Chapter 9 Respect
The fragments of light and shadow merged into Zhang Zi's mind, and Wang Meng's voice immediately rang.
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"Discrimination, it will always come so suddenly - before and after graduation, the third side job I tried to do was a part-time teacher. Of course, it would not be a school, a part-time job, and I must be an educational institution. Don't I have three teacher qualification certificates? I thought that if I became a teacher in the future, it would be a prelude to train my teaching ability. I applied for physics at that time. In fact, what I didn't want to teach most in physics mathematics and physical education is physics, because there are big differences in physics thinking in junior high school. Simply put, high school that does not consider junior high school should consider universities that do not consider high school, just like angular velocity, junior high school, no high school, only consider large and large colleges, and also consider the synthesis of directions - changes in thinking
It's quite troublesome, because it involves a lot of knowledge points, but it's challenging to get ups and downs. After the interview was successful, I went to the office and asked. Several people in a room were fresh graduates who had just arrived. I started chatting. I heard them say that their ideas about the future and some people's concerns about failure. I looked at them carefully to confirm my own ideas. Gradually, I felt that these people were pretty good, and they all had their own ideas and opinions. It doesn't matter whether they were right or wrong. Especially another young man, he had some experiences, and everyone had similar experiences, but he had more experiences in this area, and everyone would make their own choices, including him."
"He dared to challenge and try. This is something I didn't find in the other three people. Maybe there is, but it is not as obvious as him. He is better than me in this regard because my family is here. I still have a way out if I fail. He can't do it. His house is not close. If he fails, he will have to wander for a few days before he can go home. But if he fails, he will go home. Is it his choice?"
"We kept talking about what we did during work hours, and it was impossible to keep reading. We are all fresh graduates. Do we still study and do questions every day after graduation? We need practical training but there is no chance because there are no students asking us to try it. This situation did not improve much later, but someone finally took their first step, so that we can learn from experience. We talked about our hobbies and even bragging. He said how strong he ran, I said that I was good at badminton, and a girl said that I had passed the English major. I was so humble that I didn't know whether what they said was true or false."
"Once I was still in the transition period of my thinking, he suddenly asked me. We argued about a question for a long time, and then checked the answers for the last time, oh! It turned out that we were all wrong - two wrong people wanted to correct the other wrong people's point of view. Although they would not be wrong, they should not think that they could convince others. It's interesting!"
Zhang Zi was thinking about saying yes, but the sound of fragments continued to sound, without giving him a chance to complain.
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Wang Meng's tone became melodious, as if she was joking.
"I'm all young and I can't do anything. Without an extra air conditioner remote control, I don't turn on the air conditioner. I think someone will turn on sooner or later. Anyway, I'm heat-resistant. In fact, the first two people who came to solve this problem and use a mobile phone! I haven't used this method yet. If there is no air conditioner in college, there is naturally a remote control at home. This method is not needed!! When the air conditioner is full, we also discovered that I know there will be air conditioner water, but it is the first time I have seen air conditioner water leaking in the bucket. The five people are like children in some aspects, which makes me quite interesting."
"The boy said why did you have the opportunity to play badminton together? Oh yell, is it not appropriate for me to describe myself? So courageous? If I really play, I can show off one-tenth of my strength. The beginning of work is meaningful, and besides studying, I just chat. Sometimes I would say a few words, but I would listen more. Listen to their words and watch their every move, what is a person? This is a good person, and I met in a few side jobs." Wang Meng said casually, saying whatever he thought, which gave Zhang Zi the feeling that it was, but Zhang Zi couldn't ask.
"On Wednesday a week, a district manager came suddenly. Four-eyed boy was dressed casually. I didn't care much about appearance and dress, but I observed his pace. His steps were sloppy, not like an upright person. At the same time, his eyes seemed calm, but they were actually shiny, but not shiny. Maybe he was thinking too much. In the afternoon, he gave us a "class" and what he did. After talking about his experience, he started to talk about work. After talking about it for only a few words, he talked about it for nearly two hours and several points.
Repeat. Learning and teaching experience? I don’t think I have learned it. Many awesome classmates and teachers in college must be even better. The professor and dean are much better than a district manager. What’s more, his “class” feels like he is looking for confidence? Yes, it is looking for confidence. The feeling I feel is that after a long time of inferiority, I need to show my strength, far-sightedness, organizational planning and education ability in front of others. He is just looking at life from a micro perspective, so I’m left ear
Duo entered his right ear and came out. I made a summary of this matter in the past two hours of the "class". I can still remember it. I have a good memory."
