Chapter 268 Thank you

Good times are, of course, very beautiful.

But there is also a saying that everyone knows.

That is, good times are always short-lived, and this is proven to be the case.

I fell in love with Xiaofei, chatted on QQ every day, and passed notes in class every day.

They call each other sweetly every day, and the time they spend together as "husband" and "wife" is wonderful.

It's wonderful, and it seems to make me feel that every day's life is super promising.

Every day at that time, I wished I had twenty-five hours, one hour more than twenty-four hours.

In the extra hour, I will definitely choose to be with Xiaofei, and I will definitely make this choice.

If I had known, our love affair would have ended that way later.

I will definitely choose to give all my time to my Xiaofei.

She was my favorite girl at that time.

It can even be said that she is the girl I love most besides my sister Bo.

At that time, Xiaofei and I were really in love beyond compare.

In other words, it was definitely a super exciting period of time in my personal life.

At that time, the two of us wished we could fall in love so much that we became one person.

At least that's what I thought it was like at the time, but unfortunately it's not the case.

I thought that Xiaofei and I could really spend our lives together as adults, or even after graduating from junior high school.

Come and fulfill the "eighteen-year-old promise" we made when we fell in love.

We agreed at that time that we would be together well when we were eighteen years old.

Then, we finish our shared life together.

But changes always come faster than planned. I didn't really believe this sentence before, but now I really believe it.

The second semester of the second grade of junior high school is indeed the best semester in my study career.

It's a peak, so to speak.

But after the peak, what is left, or what can be left?

Obviously, there is nothing left, really nothing left.

After spending the best semester in the second semester of junior high school, Xiaofei and I spent the best summer vacation in the second semester of junior high school.

Even during that summer vacation, we were quite sweet.

I can't lose her, and she can't lose me. We just love each other.

Until the first semester of the third grade of junior high school, that for me...

Let's put it this way, the second semester of the second grade of junior high school is the best semester I have experienced in my more than ten years of study.

So the first semester of the third grade of junior high school should be the gloomiest, and even the scariest semester I have ever spent in my more than ten years of study.

During that semester, my relationship with Xiaofei ended.

It was only in the first month after school started that I still remember it very clearly.

The day she sent me that "breakup email" happened to be October 1st, the first day of the National Day holiday.

On that day when the whole country was celebrating, I even had thoughts of committing suicide.

One month before school started, Xiao Fei only sent me a note.

No matter how I sent it after that, she never sent it back to me, not even a single word.

At that time, I had a vague feeling that there was going to be a problem in our relationship.

The reason she gave me was that the math teacher at the time was very dissatisfied with her learning.

Indeed, her math scores are indeed not as good as her Chinese scores.

Our math teacher, that old man, also criticized her many times.

But I don't think this is the reason why she didn't reply to my note.

She knew that this reason was far-fetched, and I could see through it, and she also knew that I could see through it.

Then, she just doesn't log in to QQ all day long.

It means that she doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore except at school.

The reason she gave me was that there was no way to chat on QQ with my parents around.

In fact, although this reason sounds reasonable, in fact, it is indeed very unreasonable.

When she was chatting with me on QQ, her parents were always at home and next to her.

But, doesn’t she still chat on QQ?

Therefore, I think she knows this reason very well, and I can easily figure it out.

I even changed my account and secretly added her as a friend, and she was "fooled" and clicked to agree.

Sure enough, just as I imagined, she was actually online.

It's just that she is invisible, she wants to hide, or to avoid me.

Not long after, she changed her and my couple’s names on QQ.

From then on, I felt that her premonition of breaking up with me would soon become a "reality".

Sure enough, on the first day of the National Day holiday, the "breakup email" that I will never forget was sent to my QQ mailbox.

It's Xiaofei, it's Xiaofei's consistent writing style and tone.

The content, I'm sorry, I really don't want to recall it.

I didn't recall it once, but I really felt the pain once.

That kind of pain, just like Tang Youyou, I can only bear it alone.

Even now, I don't have the courage to open that "breakup email" again.

Even after so many years, I went from the third grade of junior high school to the first grade of college, and I already had my true love, Sister Bo.

But that email really made me sad. I still remember the heartbreaking and overwhelmed feeling I felt back then.

I was really, that time, I was really hurt too deeply.

If it weren't for the purpose of enlightening Tang Youyou and our poor little aunt.

I really don't want to recall this matter.

I want to use this incident to enlighten Tang Youyou because I feel that Sekiya suddenly broke up with her.

In a way, it's like Xiaofei and I suddenly broke up.

But the difference is that there was a very clear reason when Guangu Qingqi and Tang Youyou broke up.

It's because Tang Youyou concealed the fact that he couldn't get pregnant due to abortion.

That is to say, she concealed her past with that damn "Brother Shan", a past that was unbearable to look back on.

And the fact that Xiaofei broke up with me is also a "unbearable" past for me.

To be honest, I still can’t figure out the reason why Xiao Fei broke up with me.

The general meaning is that she only "liked" me at the beginning and could never be called "love".

Obviously, this is an example, a very good example of the opposite of "true love".

My current relationship with Sister Bo is truly "true love", while my relationship with Xiao Fei is just a "wrong love" at best.

Even from some perspectives, it is not even qualified for "love".

Maybe it's also because I'm young, it can only be regarded as a kind of love, which is ridiculous when I think about it now.

After that "breakup email", I immediately sent an email to redeem myself.

But Xiao Fei's level of ruthlessness towards me is almost the same as Guan Gu's current level of ruthlessness towards Tang Youyou.

The coldness with which she responded to my emails and the full love she used to have are completely gone.

Instead, there was a strange Xiao Fei, a strange girl who I loved the most in the past.

I think if Guan Guqiji hadn't refused the message Tang Youyou sent her.

Then the feeling he gives to Tang Youyou must be the same as the feeling Xiao Fei gives me.

It's so cold, so strange, so heartbreaking...

At that time, I felt that every dark night was so terrifying.

I am very much looking forward to the arrival of the next day. I really want to see the sun the next day.
To be continued...