120, will the baby continue to listen?(2/3)
Just as Rong Rong was about to protest, his body was pulled into a warm embrace, and his brother pressed against his ear, "I'll tell you whatever you want to hear from now on."
No need to use a headset, I will tell you everything you want to hear.
Rong Zheng came out of Rong Rong's room. Outside the door, Ying Lan raised her hand and was about to open the door and come in.
Ying Lan's eyes showed surprise, especially when she discovered that her eldest son was wearing the younger son's pajamas, her eyes were filled with confusion.
Rong Zheng put his index finger on his lips and said to his mother, "I just fell asleep."
Rong Zheng closed the door, and Ying Lan asked with concern: "Has Rong Rong been sleeping recently? How are you?"
Rong Zheng glanced at his mother, and Ying Lan went to the study with her eldest son in a tacit understanding. She turned on the light in the study and asked softly: "What on earth is going on? Is it online?"
?Those sounds, after all, have reached Rongrong’s ears, so they won’t be able to sleep at night, okay?”
Rong Zheng shook his head, "No? Yes." Rong Rong was not the one who cared about the sounds from the outside world.
Ying Lan frowned, "What's the reason? Does Rongrong have something on his mind? Has he told you?"
"Only part of it."
Ying Lan didn't rush to ask, she was quietly waiting for Rong Zheng to continue.
Rong Zheng said in a deep voice: "Rongrong seems to be afraid of me? We will drive him out of the Rong family."
The word "rush" is really too serious. Ying Lan was stunned, "How could that child, how could that child think that? How could I, your dad, and I do that?
?”
Rong Zheng sighed, "No? It's you and dad, or me?"
The night Rong Rong had a nightmare was about being kicked out of the Rong family. Rong Zheng guessed that in Rong Rong’s dream, something happened at home. Otherwise, even if he drove Rong Rong away, Dad would
Mom, no? Maybe there is no reaction at all.
Even though Ying Lan's eyes widened, she was so shocked that a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, "You? How could you..."
In Ying Lan's view, this answer is even more outrageous than whether she and her husband want Rongrong. If she and Weishan only dote on Rongrong, Xiaozheng's love for Rongrong this time can be said to be completely doting.
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"A few days ago, Rongrong had a dream. He dreamed that he was kicked out of the Rong family by me."
Ying Lan couldn't tell whether to laugh or cry, "This child, he cares too much about you, doesn't he? He's worried that you don't want him."
"There's something I haven't told you or dad yet."
There was still a faint smile on Ying Lan's lips, "Say."
Rong Zheng helped his mother sit down on the sofa together, "Mom, do you still remember me? On the day of the birthday party, Rong Rong fainted and was hospitalized for a while? Is that the case?"
The smile on Ying Lan's lips disappeared in an instant, and her eyebrows knitted together again, "Of course I remember." How could she not remember such an important thing?
She and Weishan were both frightened when they fainted at the birthday party. Fortunately, they were hospitalized later and no physical problems were found, and they were discharged soon.
"In fact, on the day I went through the discharge procedures for Rongrong, Dr. Guo showed me a video."
Rong Zheng told his mother the part of the surveillance video of Rongrong Ward that he had seen in Dr. Guo's office that day.
Ying Lan's hands covered her chest tightly. She looked at her eldest son in disbelief, "You said, you said that Rongrong had a tendency to self-mutilate? How, how could...
…”
"At that time, he did have a slight tendency to self-abusive. Don't worry, after our observation, he has not exhibited similar self-abusive behavior for a long time."
It was like a new life. During this period of time, he felt that Rong Rong was getting better little by little. Rong Rong no longer did anything to hurt himself, and there was no trace of anything on his body.
There are signs of self-abuse.
Ying Lan held her chest and slowly let it go. She suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. She glared at her eldest son angrily, "You kid, why don't you speak clearly?"
Ying Lan calmed down a little, but her frowning eyebrows still showed no signs of loosening, "Then, at that time, did Dr. Guo tell you why Lin Rong showed a tendency to self-abuse?"
"During the period when Rong Rong was hospitalized, Dr. Guo's observation revealed that basically every time Rong Rong engaged in self-abuse, it occurred after you, dad, and I left. Dr. Guo told me at the time,
His judgment is that when Rongrong got along with us, he suppressed a certain part of his personality. He felt that what he did was not good enough, and he had negative emotions such as guilt and guilt towards us.
, that’s why after we left, we vented this guilt through self-abuse. The doctor also gave me advice at the time. He suggested that we pay more attention to him and accompany him.
I'm sorry, in order not to worry you and dad at that time, I was also afraid that if you and dad were too obvious, it would arouse Rong Rong's suspicion, which would be detrimental to his condition. So I wanted to express my sincere wishes to you and dad.
He concealed his situation at that time."
Ying Lan was completely speechless, her eyes were red, she really didn't know, she really didn't know that Rongrong had hidden so many worries. She couldn't even do anything about it.
