On one side is the revelation of his life experience, on the other side is the cruel reality of the situation in front of him... Chen Long has been completely immersed in painful thinking and decisions these days. He complained about the injustice of fate to him, and complained about the teasing of heaven. But

What's the use? You can't turn back time, you can't go back to the past and start over. You can only bravely face reality and everything in front of you.

The painful childhood experience has become a thing of the past. Although the people he once lived with are not his real relatives, they have lived like real relatives for so many years. He even regrets that he should not know his true identity.

Regarding his life experience, he would rather that the storm scene was a nightmare. Even the most difficult and painful reality can be accepted by him. He really hopes that the people who have lived with him for so many years are his true relatives. That ruthless life experience will never be exposed.

, forever buried in the deepest part of my mind... But now everything is known, everything is in front of him, so bloody and cruel! It is no longer possible for him to pretend not to know and remain indifferent, how will he face it?

What to do? Where will he go?

The eldest sister has been trying hard to persuade him these days. I hope he can face it correctly, handle his life experience, and let go of the current situation of his family. He must also think about the future... I hope he can deal with the family situation with her as soon as possible.

Everything, and then go to the provincial capital as soon as possible. The first is to find his biological parents and family, hoping to find and get to know each other well. The second is to try to stay in the provincial capital to find a better job to earn money and solve the problems at home.

Present and future issues.

The resettlement plan of the eldest sister Chen Meihua is as follows. The paralyzed mother and two children at home are temporarily taken care of by her and her eldest brother-in-law. The few acres of crops are also left to her to help harvest, and they will not plant any more after that, because

It's not worth a few bucks. When he finds a good job and settles down in the provincial town, he will come back to pick up his two children and find a school in the provincial town for them to study, so that the children will have a better future. Of course,

If he has a good work and life, he can also take his mother to the provincial capital...

The eldest sister’s ideas and plans are very good. Chen Long is very grateful for her kindness and good intentions. The eldest sister is a person with a strong sense of responsibility and compassion. Over the years, she has devoted a lot to this family. It can be said that

, I can’t imagine what this family would be like without the help of the eldest sister and brother-in-law! However, after all, the eldest sister is a married person. Although her home is very close to here, after all, she also has her own family and her own life.

There are family difficulties, and it is impossible for her to help with everything. What's more, serving a paralyzed person is not an easy task, and she also helps take care of two children, which does not last for ten days and a half... What happened to this family these days

There have been too many painful incidents, and the eldest sister has already been worried about it. There are many wrinkles on her forehead and face that should not be seen at her age, and her hair has turned a lot gray. Every time I see the eldest sister, she is worried about this and that.

Chen Long is always very heartbroken and uncomfortable. He really hopes to see his eldest sister smiling happily...

A few years ago, his wife died after falling off the road and his mother later became paralyzed. All the money he had accumulated over the years while working as a handyman was used up. Especially Chen Dexiu's debts to others, he did not dare to let anyone in the family

I know that I can only find a way to solve it privately. The children are growing up day by day. The eldest daughter has reached the age of studying, but she has not been sent to school because of family reasons. Will my mother's illness last longer?

With little money, and my younger siblings studying in the provincial capital, I have to support them...

In the depths of his memory, no matter how hard he tried to recall, he could not think of any appearance of his biological parents or siblings. His mind almost exploded when he thought about it. It was so painful! He didn't know if his biological parents were still alive? Or were they?

Are they in the provincial capital? How are they living now? What is their life like? Happy and hard or ordinary and peaceful? If they find them, will they recognize him? Perhaps, they have thought that he is

He is no longer in the world...or what if he is really found? Shouldn't it be too cruel for him to break their already happy and peaceful life so suddenly? If they are rich, you can ask them for a sum of money.

Can he use money to solve his current problems? Or, if their lives are also very difficult, what will he do? Should he help them? If his biological parents recognize him and ask him to go back and live with them, can he

Do you accept it or not? What should you do? How can you throw away the grace of upbringing for more than twenty years? How can he let go of the relationship between birth and upbringing?

