Chapter 185: Out of the Psychological Shadow
Time is the best medicine to heal all traumas. Regarding the death of Yu Feifei, Goudan felt that the sky was falling. He chose to escape and cut off contact with everyone in the past. Goudan, who returned to his old career, was interacting with the dog.
He survived. People cannot be resurrected after death, and Goudan gradually came out of the pain of losing Yu Feifei.
Although Goudan no longer cries in front of Yu Feifei's photos every day, it is impossible for him to start another relationship now. After all, Goudan is a person who values emotions. Goudan is not a fool, nor has he just arrived in town.
He was a young boy back then. Pan Yanyan liked him, but he didn't know it. Moreover, Pan Yanyan was never married, and Goudan also knew why.
But Pan Yanyan's family has to be considered. Pan Yanyan is the deputy director of the Public Security Bureau, and it is only a matter of time before she becomes the top leader. Her mother is a high-ranking deputy county magistrate, and becoming the county magistrate is just around the corner. Although her father is engaged in technology,
But he is also a senior engineer with a monthly income of more than 100,000 yuan.
Looking at himself, he is an unemployed vagrant. Even if he is considered employed, he is a small veterinarian. He is not in the same world as Pan Yanyan. Even after marrying Pan Yanyan, Goudan is very afraid of getting along with her family in the future.
To be honest, Goudan likes Pan Yanyan very much. He is just an ordinary small farmer and naturally has the same mentality as most rural children.
Pan Yanyan was sexy and beautiful, and no normal man would have wild thoughts when he saw her. The same goes for Goudan. Every time he saw him, his tent would be put up unconsciously. Even though he had a relationship with his mistress at that time, he still secretly liked Pan Yanyan,
But Goudan always keeps this kind of love in his heart. He already has his wife in his heart, and no woman can enter his heart again.
In fact, this is a fence that Goudan specially built for himself. But sometimes people's reason is very fragile. Before marrying Yu Feifei, Goudan actually spent the most time with Pan Yanyan. They caught the sex devil together and caught them together.
A thief, especially when he spent half a year assisting in anti-drugs. If he hadn't already been engaged to his wife, Goudan would definitely fall in love with Pan Yanyan.
Now, there is no bond between Pan Yanyan and Goudan, but Goudan is afraid instead. The biggest obstacle is the difference in their backgrounds. It is impossible to think about it between a high-ranking official family and a civilian family. Although Goudan and Pan Yanyan
His mother, County Magistrate Wen, knew her and thought she was an unusual woman. The most important thing was that Pan Yanyan loved him. Goudan sometimes felt that he and Pan Yanyan were right for each other.
Ideals are beautiful, but reality is often cruel. Goudan is afraid, and he is willing to date Pan Yanyan as an ordinary friend. Goudan knows that Pan Yanyan does not like the current relationship, and she desperately hopes that the relationship between the two will go further. Goudan
Dan hopes so in his heart, but Gou Dan knows that he can't be too selfish.
But Goudan couldn't refuse Pan Yanyan's invitation. Goudan had been waiting at the agreed place early. When he saw Pan Yanyan getting off the taxi, Goudan's heart beat unconsciously. Pan Yanyan's dress was different tonight.
Although Pan Yanyan's dress is trendy, she rarely wears skirts, especially her upper body, which is almost completely covered in clothes.
Even so, Pan Yanyan's pair of extra-large peaks are eye-catching ancestors. Today, Pan Yanyan is wearing a floral short skirt and a loose cotton T-shirt, seemingly giving everything she has to Goudan's eyes without any obstruction.
Chapter completed!