"To be honest, Jia Jia has a very good personality, so it's not hard to think about it. But you, really don't think about it? She is a very good girl, and she will graduate soon. She will definitely be able to accompany you to the end of the world." Hua Wen said.

Hua Wen suggested that I tell the truth, but at this time my mind went blank. I knew clearly that I had no sexual feelings towards Lei Jiajia, but I didn’t know how to reject Lei Jiajia correctly.

"Hey, tell me the truth. Are you happy now that a beautiful woman is chasing you? If you have thought about it, go and tell her that it is not appropriate for you to say this while I am here. She will probably wait for you to go to the room.

I'm looking for her. If you haven't thought about it, go to the balcony to smoke and calm down. I can't give you any advice on this matter." Hua Wen said, while she was still cooking hot pot.

"You understand what I'm thinking. Even if you don't help me, why do I feel like you're laughing at me?" I said.

"There is an anchoring effect in psychology. To put it simply, your initial cognition or strong hint will play an important role in your subsequent judgment. To put it simply, it means that your judgment has already been made at the beginning.

Yes, most of your thinking and hesitation after that will not actually affect your judgment." Hua Wen said.

I picked up the cigarette and ran to the balcony to light it. Looking at the strange and young city in the distance, my mind was still blank. I was sure that I didn't like Lei Jiajia. I didn't even have some simple fantasies about her.

She has a good personality, she likes to laugh, and it's fun to talk to her, that's all.

I never thought that I would be confessed by a girl I only knew for a day. Hua Wen is right. I am a little arrogant inside, just like getting approval from others. Although I will not fall in love with Lei Jiajia,

I didn't want to hurt this kind girl, so I felt that I couldn't listen to Hua Wen's suggestion, and I couldn't directly tell this Chongqing girl my rejection.

I smoked two cigarettes and finally felt even more dizzy. I understand that smoking can’t calm me down, but it will definitely deprive the brain of oxygen and make it dull. Now I feel a little drunk, a little drifting, and I’m even worried

I couldn't stand firmly and would fall out of the balcony, so I had to sit on a small bench on the balcony immediately, hoping to wait for the uncomfortable feeling to pass before entering the house.

I've had this feeling once or twice before. It may happen if you smoke too hard or on an empty stomach. I was lowering my head and waiting for the dizziness to disappear when I heard Lei Jiajia's voice, saying: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

If you can't answer what I just said, just don't answer it yet, just don't treat it like a drunken conversation. I don't want you to answer me in a hurry, you should think about it carefully."

This girl, who said before that if I didn't want to, I would treat her as a drunken talk, now told me not to take it as a drunken talk, she was really forceful.

"Lei Jiajia, we just met for a day and don't know each other, so..." I said, but before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by Lei Jiajia, and she pulled me towards the house.

.

Under Hua Wen's indifferent gaze, Lei Jiajia took me directly to the bedroom assigned to me, and then closed the door. My first reaction was: Why did this little girl close the door? Did she want to rape her?

Yes? What if she comes to force me?

"Brother, now you can understand me. My family background is average, but I am very capable of making money. Not counting this apartment, I have earned more than 600,000 in almost four years from my junior year in college to now, and I have saved all of it. Now

Agricultural science and technology is very promising, so whether I return to Chongqing or stay in Xinjiang, I have the ability to at least ensure a well-off life without any problems." Lei Jiajia actually started to promote herself.

"You can search the Chongqing girl's personality on the Internet, and there is nothing to say. Although I may be a bit aggressive, I will be very nice and gentle to you. You see, although I am not particularly beautiful, I think I am not ugly.

, I'm 1.62 meters tall, just right, and my weight and measurements are also good, which should meet your needs. I didn't study well in high school, so I came to the University of Tatmadaw because of its low admission score, but I feel very lucky because I can meet people

You. Now that I have the ability to study for a Ph.D., it means that my studies are not bad. There is no burden on my family. I have never been in love because of my studies. By the way, I am twenty-four years old, maybe a few years younger than you.

, but don’t you boys all like little birds that cling to others?” Lei Jiajia continued.

I feel that the current situation is a bit out of control. Lei Jiajia seems to be a little bit over the top. She said she would not force me to express my position, but in fact she is eager to get the results. If I have no feedback to her, she will definitely introduce herself this way all the time.

"Lei Jiajia, please stop for a moment and listen to what I have to say." I said. Lei Jiajia was obviously stunned for a moment, then she didn't speak and just looked at me. I actually saw desire in her eyes.

The words I had just prepared disappeared in an instant. I lit a cigarette and took my hand out of Lei Jiajia's hand. All of this was a bit like I was a girl who was raped, until now.

I have not yet taken the initiative and have no effective counterattack.

