85, stealing a kiss(1/4)
Lu Zhen was almost convinced by Jian Yao. He spent two hours alone on the balcony blowing the cold wind and thought about it for a long time.
Finally, he walked upstairs with heavy steps to see if Lu Yan was asleep.
Take a gamble, if she doesn't sleep at this moment, he will tell her the whole truth; if she does, he will never mention it again in this life.
If he didn't say it now, Lu Zhen might never have the courage to say it again in his life.
The door to Lu Yan's room was not closed, and the soft and dim night light shone through the crack in the door.
Lu Zhen was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, when he suddenly heard the little girl's gasping and slight discord——
"It turns out...it's just because of the similarity."
"Lu Yan, you are such a big fool."
"so stupid!"
Sometimes she would talk in front of the mirror. She had been like this since she was a child. Lu Zhen at the door couldn't tell whether she was crying or not.
But he finally put down his hand that was about to knock on the door...
As a father, his reason finally allowed him to defeat his emotions.
Yes, many years ago, he did say that he would not be the kind of father who said "I am doing this for your own good", but at that time, he himself was an immature brat.
Jian Yao said that he is becoming more and more like his parents, but that is not the case. He just slowly understood his parents in the process of learning to be a true father over the years.
Children always feel that they are right and their parents and the whole world are wrong.
In fact, it wasn't until now that he truly understood Lu Jian. It wasn't that he didn't love him, he just loved him in his own way, and Lu Zhen also admitted that he was indeed a bastard in those years when he was young and frivolous.
As for Lu Yan, if she could remember everything, he would never interfere with any of her decisions. If she couldn't remember it, he would never force these heavy memories on her.
He would rather she live and fall in love like a normal girl.
Early in the morning, Shen Kuo appeared at the school gate on his bicycle.
But before he could go in, he bumped into Lu Zhen, who had been waiting at the door for a long time.
With a hiss of braking, he hit the ground with one leg, facing the sun and squinting at Lu Zhen.
Lu Zhen also raised his hand to greet him——
"Hi."
Seeing his extremely ugly smile, Shen Kuo could guess his purpose without even thinking.
"Wow, I rarely see you riding a bicycle. Why, the driver is on vacation today?"
Shen Kuo said lightly: "Exercise your body."
"That's good. You can also come to the campus to exercise."
"I'm here to see Lu Yan." Shen Kuo met his suspicious gaze frankly: "She called me last night, but I didn't receive it. When I called back, she turned off her phone, so I was a little worried."
"so..."
Lu Zhen rubbed the back of his head: "She slept at home last night and had nothing to do. She went back to school early in the morning. It seems she has early classes."
"Um."
The two were strangely silent for more than ten seconds. Finally, Shen Kuo spoke first——
"Lu Zhen, tell me what you have to say."
Lu Zhen also knew that after so many years of friendship, there was no need to be secretive, so he simply said: "Shen Kuo, our Xiaoyan has been very close to you recently."
"Um."
"She still calls you Brother Shen Kuo?"
Shen Kuo raised the corners of his mouth and made a soft curve: "Yes."
Lu Zhen said helplessly: "Isn't this a mess of seniority?"
"Didn't you ask me to call you 'Dad' a long time ago?"
"..."
Lu Zhen was speechless: "Aren't you young and ignorant?"
"So, what do you want to say?"
Lu Zhen cleared his throat and said straight to the point: "Lu Yan doesn't remember the past, so she is now my daughter and your niece."
Shen Kuo did not respond to him.
"She is not that Lu Yan!"
Lu Zhen was a little anxious: "She's just a little girl who doesn't know anything. She's not the Lu Yan who once shared hardships with you! That Lu Yan is gone! She may never come back again."
"Stop talking."
Shen Kuo interrupted him, feeling as if his chest was being torn apart and the wind was leaking out.
How could he not know that the little Lu Yan who didn't remember everything was not his Lu Yan?
