Chapter 50 Not Shen Yan
After finishing speaking, Shen Zhiqing realized that she was a little scared.
"mom……"
Shen Zhiqing did not dare to raise her head and look directly into Yu Yue's eyes.
Yu Yue's pacing feet stopped as soon as Shen Zhiqing said the first sentence, and her whole body froze in place as if petrified.
His whole body was trembling slightly, and his hands were shaking unconsciously.
Her lips moved slightly, her upper lip lightly touching her upper and lower lips, and she tried to make a sound several times without success.
"What did you say?"
Yu Yue asked again in disbelief.
"I……"
Shen Zhiqing felt a little regretful after she said it. She lowered her head and murmured, not daring to speak.
"Shen Zhiqing! Tell me what you said again!"
Yu Yue's voice was almost roaring.
Shen Zhiqing was originally very scared and regretful, but when she heard Yu Yue's roar, she remembered the words "You are a waste" and "You idiot!"
Suddenly, the strong dissatisfaction in Shen Zhiqing's heart surged into her heart again. She stiffened her neck, raised her head and looked at Yu Yue, and then shouted:
"I hate you! I hate you. Why aren't you Shen Yan? Did you hear that? Is that enough?"
Shen Zhiqing felt a little sad and guilty in her heart when she saw Yu Yue standing there as if struck by lightning.
But what followed was the joyful release of the inner thoughts that had been suppressed for a long time.
Yu Yue completely stopped responding this time.
She was stunned, her eyes were dull, and she was motionless.
What comes to mind is the time when I and Shen Boyuan were newly married, but due to financial difficulties, I had to bear the pain of watching my husband please other women, and I had to make suggestions to make his plan progress more smoothly. Look.
The first time Yu Yue met Shen Yan, the legendary only daughter of the Shen family, she looked at her from a distance.
At that time, although Shen Yan acted decisively and had extraordinary abilities.
But after all, she had been pampered and brought up, her face was full of vitality, and her eyes shone with an innocent and kind light that had never been polluted by the world.
That kind of light made Yu Yue almost go crazy with jealousy.
From the first time she saw Shen Yan, she knew that she would never be able to compare with Shen Yan in her life.
The kind of nobility and self-confidence revealed in her bones is something that she cannot match despite all the efforts and tricks she has spent in her life.
Even if Shen Boyuan did not choose to marry Shen Yan in the end, she would not be relieved because she was too jealous.
So when Shen Boyuan proposed to rely on Shen Yan to take the position, she only hesitated for a moment and then decisively agreed.
She consciously retreated to the position of a mistress, and even her own daughter, Yu Yue, reluctantly turned her into an illegitimate daughter.
Why have you been hiding and hiding your name for so many years?
She just wanted to see if a noble rose could still bloom so proudly if its branches were picked off and crushed in the dust.
In fact, as Shen Boyuan said, Shen Yan passed away sadly after being squeezed out of his use value.
But the inferiority complex facing Shen Yan cannot be erased no matter what.
She tried to comfort herself, Shen Yan was dead, but she was still alive.
Everything about Shen Yan belongs to them. When she sends Shen Ling to stay with Shen Yan, everything in this family will belong to them.
However, for so many years, whenever she went out to attend banquets or events, she could always hear others pointing behind her and making comments about her and the late Shen Yan.
She could only pretend not to hear, pretending to be gentle and generous, but secretly her teeth were almost broken.
Not as good as Shen Yan, it was the unspeakable pain in her heart that she could never express.
Yes, Shen Yan is dead, but Shen Yan will always live in the hearts of others.
As time goes by, Shen Yan's shortcomings are covered up bit by bit, her brilliance and advantages are almost deified, and everyone remembers her goodness.
But how can a living person compare with a dead person?
They poked at her spine, laughing at Shen Boyuan's poor eyesight, and at the same time lamenting Shen Yan's tragic fate.
Yu Yue is unwilling to give in. She is too unwilling to give in.
Fortunately, Shen Yan's daughter Shen Ling is still alive.
She tried her best to praise Shen Ling, and at the same time she raised her daughter strictly, hoping that her daughter could steadily dominate Shen Yan's daughter - in fact, it has developed like this over the years.
But at the end of the day, this idiot Shen Zhiqing made Shen Ling turn the tables.
This reminded Yu Yue of the time when he was pinned down by Shen Yan.
It doesn't matter, she thought hard.
It doesn't matter, she could feed and house Shen Yan back then, and she can definitely feed and house Shen Ling now.
But what did she hear now?
The daughter she had put so much effort into raising and pampering actually said to herself: Why aren't you Shen Yan?
If it weren't for you, why would dad leave us to please other women?
If you have Shen Yan's talent, why would I go whoring to steal Shen Yan's works?
Every word Shen Zhiqing said was like a heavy punch hitting the most vulnerable place deep in Yu Yue's heart.
Before, she could comfort herself no matter what others said.
Shen Yan is dead, living is the most important thing.
No matter how good her reputation is or how much everyone loves her, she is dead. I have nothing to argue with a dead person.
But now, it is my daughter who says, why are you not Shen Yan?
Do you think that you are not as good as Shen Yan even after ten months of pregnancy and hard work to give birth to a pampered daughter who is as beautiful as a jewel?
Yu Yue's heart was broken.
The low self-esteem and shame that I had suppressed in my heart for many years and forced myself not to care came to my mind again.
"You are not as good as Shen Yan, why are you not Shen Yan?"
This sentence was like a magic voice, resounding in Yu Yue's heart over and over again.
Such words made Yu Yue almost unsteady.
"Why am I saying all this? Who am I doing this for? Is this how you see your mother in your heart? Am I so inferior to that dead man?"
With a livid face, Yu Yue asked Shen Zhiqing word by word.
"For what? Of course it's for money."
Glancing at Yu Yue's face, Shen Zhiqing was actually a little scared, but she was unwilling to lower her head and still spoke stiffly.
"I do it for money? Shen Zhiqing, do you still have a conscience?"
Yu Yue laughed angrily, looking at the daughter in front of her whom she thought she knew very well but was actually a stranger.
"I have no conscience? That's right, I just have no conscience. You have a conscience. If you have a conscience, you will become the illegitimate daughter of a mistress!"
It has to be said that as Yu Yue's daughter, Shen Zhiqing understands Yu Yue's painful feet very well.
Every word she spoke pierced the inferiority complex in Yu Yue's heart, causing Yu Yue to feel pain.
"Snapped"
With a crisp sound, the tragic Shen Zhiqing was beaten again.
"Chih-Ching……"
After the slap, Yu Yue regained some consciousness and subconsciously regretted it.
She looked at the bright red mark on Shen Zhiqing's face and stretched out her hand helplessly, wanting to touch it.
"Zhiqing...does it hurt..."
Yu Yue's hand slowly reached towards Shen Zhiqing's face, the moment she was about to touch it.
Shen Zhiqing suddenly turned her face away, and then waved away the hand that was about to touch her cheek.
Chapter completed!