Chapter 129 The excitement dissipates
If there are only two types of people in this world, besides yourself, they are others. When your own destiny has nothing to do with others, many others are actually just spectators "watching the fun".
Xiao Yingying's life ended on her wedding night. Chen Gang lived a little longer and paid the due price. Two lives that were once alive, no, it should be three lives, ended in such a hurry. The dead were like this
, the living are pitiful.
From then on, Aunt Chen's family was left with only orphans and widowed mothers. However, the people in the village had consciously isolated themselves from her family. No one was willing to help them anymore, and no one was willing to say a word to them. Especially Chen Gang's younger brother.
There is no such thing as "taking a wife". Who dares to marry his girl into his family? Their family's life is getting worse and worse, but no one will sympathize with them or help them anymore.
Aunt Chen is getting older and weaker...she will live in "self-blame", "regret" and "guilt" for the rest of her life.
Life is not easy for Aunt Cao's family. Especially Aunt Cao's intestines are filled with regret. She sheds tears all day long and is filled with regrets. She hates herself for harming her daughter. She hates that she cares more about "face" and "daughter".
"Face". If I had known this would happen,
She would rather her daughter be an "old girl" at home all her life, and the family would not be short of food. She regretted that she did not agree to her daughter's request and let her go out to work and seek a "way of survival". She regretted that she personally sent her daughter to hell.
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Xiao Yingying's father, although he didn't say anything and didn't even go to see her for the last time. It's not that he doesn't love his daughter, it's that he loves his daughter too much. He doesn't dare to go and see her. Although he has a decent
He has a stable and high-income job, but he has retired at home. He is a "foreigner", but fate keeps him in this foreign land. Apart from work, he has no hobbies or interests.
For "love", I found a "widow". I have been laughed at by the world for most of my life. Looking back on these decades of ups and downs, I find it is more bitter than sweet. And the few sweet things are all full of sweetness.
The memories his precious daughter Yingying left for him. If he hadn't considered that he still had a little pension each month, he would have really wanted to die and go to hell to be with his daughter. Alas! It's hard to be a human being.
It's really difficult.
Granny Wang no longer works as a matchmaker. Xiao Yingying's death was a huge blow to her. Granny Wang has been a matchmaker all her life. She feels that she is doing good deeds and practicing "Yin Gong". In her heart, this
It is natural for men to marry when they are young, when girls are young to marry, when widows remarry, and when widowers remarry. Matchmaking
Bridges, threading the needle to make couples happy, are practicing "yin skills" one after another. Therefore, as long as she agrees to be a matchmaker, she will find ways to succeed. There are many matchmakers in this life. Those who have a happy marriage
There were also a lot of noisy fights and fights, but most of them just made do with each other.
Isn't life like this? However, there is no one who kills people, and it is even more unthinkable to kill someone on their wedding night. Granny Wang feels that she killed Xiao Yingying. Although she was in the beginning
I sympathized with Sister Chen and wanted to help her. However, later on, I wanted more to protect myself.
She was a "golden sign". She only wanted to succeed in the matchmaking, and did not think about whether the people who were forced to be together would be happy, let alone whether people would die. Granny Wang felt that she had done something wrong, and it was too wrong.
! She didn’t dare to be a matchmaker anymore. She ate at home every day, prayed to Buddha, and prayed to Xiao Yingying’s ghost to forgive her.
Others are still living their lives peacefully...
My soul was also shocked and impacted by this incident.
What I can’t figure out the most is the issue of “face”. I can’t figure out why Aunt Cao and the others can ignore Xiao Yingying’s feelings and pleas and insist on “marrying off” her just for the sake of “face.” They should also love Xiao Ying.
Orioles, by loving her
In the name of doing her best, in order to protect his own "face", he treated Xiao Yingying as a "burden" and a "problem". And "marrying out" became the "best of both worlds"
Solution. Just this seems to be
Xiao Yingying's good "method" pushed Xiao Yingying to the road of hell. I couldn't figure out why Xiao Yingying didn't run away? Why didn't she follow that man? Who was that man? If that man knew
Xiao Yingying is dead, and she is still pregnant
What will happen to him with his child? Will he live peacefully? Even if there are all kinds of difficulties, even if there are all kinds of embarrassments, there must be a way to survive. There are too many things that I can't figure out. Could this be
Because I am bored? I have so many random thoughts?
After thinking about it, I feel that Xiao Yingying really doesn’t want to die. She wants to live. However, she is not brave enough, so she can only “submit it.” She fantasizes that if she sacrifices her “dignity” and caters to
The needs of the "husband" protect the "face" of the family,
She could still find a way out for the little life in her belly. She imagined that his "husband" would be a little patient and be able to endure it for a while, and then she would let him do whatever he wanted. But, fate
But he didn't give her a chance. Everything didn't go as expected.
I also think that Chen Gang must like this beautiful Xiao Yingying very much. It’s just his character that determines his fate. What could have been a comedy life turned into a tragedy for him, and it happened so quickly and so hard.
Violently. Put Xiao Yingying and his own life together
It was ruined. It also ruined the lives of many people. Maybe he didn’t know that there would be such serious consequences at the time! If he knew, even if he had 10,000 courage, he probably wouldn’t dare to. Maybe those drinks also had some effects.
Effect. Perhaps, in the end, Chen Gang also knew that he had killed more than one life.
I think that in life, other than yourself, everyone has their own perspective. They look at situations, think about problems, and think of solutions from their own interests. Those "little ninety-nine" people who care about you by loving you are actually using their own interests.
You must have "fiery eyes and golden eyes", and you must have a "spectrum" in your heart. You must bravely refuse when you should, and "escape" when you should "escape". Otherwise, you will have to "escape" later.
The consequences may be something you cannot bear. Others, at best, express meaningless "sympathy", but the pain is actually borne by you. For those who can "feel the same" and "suffer the same hardships" with you,
People who "take responsibility" and "show sincerity and sincerity" must be rare, very few. If there are, if you meet them, it is really a "great luck" in your life, and you must cherish it.
Chapter completed!