The girl he loved deeply was the girl who rescued him from the quagmire and made him love the world again. She was the lover who had shared weal and woe with him and never left him when he was at his lowest.
Little Lu Yan is not.
Lu Zhen continued: "You have always been in good condition, Shen Kuo. I am not flattering you. In your current situation, if you stand there and do nothing, the girl will fall in love with you easily. She is very simple-minded and very
It’s an age when it’s easy to fall in love with others.”
Indeed, Shen Kuo could tell that Lu Yan already liked him, she liked him from the bottom of her heart, and when she saw him, there would be stars in her eyes.
"But, you know, this is inappropriate."
Lu Zhen said sincerely: "I beg you, Shen Kuo, can you let her go?"
"Let her go."
Shen Kuo suddenly smiled, like a withered leaf in autumn. He took two steps back and looked at Lu Zhen with his dark eyes: "I have been waiting for more than ten years for a woman who may never come back. Who will let me go?"
"For more than ten years, you have never disturbed Xiaoyan. I thank you. I will thank you all my life..."
But if you don’t bother, don’t bother forever if you can.
This sentence was choked in Lu Zhen's throat and he couldn't say it out.
He can't bully him.
This is what Lu Yan once said to him - Lu Zhen, you can never bully Shen Kuo. This is what our family owes him.
While Lu Zhen was in a trance, Shen Kuo had already turned around, pushed his bicycle and left.
Lu Zhen watched his tall and lonely back disappear into the white mist of the spring morning.
He knew that Shen Kuo would not come again.
No one in this world wishes her better than Shen Kuo.
During that time, Lu Yan discovered that Shen Kuo was alienated from her. He had promised to come to school often to play with her, but he never came again.
No matter this, Lu Yan couldn't let go of what was deep in her heart.
He looks very similar to the person Shen Kuo likes.
No wonder Shen Kuo was so kind to her, no wonder Shen Kuo said she was his little sister.
All the feelings of love that dazzled her, those beautiful pink bubbles, turned out to be false bubbles.
She is just a substitute for his deceased lover.
Lu Yan is a spirited girl. She was pampered by her CEO father and celebrity mother since she was a child. How can she be willing to be someone else's substitute?
Sometimes when I think about it, I can't help wiping tears of grievance.
She decided to ignore Shen Kuo no longer.
On weekend morning, Lu Yan slept in at home, but soon Jian Yao woke her up. Jian Yao made soup and asked Lu Yan to take it to the company and deliver it to Lu Zhen.
Lu Yan yawned and looked sleepily at Jian Yao busy making soup in the kitchen.
She, a mother who vowed not to take advantage of the spring water, is actually making soup???
Lu Yan was leaning against the kitchen door, looking at Jian Yao's stiff posture holding the shovel, and felt deeply that her mother was more suitable to be a model, and the kitchen was not suitable for her.
Jian Yao has been busy all morning, and puts a pot of hoof flower soup, which is not so good in color, flavor and flavor, into the insulated box——
"Send the company to your father."
"Why go out of your way to bring him soup? It's not like the company doesn't have a canteen."
Jian Yao walked over to Lu Yan and said, "Go if you are told. There is so much nonsense."
"I do not want to go."
Lu Yan turned her back and mumbled in a low voice: "I don't want to go to their company."
Don't want to see that person.
Jian Yao plucked her nails carelessly: "What a pity. A while ago, someone took a fancy to Pandora's new bracelet, which is not yet available in China. I originally wanted your dad to bring it back to you next time he goes on a business trip, but someone doesn't even know how to make soup. I don’t want to give it to him, let me see the bracelet..."
"Go! Go! Go!"
Lu Yan grabbed her lunch box and went out, pushing her bicycle and speeding towards Xingchen Company.
Everyone in the company already knew Lu Yan. As soon as she walked through the door, the front desk lady immediately came to greet her: "Miss Lu, please come see Mr. Shen."
To be continued...