She blames her eldest son, because what Xiao Zheng said is completely possible. If she and Weishan knew about Rong Rong's situation at that time, they would probably be overly worried.
"I consulted Dr. Guo about the dream that Rong Rong had. Dr. Guo told me that dreams are sometimes a reflection of reality. Rong Rong would dream that he was kicked out of the Rong family, which shows that he lacks a subconscious mind.
sense of security?."
Rong Zheng held his mother's hand, "I used to think that just because Rongrong didn't hurt himself anymore, it meant that his condition was better. Now, I realize that with me alone,
There is no way to make him feel a sense of belonging to this family."
Whether it is moving out on your own, dreaming about being kicked out by him, or even always worrying that your relationship with him will be known to your parents, it all shows that Linluo is very insecure subconsciously.
. He cares about his parents and him very much. The more he cares, the more he is afraid of losing. Maybe because of this, he even dreams about being kicked out of the Rong family by him.
Tears welled up in Ying Lan's eyes, "It's my fault. Shouldn't I...shouldn't I have proposed to let the two of them live separately when they just found out that they hugged the wrong child?"
Have you stayed at home for a while?”
"Everyone has their own position on this matter. Neither you nor Dad are wrong. Mom, can I ask you something for Rongrong?"
Ying Lan immediately said: "Did Rongrong say something to you? Or does he want something? Tell him, no? No matter what he wants, Mom will agree to it? You can use whatever you need, please?"
What you want?..."
Rong Zheng said seriously: "No? It's Rongrong who made the request. It's me who wants to ask you for something for him."
"Okay, I promise you, why don't you? Tell me."
"I hope that no matter what happens in the future, please don't say too serious words to him. You must remember that he loves you and dad very much, and you are what he cares about most in this world.
"People"
When Ying Lan heard that sentence, Rongrong loved them very much, and she and her husband were the people he cared about most in the world, tears fell from his eyes.
She, Rongrong, is so sensible, how could she be willing to say any harsh words to him.
"I? Promise you."
That night, Ying Lan walked into her youngest son's room softly. She first covered him with the quilt that Rong Rong had kicked aside.
She sat alone on Rong Rong's bed for a long time.
The next day.
Before Rong Rong went to bed last night, he asked his brother to leave his pajamas for him and cover him, and then he would just wear his pajamas and go home. When Rong Rong woke up in the morning, the quilt didn't know.
Wherever he was kicked, only his brother's pajamas were still covering his body.
Rong Rong picked up his brother's pajamas, buried his face in it, and sniffed it vigorously, then got out of bed and picked up the quilt from the floor.
Rong Rong's biological clock always wakes up early. When he went downstairs, he was slightly stunned when he saw Jian Yi eating at the dining table.
Ying Lan was drinking soup, and when she saw Rongrong coming downstairs, she waved to him to come quickly, "This is Xiaoyi's egg rice roll, try it. It doesn't taste at all. It's better than Aunt Wu's."
"
Rong Rong opened the dining chair and sat down, and Ying Lan went to the kitchen to get him chopsticks.
Rong Rong thanked her mother, "Mom, where is Aunt Wu? Are you back for the Spring Festival holiday?"
If Aunt Wu was here, it would be Jian Yi's turn to cook.
Rong Weishan took a bite of rice rolls and drank the white tea Jian Yi gave him, "Yes. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. We can't let people go back tomorrow."
Rong Rong picked up the rice rolls, but accidentally got burned. Jian Yi sat next to him, startled, and put his face close to him, "Are you okay? Are you burned?"
There was a "beep" sound, the sound of the electronic lock opening the door, and the sound of a sports suit? Rong Zheng came in from outside the door and walked to the restaurant, just in time to see Jian Yi put his face in front of Rong Rong's.
Jian Yi immediately sat upright and obediently.
At most, Rong Zheng didn't like Jian Yi always sticking to Rong Rong, but as for the misunderstanding, his eyes fell on Rong Rong's body, "What's wrong with your face?"
Ying Lan's eyes showed helplessness, "This kid, after eating some rice rolls, the hot soup splashed on his face. Didn't you pass it just now? Xiaoyi checked it, it's okay. You also go upstairs and change clothes and come down. This rice rolls are still the same.
Eat it while it's hot, it won't taste good when it's cold."
Rong Zheng approached and raised his fluffy chin in front of his parents.
Rong Rong was startled by his brother's behavior. He felt that the hand holding his chin was very hot. However, he held it back and did not overreact. Rong Zheng looked carefully.
After that, after confirming that there was only a little red mark on Rong Rong's face and it was nothing serious, he let go and warned: "Be careful in the future."
Rong Rong said "Huh".
Jian Yi: "Hiccup——"
This dog food is too much!
Rong Zheng changed his clothes and went downstairs. Rong Rong drank the milk his brother had warmed for him and said to everyone, "I'll make breakfast tomorrow."
To be continued...