Having a goal in life is like a ship sailing in the sea with a beacon. He has a clear direction. He will not wander around like a headless fly. Yuwa'er already has his clear direction.

The goal is to earn 100,000 yuan after working for ten years. Then come back, build a house, marry a wife, have two children, and start a small business.

What about me? I don’t have a clear goal. I still don’t know where to go in life. There are thousands of roads in this long life, which one should I take? It’s been almost a year since I graduated, and I’ve been going around and around, finally leaving.

If you don’t go to this corner of the field, sowing in spring, harvesting in summer, harvesting in winter, you can still taste the taste of hard work. But this is just a temporary stop for me, and it will not be the journey of my life. I always feel that this is just the journey of my life.

A station, a "point", it is not my "main line".

Ten years seems very far away to me.

Looking back on the first ten years of my life.

I grew up from a croaking baby to learning to speak. From singing "Little Erlang" to "Little Erlang", I carried my schoolbag to school. I was not afraid of the sun or the wind and rain. I was only afraid that my teacher would scold me for being lazy and unlearned.

I have no face to see my parents..." to singing "We are the successors of communism, inheriting the glorious tradition of our revolutionary ancestors, loving the motherland and the people, with bright red scarves flying on our chests. We are not afraid of difficulties or enemies, we study tenaciously and are determined.

Struggle, advance bravely toward victory, advance bravely toward victory, advance! Advance bravely toward victory, we are the successors of communism." We spent the first ten years innocently and without any worries.

In the second decade, I began to sing: "We are the sea of ​​flowers in May, embracing the times with our youth; we are the rising sun, igniting the future with our lives. The torch of the May Fourth Movement has aroused the awakening of the nation. Magnificent

Our career inspires us to carry on the past and forge ahead into the future. Glory to the Chinese Communist Youth League. Glory to the Chinese Communist Youth League. Mother named us after communism and we create a new world."

In the second ten years, I changed from a junior high school student to a technical secondary school student. From a student who was "indifferent to worldly affairs", I began to enter the "colorful" society. The teacher said, "Society is a big dye vat, full of strange things."

, everything." I hope we will never lose the "true nature" of life.

So what is the "true nature" of my life? Why did I come to this world? Why did I go out to study? Why did I come back? What am I pursuing? What do I really care about?...

There are too many whys for me to answer. My inner world is too anxious and confusing.

Fan Zhongyan said in "Yueyang Tower": "Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself; if you live high in a temple, you worry about its people; if you live far away from the rivers and lakes, you worry about your king. If you advance, you will also worry, and if you retreat, you will also worry. But when will it happen?

Leye? It must be said, 'Be anxious when the world is worried, and be happy when the world is happy later.' Alas! Who can I return to, people from Weisi?"

Hey! Who am I going to return to? Who am I going to be with?

Ruan Qiqi? No! Although he has blazed a path in this world, this path has been filled with the blood, tears and suffering of too many people. I can’t take this path. Hu Bayao? Nor can he! His path is too

It’s narrow, and the only one that’s narrow is Brother Kong Fang’s hole. Although he taught me some skills, which are enough for me to deal with some social problems. Although he also helped me generously, I can’t be with him.

Yuwa'er? This question is worth thinking about. If it is purely for survival, then why do I have to go to Fujian? In a sense, Fujian can also be regarded as my "sad place". Although I have never set foot there

Her land. However, I think it is better not to go to Fujian.

From between the lines of Yuwa'er's words, I can feel that he has changed. But who hasn't changed? I am changing too! The world is also changing. The society we live in is also changing. But, I don't know if it has changed.

It’s getting better or worse. However, I still hope it’s getting better and better.

Yuwa'er is happy. He has been able to support himself, contribute to this society with his own skills, and then reap his own share of the rewards of labor. He is growing into a man.

I believe that with his unremitting efforts, he will definitely earn 100,000 yuan or even more money in ten years. Because his skills will become more and more proficient and refined day by day. Practice makes perfect, and diligence can make up for weakness. At that time

The product processed by his hands is not only a part, but also an "artwork".

I believe that in ten years he will be able to build a house, marry a wife, and have two children. Because these are the "necessities" of life and the "only way" in life. The only question is whether he will come back and do something

I think the possibility of small business is unlikely. After all, it was ten years, and there will be "inertia" in life. I completely adapted to the life in the factory that day, how easy is it to change? This is actually what the teacher said, "every other line is like

"Gession". If he has lived in any industry for ten years, his understanding of other industries will not be enough.

Ten years is almost thirty years old. The ancients said: Thirty is the beginning.

What about me? How have I been able to write in the past ten years? I have only lived for myself. "Everything in the world is bustling for profit; everything in the world is bustling for profit." I choose to pursue fame and fortune, unscrupulous means, regardless of propriety, justice and integrity.

, do not abide by moral laws. Or choose youth without regrets, closely link your life ideals with the destiny of the motherland, and write the best youth on the vast land! Both ambitious and down-to-earth, go to the grassroots and front-line

Go to the most difficult places and contribute your youth and blood in ordinary positions.

I have given up on the former. The latter is not something I can decide on my own. I need a "platform", a platform to work for the people. I need an "opportunity", an opportunity to serve the people. Countries and organizations

Will you give me this "platform" and "opportunity"?

If I didn’t have this “platform” and “opportunity”, where would I go?

If God follows people's wishes and gives me this "platform" and "opportunity", how should I write my own chapter in life?

I think my skills are still lacking. It is not enough to have a passion for working and serving the people. I need to come up with some skills. But, what skills can I use now? Draw two pictures

A mechanical design drawing? I think township work does not require this, right? Look at the township cadres around you. Look at Secretary Li, look at Mayor Jia, look at Chairman Watie, look at the deputy mayor Sanfen... It is a pity.

I can't see or understand what specific work they do. I don't know what their specific work content is. It would be great if I just follow them and learn from them like an internship in school. If they don't understand anything, they

Just teach your disciples like a master in a factory.

It’s just that these fantasies and fantasies of mine are so unrealistic when the current work has not yet been implemented!

It is more reliable to wait for the 150 yuan remitted by Yuwa'er. When the money comes, take it out, along with the money from selling rice, first pay back the 360 ​​yuan coal money owed to Cousin Lu.
Chapter completed!