I'm rarely free today.

I actually prepared for the third update, but I deleted what I wrote around four o'clock.

It's a bit of a pity.

But after deleting it, I felt inexplicably relieved.

Since I started the book, I have been looking for so-called cool writing methods. Due to lack of writing skills, I have not been able to write the feeling I want to write. Sometimes I think, what do I want to write? At least there must be something I want to express.

Right? You can’t upgrade and change the map to conquer the world and complete the game, right?

So, I deleted what I wrote.

And I haven't been able to write yet.

——I don’t know if I can write at night.

There are many plots.

I can also imagine that if you ask me to write, I can write about the creation of the world by Pangu and the creation of human beings by Nuwa - no kidding, the Dantian inside the little corpse of a flower is a whole world.

I never write randomly either.

Although there are guest appearances, such as Zhang Xiaofan, Shi Yuzhu, Melatonin, and even the Gu master Fang Yuan who may appear next... Sun Wukong and others are useful characters.

This article writes that the protagonist came to the "Gu Dao Continent" - this is not random writing, but there is a real reason, and it is related to the setting of the Corpse Emperor, so it is written like this.

But as I was writing and writing, I suddenly realized that something didn’t feel right.

Maybe it's because my grades are too poor, which affects my mood, and my writing is getting rougher and rougher; maybe it's because I don't have enough time, my writing skills aren't enough, and my mood is not enough...

Sometimes, subscribing can respond to problems.

If you write well, others will subscribe. If you write badly, others will not be blamed.

After deleting what I wrote in the afternoon, I read "Gu Zhenren" (the plot requires it...) - The biggest feature of the book "Gu" lies in what the author wants to express and the protagonist it creates -

—I looked at it and read the preface of this book, and suddenly realized that this is exactly what I lack!

A book is destined to be forgotten if it is only enjoyable.

Unless it’s really fun!

But often, what we expect is different from what is actually shown.

Being a good person means being consistent on the inside and outside.

The same goes for articles.

I don't like that in my heart. When I write, I don't have such a deep sense of involvement. Maybe it's because I'm young, or maybe it's just because I'm stunned. I don't want to write like this anymore. Although there are many wonderful things in my mind

The plot, but if I write it like this, I can’t even write a plot that I want to express!

I like "Mortal", I like "Chen Ergou", I like "The Son-in-law", I like "The Regent of the Ming Dynasty", I like "The Warriors of the Ming Dynasty"... These books seem not so exciting at first, but after reading

It feels so good to watch it! Since I started watching it, no matter what the protagonist does, I feel it is wonderful.

This is a kind of accumulation!

I suddenly discovered that this was something I was desperately lacking.

A book depends on its setting and plot. Although it can be a hit for a while, once the advantage of the setting is no longer there, or a good plot cannot be thought of, the book is on the verge of collapse.

The book with the most exciting plot I have ever read may be "Power and Wealth", but even this book, at the end of the book, is not as exciting as it could be. On the contrary, like "Mortal", even if Han Li returned to the human world and took a few glances,

Or the scene in "Chen Er Gou" in which a child comes to school to support a child also made me emotionally excited while watching it.

Why?

Because a book has become a trend!

I don't have such writing skills, but at least I need to make a few characters "alive". Even Detective Conan needs a character like Haibara Ai.

I don’t want anyone to scold me even if I’m a eunuch!

When I see someone supporting, even just a comment, I will be moved; when I see someone recommending it, I feel like I have a responsibility on my shoulders, and I start to be inexplicably afraid that my readers will be scolded for only reading trivial articles; when I see someone

There is even more pressure to subscribe and reward - I ask myself if I am worthy of this...

So I'm afraid.

Fortunately I only wrote less than a hundred chapters.

——This is the length of most of the works that have not yet been put on the shelves. (It is also the length that I originally expected to put on the shelves.)

I suddenly felt that I still had hope!

Any royalties, bad chapters, bad plots, perfect attendance awards, ridicule...go to hell!

I'm afraid that the update will be slow and make readers unhappy, and I'm even more afraid that the writing will be bad and make readers feel like they've wasted a penny!

I suddenly figured it out.

When I first wrote "Smile", which is related to the work, I was so happy because I felt that every word was sincere.

But since it was released, I have stopped this series!

While I kept pursuing some things, I ended up leaving behind more things that I originally owned!

I want to change.

I want to get back to my original intention and express what I want to express, even if I write slowly and people criticize me, or I lose my already pitiful popularity - but I think I am mentally prepared to bear the cost.

Sorry, no updates today.

This kind of thing is not honorable in any way.

——Perhaps this will happen again to Xiaoxiao in the future——But please believe in and help Xiaoxiao, and give more suggestions so that this book can truly grow.

How I hope that after this book is written in the future, everyone can proudly say: Look, this book can be written like this because of my contribution, and that chapter/volume/plot is my creativity/suggestion/conception.

.....

Finally, apologize again.

Next, I will write an outline. There may be problems with the update, or it may be fine. I apologize in advance.

ps: Leave a group: 175-660-84, I hope everyone can join!

——Zi Xiaoxiao.
Chapter completed!