"I'm sleepy, no one wants to hear it. He said some remarkable views, but in the eyes of people like me, whether practical or not practical, they are vulgar. Without the pursuit of self, they are not a real person. People on the stage talk about their own experiences. Is it very exciting? Is it rich? Can you learn from it? After meeting, the calm feeling quickly turned into brainwashed ignorance, only knowing how to make money and forgetting yourself. Perhaps this is the choice of work, but no matter what the reason, I can't accept it. Living and not being myself is dead."
"We continued to talk about five people. We cleaned together. The two of us boys worked harder. And it seems that the hands-on ability in this regard is stronger than that of girls and even more than ordinary boys. I like to follow the steps and he likes to come up with ideas. Naturally, I will not object to it - the simple methods summarized by experienced people, but they may not be perfect. But when we went to find tools, we found that there were only a few tools in total. Come on, take it slowly! We sprinkled water on the ground and poured dishwashing liquid into the bucket. Oh, dishwashing liquid
In fact, I don’t have the ability to clean the floor, but there are no other cleaning agents. Only simple tools such as brooms and mops are used to sweep the floor, and there is no professional one. In the second half of the afternoon, three people went to the bathroom near the bathroom, and I and another girl were in the office. The ground I cleaned once and needed to dry it, and it was definitely not possible to use a wet mop. As long as there was water on the ground, our canvas shoes would dirty the floor, so we could only use a rag. I found three and gave one to the girl. I must do more. Look at the girl’s literary style, which is not a material for doing rough work. And
She doesn't have much physical strength, so she will be less tired if I do more. When I was about to finish, I saw that she was a little tired. I was sweating a little, but one-tenth of the warm-up was not considered a 100th of the warm-up. Oh, when playing badminton, the amount of exercise for ten minutes was several times that of cleaning, and I could only be as strong as someone with the same strength for four hours in a row. I can't talk about work alone, but the stingy thing - she only did one-quarter when I did three-quarters. For the sake of convenience, I almost lie on the ground, but the clothes would not be close to the ground. When the problem arose, she squatted and squatted.
Right in front of me, my Yu Guang is so good. I can only be glad that she is not wearing a skirt, but it doesn't matter even if it is - I haven't seen any world of boys today, don't you know a bunch of encrypted folders in your private computer? Anyone who understands it understands. This time, cleaning together is very interesting, because there are very few such group activities after going to college, and it's more like starting to group in high school. Time slowly returns to the past, and I enjoy the overlap between the past and the present. I think, maybe these people are the few friends I can meet at work."
"Distinguishing is always when people are caught off guard." At this point, Wang Meng's words became a little deeper and paused for a while.
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"The next day after the area manager came, on Thursday afternoon, we two teenagers took the physics of the first year of high school. What! Didn't we teach junior high school physics? I was deeply involved in the thinking of junior high school, and I couldn't change my mind. Also, the first year of high school teaches acceleration and other things? I didn't even touch the high school textbook! This situation was the same for him. After sighing, I looked at the questions and found that it was mechanics, mechanics, simple! I finished it in three to five. There were several questions I hesitated about what method to use. I don't know if I would consider some conditions in high school. The more I learned, the more wrong the knowledge I had learned before. But the method was fine.
As long as I read the answers, I know the scope of consideration in high school. There are still a few questions in the final exam of the first year of high school. After I finished it, I went to his classroom and he was still doing it. When I saw that his last question was 16.7N, I knew that his last question was wrong, and there were also a few confusing knowledge points that were estimated to be correct. However, I didn't tell him that this was just a small test in my opinion. If the leader saw that we were not good at answering the answers. The grades were just a decision to determine the base money, and the salary was low in the first month. After that, he was called out alone and I didn't think about it. I guess he was just a mistake and was scolded for being scolded."
"'I'm leaving', this was his first sentence when he came back, which made me a little confused, but I quickly reacted. Was he fired? He said yes."