Fate, why should he be given such an arrangement? It really makes it difficult for him to make a decision. If Chen Dexiu had not abducted him to this home, he would have a different life today. If Chen Dexiu could successfully sell him to

Without others, he may have a different life today. However, he would rather his life experience never be exposed and live here silently for the rest of his life!

...After repeated thoughts and comparisons, Chen Long finally made the most painful and difficult decision, go! He still had to go out, otherwise he would not be able to explain his life. Although he did not know what he had done before.

What is the path and what will be the result?

After making the difficult choice, Chen Longxiang felt relieved and felt relaxed in his heart. He felt that his future in life was beginning to be full of hope and expectation.

So together with his eldest sister, he made careful arrangements for all aspects of work at home. He began to pack and prepare all the needs for his trip. Once again, he pieced together things and managed to pay off all the debts that Chen Dexiu had owed during his lifetime...

Tomorrow he will go on a long journey. Chen Long did the final cleaning and cleaning of the house. He specially cooked the most delicious meal for his mother and children, and personally fed and comforted his mother:

"Mom, I will go to the provincial capital tomorrow morning to look for a job. From now on, my eldest sister and brother-in-law will take care of you at home." Chen Long fed his mother with food, while suppressing the complicated emotions in his heart to comfort his mother.

"Mom, actually I really don't want to leave you and your two children. However, our family's life and future now... I really have no choice. I have to go to the provincial capital for a while. I hope

If we can find a more profitable job and earn more money, our family can live a better life. If the job goes well, we can earn money and develop well in the city, I will come back to take you and your children together.

Enter the provincial capital. Then we will send you to a large hospital in the provincial capital. Your disease must be cured. Nowadays, medical skills have become advanced and sophisticated. Your disease should be easy to cure and quickly. Wait for your disease to be cured.

Once the disease is cured, you no longer need to sit in this wheelchair, you can stand up and walk again, you can work in the fields as before, and you can visit your neighbors to chat."

Listening to what Chen Long said, her mother nodded, trying hard to swallow the food in her mouth, with a sense of comfort on her face. She looked at him with kind eyes, and a tear couldn't help but flow down from the corner of her eye.

Chen Long stretched out his hand to help his mother wipe away the tears she shed, and said heartbrokenly: "Mom, don't be sad. Although our family is having a hard time now, we should be able to get over it soon. Maybe God has arranged our family like this.

Our family has to go through such suffering and torture before we can give our family a happy and beautiful life. I believe that as long as we work together and face it bravely, we will be able to survive the difficulties and live a beautiful and happy life!

"

His mother nodded slightly to him, with a smile on her lips.

At this time, two children gathered around him. The younger son Binbin put his arms around his shoulders and said to him innocently: "Dad, can you not leave us? I want to sleep with you at night and listen to what you tell me, dad."

story."

Looking at his youngest son's reluctant eyes, Chen Long felt a sting in his heart. He touched his little head and comforted: "Xiao Binbin, dad, I can't bear to leave you either. But, look at our home.

, there is no money to buy meat, vegetables and cooking. Only when dad goes out to find a better job and earns more money can he buy meat, vegetables and cook, buy new clothes for you and your sister, and cure grandma's illness.

Only if we are cured can we buy more things for our family..."

"In that case, can you take my sister, grandma and me with you? Take us to see the high-rise buildings in the big city and play in the park."

"Yes, but I have to wait until dad finds a good job in the city and earns money before he can come back and take you with him."

Chen Long held the two children tightly in his arms, turned to his eldest daughter and said, "Xiao Ting, from now on you must listen to your aunt at home and help her take care of your grandma and younger brother. You must be sensible."

When dad gets a good job arrangement outside, he will come back immediately to take you and your brother to study in the city, and take grandma to the city for medical treatment."

The eldest daughter Xiaoting seemed to understand what he said, she looked at him with wide eyes and nodded.

The mother opened her mouth and tried to say something to Chen Long. Chen Long listened carefully and understood what his mother said. He seemed to understand what she wanted to express:...Along, you can go in with peace of mind.
Chapter completed!