So I simply told my story, the reason why I showed up in Kashgar, and that I didn’t want to start a new relationship. Finally, I said: “I don’t have any thoughts of finding another girlfriend for the time being.

I just want to start a career. Therefore, I cannot agree to any girl, including you, nor will I take the initiative to pursue any girl. I think the wound in my heart has not healed yet. Maybe one day I will suddenly

I want to fall in love, but that may be a long time later, and I don’t want to delay your youth now."

I thought I spoke very tactfully and didn't close the door directly. I almost didn't tell her that maybe I might consider her if I want to fall in love in the future. But what I didn't expect was that Lei Jiajia started crying right away, crying so sadly.

She was so desperate that she wanted to stop, but couldn't. She just lay on my lap and let go of crying.

I was sitting on the bed, and she was kneeling in front of me and crying on my lap. No matter how I looked at it, I felt something was wrong. My heart suddenly softened, and I actually felt compassion. I thought that if it didn't work out, I would lie to her first.

, I can't let her cry like this, she looks very pitiful. I put my hands on her shoulders and tried to pull her up.

"Can you please stop crying? What do you want me to do? I don't know how to advise you when you're like this." I said, and then I suddenly thought of Hua Wen's advice. To tell the truth, I was a little too tactful and wordy just now.

Already.

I tried to pull Lei Jiajia up, but failed. Lei Jiajia jumped on me. I was caught off guard and pressed under her. Then she stopped crying in almost a second and started kissing crazily.

Get up from me.

Thank God, what she said was true. She had never been in love, and she didn't know how to kiss, so she just searched randomly on my face, and my mouth didn't miss it.

The smell of alcohol in her mouth was very strong, and my only thought was not to let her kiss me. I pushed her away hard, and she looked at my face and smiled.

"Brother, you're blushing. I'm sorry. I don't know how to kiss. I'm too stupid. Can you teach me how to kiss after I wash my face?" Lei Jiajia blushed and wiped her tears and saliva with paper.

Hand me a tissue.

I was so ashamed that I wanted to curse. What good things had I done in my previous life? Why didn't this girl's first kiss feel any good at all?

I mustered up the courage and said, "Lei Jiajia, why don't you take care of Sister Hua Wen to sleep first, and then we can talk calmly for a while, but you can't cry anymore. If you continue to cry, Hua Wen won't be able to sleep and will think I'm bullying you."

, I won’t sleep at your house anymore.”

Lei Jiajia finally regained her senses. She ran out to wash her face and drink water first. Then, instead of telling Hua Wen to rest as I asked, she continued to eat hot pot.

Tonight I really saw what a spicy girl is. Naturally, I couldn't eat any hot pot anymore, so I still went to the balcony to smoke.

Through the glass of the floor-to-ceiling doors and windows, I saw Lei Jiajia opening a pack of cigarettes, taking a pack, and handed it to me.

"Brother Sanlun, when I asked the boss to bring me wine, I took two cigarettes. You can smoke this." Lei Jiajia said.

I took the package of Soft China and felt a little depressed. It was neither good nor bad to accept it. It was useless for her to ask for cigarettes anyway, so I just accepted it shamelessly.

When I finished smoking one and went into the house, everything returned to normal, as if I had just had a dream. My bed was very soft and comfortable. When I lay on the bed after taking a shower, I was sure that I should do it tonight.

Nothing will happen again.

I started to think wildly, wondering why she was alone in Alar, but she put a bed and furniture in the bedroom, as well as enough brand-new bedding. If it were me, no one else could use it except myself.

bedding.

Thinking of bedding, I suddenly thought that this girl might be the kind of person who is not rigorous and organized in doing things. Such a person will incorporate everything that may happen into his plan and follow a strict schedule.

If you are someone who does things in an orderly manner, it would be a bit scary to confess to me as a planned thing.

In my old company in Shanghai, there was a female department manager. One time she showed me her life plan, which surprised me. She had a short-term plan for one year and updated it once a week, and a long-term plan for five and ten years.

, updated once a year.

This female department manager has planned almost all things in work and life, and has set times and reminders. For example, in her schedule, the car should be serviced in half a year; the new semester of the child will start in nine months, and she will give gifts to the teacher.

What gifts; where to go on vacation in a year, what is the budget, when is the best time to book tickets, etc. There are clear written plans and time reminders.

The most admirable thing is that she does this no matter how big or small it is, including how long a bag of rice noodles will last, when to buy a new batch of rice noodles, grains and oils, when to water the flowers at home, etc. She also plans such very detailed things.

Already.

Her long-term plan is to start preparing for her son to study abroad when he is old. In order to ensure that his son can study abroad smoothly, she has planned a doctoral study plan in ten years. When will she prepare, when will she take the exam, and when will she pass the exam?

In the future, she will rent a house and take her children there. The children will go to high school and she will study for a doctorate.
Chapter completed!