After pausing for a while, the voice rang out, "He was back and packed up his things. At that time, we were the only two of us in the office. He told me a lot, and I also told him some facts that I had hidden. Later, he gave some things to Teacher Chen and asked me if I wanted a cup. I said, what cups are the big guys, and I have a bunch of them at home! We chatted casually, until the literary girl came in, and I kept talking about my little secret - I sat on the chair, with my eyes closed. The literary girl said, "You are not leaving yet?". "I'm waiting for you!" "I'm waiting for you!" The voices of our two voices rang back and forth. The little girl said unexpectedly, "So good." It's obvious that she doesn't understand the meaning of the word "goodbye". When we are a little serious, she will say it again.
When I met, it was the last time, and maybe I never saw each other again in my life. I missed my mouth but didn't say anything. The boy explained it one or two, and the literary girl was a little surprised but not much reluctance. It was right. It was impossible to accumulate any friendship in more than ten days. I was like this. It was difficult to have reluctance, but the insignificant reluctance I had was the origin.”
"I went out later. When I met again, I shook hands with him. At that time, I still had water on my hands and wiped it dry with a white shirt. On the last side, I had no fluctuations in my mood and felt a little disappointed? This is reality, the cruelty of reality. Ha, reality is indifferent and helpless, but the indifference of reality is completely different from the indifference of our mind-cultivating people."
Speaking of this, Wang Meng sighed a little, and without imagination, he could feel that Wang Meng's face must have always had Wang's sadness at this time. "There are many stages of life, such as studying, working, and even starting a family, building a career, middle age, and old age in the future. But the people I met at the beginning of each stage are more likely to get to know each other. Pearls and jade are ahead, and even if there are pearls and jades later, they will be abandoned like worn-out shoes. At least the people I can meet in each stage of life are limited. Think about it, after finally getting familiar with each other, everyone teaches physics, learns from experience and theoretical knowledge to discuss and learn together. But suddenly, it is gone. A new teacher must be wary of it. When I left the boy, I exposed myself, so I can be autistic to the newcomers."
Wang Meng's language became more graceful.
"At that time, I was still thinking, if people at the beginning gradually left, I would find a reason to leave. In the following period, there were only four people left, and I was just a boy. I had no desire to chat, and I savored the cruelty of reality in the corner of a person. Ha, I adapted very quickly. After experiencing so many ups and downs over the years, I just didn't really experience everything in the workplace, but the truth is the same, just look open-minded - this is part of the ups and downs of life, which can make me feel turbulent.
I have experienced it, and it is my luck. You and I are both cultivators and have graduated. You will definitely encounter similar things. I tell you these experiences but they are definitely not experiences. If you want them, you will also make your own choices." After saying this, "After saying so much, you must have always wanted to complain, but you don't have the chance to be angry, and you can't get rid of me! I don't know if this weird 'record' will be transmitted to you. Anyway, if you hear it, just listen to another sentence-you! No way! B!B!"
Zhang Zi was speechless for a moment, unable to curse, spread his hands and smiled, "You really guessed it. It's optional to complain, because I, meeting that old man may become an immortal! If you, a bastard, don't finish the follow-up, may you still want me to guess?"
"Oh, misty space, is it almost here?" A light suddenly rose in front of Zhang Zi and became brighter. He saw an old man in front of him from afar waiting for his return.
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"In the city, the hero awakens from the darkness to hunt down those who fall into the darkness." Zhang Zi suddenly said to himself. He saw a man walking in the darkness and finally came out. His first half of his life was sad and he wanted to uphold justice. But the ending was not very good. He exhausted everything to gain strength, but he still couldn't change the reality. The hero awakened in the darkness and died in the darkness.
"Is it a tragedy? I always feel a little familiar. Is it my dream?" Zhang Zi muttered and found that his body returned to the misty space.
The old man's words also sounded in his ears.
"You're back."
"Should I say something about his aunt first?" Zhang Zi whispered.
The old man could hear it, but he didn't care. Since Zhang Zi came back, he had gained his own gains. So when Zhang Zi came to his senses, the old man asked.
"how?"
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When people meet, there will be separation.
Some people say that meeting is speechless and parting is without hatred. This refers to the man and woman in the first love.
For friends, the reunion of people will become typewriters.
At night, Wang Meng rolled on the bed, suddenly looked out the window and said with a smile.
"Difference always comes suddenly.
Chapter completed!