Chapter 23: Chu Ci and Gu Zhizhou embraced on the cover of the magazine
The sixth day of the Chinese New Year.
Chu Ci sat in the lounge chair, holding his knees with his hands. Xiao An in the crib was already asleep, and the room was as quiet as if time had stopped.
Since the 100-day banquet, Chu Ci has often stayed alone for the whole day. Even if he had some reaction, it was because Xiao An kept crying and Gu Zhizhou couldn't take care of the confinement nanny he invited.
Gu Zhizhou bought some fruits and came over. Seeing Chu Ci looking out the window in a daze, he shook his head, feeling distressed.
Gu Zhizhou walked over and arrived beside her. Chu Ci didn't notice it at all. She was immersed in her own world.
"Xiao Ci, I heard from Mrs. Lin that you have a bad appetite. I bought some fruits. Would you try it?"
Chu Ci's eyes flashed slightly, he calmed down and shook his head.
Gu Zhizhou couldn't stand it and said with a grudge: "Xiao Ci, you can't give up on yourself like this. You should live a better life. Let them see, Chu Ci will not be defeated by anything, your life has just begun.
, Think about your children."
The last word "child" made Chu Ci's eyes shine, and it was tears.
Chu Ci forced herself to hold back the tears in her eyes. No one could understand the pain of missing her children day and night. No one would understand the broken heart of her five years of youth. The feelings she devoted to was trampled under her feet.
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Looking at the tears at the corner of Chu Ci's eyes, Gu Zhizhou felt unbearable and slowed down his tone: "Xiao Ci, I'll take you out for a walk and relax."
Chu Ci knew that Gu Zhizhou was doing her good, so he finally changed his clothes and followed him out.
The cold wind blows on your mind, and you will be a little more awake.
Now Chu Ci can express his meaning in simple sign language. Gu Zhizhou can understand it after being with her for a long time. Sometimes, he knows what Chu Ci is thinking and what he wants to do with one look or another.
Gu Zhizhou took Chu Ci to the crowded pedestrian street. He wanted Chu Ci to feel the breath of life and try to inspire Chu Ci's confidence in life.
It was a little cold, so Gu Zhizhou bought two cups of hot milk tea and handed it to Chu Ci: "It won't be cold if you hold it in your palm."
Chu Ci was stunned. Only by truly loving someone can he think carefully about everything and wished to give the warmth of the whole world to the other party.
Chu Ci always remembered Gu Zhizhou's declaration to Tang Qing on the 100-day banquet.
Chu Ci looked at the man in front of him. His eyes were filled with love and tenderness. It was something she had never seen in Tang Qing's eyes. She also knew that as long as she turned around, Gu Zhizhou would be with her.
Behind me, I kept waiting silently.
Chu Ci's nose felt sore. She couldn't give Gu Zhizhou the love she wanted. She gave all her love to Tang Qing. After several years of hard work and lingering, he was in his mind. He was the one who warmed her on a winter night, so she asked her to get early.
He was the one who came home. For more than a thousand days and nights, he was also the one who sat in the deserted living room and waited all night.
He was the secret she had carefully hidden in her heart.
It was him who made her sick.
It's Tang Qing.
The memories of the past are replaying in my mind, and tears fall.
Gu Zhizhou looked at Chu Ci who was crying silently in front of him, and he knew that she was thinking about that person again.
Gu Zhizhou sighed and reached out to hug her: "Take it slow, time will heal the wound, I'll walk with you again."
Gu Zhizhou's tall body hugged her petite body and blocked all the wind and snow for her.
It was not his smell. Chu Ci closed his eyes, but seemed to smell the breath on Tang Qing's body. The familiar breath was a good medicine. She sucked it greedily, unable to help but raise her hand to Gu Zhizhou's waist.
Chu Ci's response made Gu Zhizhou feel happy, his body stiffened, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
The two hugged each other on the street, with pedestrians coming and going around, and snow flying all over the sky, as beautiful as a painting.
With a click, neither of them knew that this scene had been photographed.
The photographer was very happy. He had been on the street for several days and finally took pictures of the materials he was satisfied with.
Looking at the two people hugging each other in the camera, I smiled and quickly sent a message to my friend: "I already have the cover of the next issue of the magazine, and I'll send it to you if I look back."
Chu Ci took a deep breath, and a rare smile appeared on his face, leaving Gu Zhizhou's arms.
She walked forward, holding the milk tea he gave her, her palms were warm, and her heart was empty.
Gu Zhizhou trotted and followed, and the figures of the two shuttled through the bustling streets and alleys.
Passing by a wedding dress shop, Chu Ci suddenly stopped and his eyes fell on a white wedding dress in the display cabinet.
"Xiao Ci, do you like it?" Gu Zhizhou walked to her.
Chu Ci shook his head, not because he didn't like it, but just a subconscious action.
A year ago, when Mu Qingwan had not come back, he asked the same thing, and she shook her head at that time.
At that time, she didn't like it, but she didn't believe that she could wear a wedding dress and marry someone she liked.
Chu Ci took his eyes back and continued to walk forward.
Walking outside and looking at the prosperity and hustle and bustle of the city, she was really feeling much better.
The two of them had a hot pot, and Gu Zhizhou took Chu Ci back to the hotel, and turned around and went to the hospital.
Gu Zhizhou couldn't eat hot pot, but he kept holding it to it in order to make Chu Ci a little happier.
Gu Zhizhou, who was lying in the hospital for infusion, did not forget to remind his confinement nanny, Mrs. Lin, to take good care of Chu Ci and Xiao An.
A woman in a white coat walked in, put down a portion of white porridge, and spoke without hesitation: "Senior brother, you have really worked hard for Chu Ci. She doesn't have you in her heart. Is it interesting to be self-indulgent?"
"It's so sweet." Gu Zhizhou was not angry and said with a smile: "Qingqing, when you meet someone you want to be with for the rest of your life, you will understand."
Ruan Yuqing frowned slightly, and had an iceberg face cold: "You eat it yourself, I still have patients."
In the hotel.
Chu Ci accompanied Xiao An, and Gu Zhizhou said something right, she couldn't be decadent all the time, she still had Xiao Ye and Xiao An.
Only by living better can she recognize her children.
Chu Ci started looking for a job, but she couldn't speak now, so it was difficult to find a job.
No matter how difficult it is, she will start over.
She has hands and feet, so she can't always bother Gu Zhizhou.
After Chu Ci figured it out, he went to the street to find a job, and even if he was a waiter, he had to rely on himself.
Chu Ci was rejected by several companies in a row. He passed by a small newsstand and suddenly glanced at the cover of a magazine on the magazine stall and was stunned.
The cover was on that day that she and Gu Zhizhou hugged on the street.
How could she and Gu Zhizhou be on the cover of the magazine?
Chu Ci paid for the magazine and saw Lin Feng, the photographer printed on the cover, and felt that the name was a bit familiar.
Chu Ci immediately took the magazine and looked for it according to the company address of the magazine's publishing company.
This issue of magazines sold very well. Tang Qing's secretary entered the office with a stack of magazines in his arms and replaced the old magazines on the bookshelf.
Chapter completed!