because you can’t fulfill it, you will escape and give up, but when you are lazy, you are a real strong man, you will cut off the bonds of many years to achieve your true self and cut off the bonds of the ignorant newborn! You will be in pain, but you can only accept it.

Oh, I was a little bit off. I didn't expect that I didn't think about writing it before, but now I still wrote it out. So it's said that it's desolate to see the desolation, especially when I promised to give up and recite all the sins by myself. Perhaps others don't know that I have experienced the painful baptism of my state of mind. Although I will gain a lot, I will also suffer in great pain.

I can no longer tell whether this was simulated or experienced, because I only need to go through the part I can simulate it perfectly, but if I really experienced it, it was not much worse.

Without expectations, there will be no disappointment, so without expectations, it is better.

In reality, many people's disappointment is based on expectations. People often long for something and try their best to get it. This is like a merchant taking advantage of the child's childish psychology - he could have bargained. At this time, the merchant slightly exaggerates the beauty of the clothes, and the children will want it urgently, and time is limited. In a short period of time, children will become impatient from urgent desire to have to be necessary, and even slowly exceed the value of the original things. At this time, parents cannot withstand the children.

The child agreed to the request again and again, so he wasted the dozens of yuan that could be saved. It is easy to get, but it cannot get more deeply rooted in people's hearts. I like a lyrics very much - what I can't get is always in agitation, and the fact is the same. People's possessiveness often guides people to pursue things that they don't need, and they are eager for something, but the final result is a slight difference. A bridge of disappointment is built between expectations and results. People walk around this bridge, and after many days, the bridge will disappear.

So, don’t expect those flashy things. If possible, always keep a normal mind, face the troubles you encounter in life normally, and face the temptations you encounter in life calmly. When we want to buy something, ask ourselves what we buy for, and when we want to pursue what we learn from writers, I will examine myself three times a day. Happiness will still laugh, and if we are irritated, we will calm down and fall asleep. In fact, there are not so many disappointing things in this world, but people always deceive themselves.

"Everyone is a liar, whether it is good or bad." said a man named James.

So, without expectations, I will cross the vastness and look for light.

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Wang Meng stopped. He said the theme of disappointment at the beginning. Now that he is probably finished, he will take a rest first.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Zi was a little dissatisfied and said, "Hey, hey, I saw that you were so good, why did you stop when you listen with relish? All the correctness of the principle is based on theoretical basis. You haven't said in detail what happened and who was disappointed, so it's over?" Zhang Zi still felt that this sentence seemed a bit familiar, but he didn't think about where it appeared recently. Instead, an old man in a misty space cursed inwardly.

"Mom Xipi!"

Wang Meng looked at him, a little puzzled, but smiled, "Otherwise, this part is over. Although I still want to say something, I have to rest for a while after saying so much at once. The disappointment in growth is something in my study career. To put it bluntly, it is just a bit of trouble for the flowers. After getting involved, I found that the flowers were picked by others and disappointed. As for me, I am not a dedicated person. Isn't this what I said? I can't be dedicated without meeting a woman I love, and you think I can meet a woman I love casually.

Zi, it’s impossible. Not being loyal means that I can blossom and bear fruit on more than a dozen trees at the same time. There are too many trees, and each one doesn’t want so much, but each one makes me think a little. After thinking about it like this, the trees gradually have their own company. In the end, aren’t there any choice? Most of the disappointments in growth are just the truth, but it’s just because I haven’t owned, lost, or full of expectations and unsatisfactory results. I can give you a hundred examples of such disappointment. Do you want to listen to it?”
To be continued...