Chapter 1104: Two chapters in one(1/2)
"What a pity." Luo Feng's mood became better.
Of course, I can't say how the mood is getting high. After all, it's almost time for them to part with each other.
But goodbye, I don’t know when it was.
Maybe, they... may never see each other again.
However, no matter what, her son was able to show her cuteness that only children could be like before her in his forties, which made her extremely relieved and happy.
It's a lie to say that you don't regret it.
When she was walking outside, she had become accustomed to cheating and acting, and even failed to act realistically, convincingly, and subconsciously convinced herself. She often had to deceive herself, hypnotize herself, and generally.
Therefore, in the only self-territory in her heart, when she is rarely together with her younger son, there is no need to deceive herself.
Therefore, she admitted that she was regretful. If possible, she wanted to go back to their childhood and think about the past as before, hug them, kiss them, and hold them in her arms.
However, time never waits for anyone.
It is fair, upright, but also so cold.
Time, when she was pushed away and made her struggle to turn back, she realized that her children had grown up and no longer needed her.
This made her heart break for a moment, the cold.
If so, you can start over...
In fact, she is not that great.
If she could start over, she would definitely not participate in this plan, absolutely not!
But now, she cannot be allowed to turn back and shake.
Because I have carried too much!
The comrades who took the blame for her, blocked bullets for her, and sacrificed for her!
So many people, so many people, either full of hair or youthful smiles in her memory, the face that has never been erased for a moment makes her unable to indulge herself in selfishness.
Those soldiers who died in their best years, those brave and fearless comrades-in-arms, pushed her forward invisibly, moving forward! Move forward! Move forward!
Every step she takes now is not her own, but her and her comrades who are still fighting or have already sacrificed, holding hands, walking firmly and perseveringly!
So, she doesn't and can't give up everything she is now, even though she knows that the cliff is not far away.
...
With a sigh, Luo Zi shouted to stop.
With a "squeak", Chu Zheng stepped on the brakes.
Looking back, Luo Zi had already pushed open the car door and walked out.
"you……"
Chu Zheng was about to ask her what she wanted to do, but Luo Zi had already closed the rear door neatly and casually, opened the passenger's door, and sat in.
In an instant, Chu Zheng's muscles were tense.
He never thought that in such a small space, his mother would sit at a position less than half an arm away.
"Haha, silly kid, why are you nervous? I'm not someone else, I'm your real mother!" Luo Zi raised his hand with a funny look and tried to stroke Chu Zheng's face.
For a moment, Chu Zheng had to hide from the conditioned reflex, but his biological mother quickly stopped him.
"..." I have never encountered such an embarrassing situation. No one dared to tease him like this except for his wife who would tease him on a whim.
Of course, the embarrassing Captain Chu felt a little curious and... fresh in his heart, besides such a little awkward feeling?
In short, the string in his heart was gently plucked.
Once again, he had a thought in his mind. This was the touch of his mother? Is this the contact of his mother?
Unconsciously, Chu Zheng licked the corners of his lips, and shouted dryly, but full of admiration: "Mom."
"Hey!" Luo Zi, who originally wanted to tease her son, suddenly, his eyes turned red and tears also appeared, spinning in her eyes.
Before Chu Zheng's voice fell, and when the lingering sound was still there, she couldn't wait to respond.
That "hey" contains indescribable guilt, ecstasy, relief, hope, sadness, and... grievances.
Chu Zheng's eyes turned red when he heard his mother's response, saw her expression and the complicated emotions in his eyes.
The water light was hidden in the bottom of my eyes and I didn't dare to come out.
"Good kid, good kid, good kid!" Luo Feng had always been eloquent, but at this moment, she was choking and couldn't say a word.
I held the endless "sorry" in my mouth and was reluctant to say it again.
She knew that as long as she couldn't look back, no matter how much "sorry" and "sorry" she said, it was actually a harm to each other.
Since that's the case, it's better not to say it.
Everything is indifferent!
Luo Zi's hands gently stroked Chu Zheng's cheeks; his big eyes, which were exactly the same as Chu Zheng, were tightly stuck to Chu Zheng's face.
One millimeter and one millimeter displaced.
It seems that in this way, his appearance can be fully engraved in her heart and in her memory.
I obviously can't bear to give up, but I have to wave my hand; I can clearly say "goodbye", but I can't say it because I live too clearly.
Luo Feng's lips shook and shook, trembling and trembling, and they were closed together, but they couldn't spit out a word.
"Mom." Chu Zheng opened his mouth and called.
He knew that his eyes could no longer bear the weight of water, but he shed tears in front of his own mother... It doesn't matter? It should... it's not embarrassing, right?
"Hey! Child! My child!" Luo Qi carefully grabbed Chu Zheng's hand, tried harder, and then felt that he had no refusal at all, then bit his lower lip and nervously tried to hold him in his arms.
"Mom." Chu Zheng was so obedient. He followed the strength of his own mother and let her hug him.
The moment he was thrown into his mother's arms, he couldn't help calling out this great title.
He has been very independent since he was a child. He has been staying in his adoptive mother's arms, but he is not disgusted or nostalgic. He has never felt the feeling that makes him feel thrilled like this at this moment.
It turns out that this is my own, is my mother's arms?
It was very warm, making him feel like he was going to sleep obediently.
Chu Zheng couldn't help but choked up.
For the first time since he became sensible, he showed this kind of appearance that he thought was very weak.
"Good kid...good kid." Luo Zi seemed to be able to say only one sentence or a few words.
She thought Chu Zheng would struggle and get rid of it... Oh no, how could her child be so considerate, make her sad? He might only endure her intimacy.
But now, she was completely relieved. It turned out that her child was always looking forward to her!
It turns out that her children will not resist her intimacy.
This is her child! The good child she gave birth to worked hard.
The more Luo Feng felt Chu Zheng's obedience, the more complicated the feeling in her heart became. She was getting stronger and stronger with her holding on to him. She wanted to rub him into her belly. She could hold him all the time, and the mother and son would never be separated.
As soon as this thought emerged, Luo Zi was amused by himself.
How is that possible!
Even if it is possible, she can't bear to let it go!
Her children have already spread their wings and have their own wife and children, and their own career and life.
What she wants to do and what she can do is look at him with blessings and watch him live every day happily.
Finally, it was time to let him go.
Luo Zi reluctantly gave up, but cruelly forced himself to let go.
Look! She is so cruel!
Even though she had already started to cut her heart at this time, even if she let go of her youngest son's hand and competed with Qianjun's power, she still let go of her hand and was ready to part with him.
"It's so good!" Luo Qi looked at Chu Zheng, with relief in his eyes.
The saying "It's so good" means that it feels so good to be able to hug your son again; it also means that it feels so good to hug your son. At the same time, it may be a relief to her youngest son for a good life.
"Good kid, remember what I said. Although this money is given to you, mom still hopes that you won't use it... After this time, you will be transferred as soon as possible and enjoy the life of your beloved wife and son around you. Just take it as if it's together with my share... OK?"
Although Chu Zheng had already said that he would be transferred, Luo Feng was uneasy and had to let him confirm it again before he could feel at ease.
Chu Zheng obeyed, and knew that she wanted to hear, so he told her.
Listening to the younger son's promise, Luo Zi raised his hand and touched his son's hair: "Good boy, there is one more thing... You, your brothers and sisters, don't hate your father anymore, okay?"
"Mom?" Chu Zheng looked over in confusion. Does his mother still love his father so much?
"Silly kid, I can't tell whether I love you or not now. Maybe, if I could let go, I might not have loved him as much as I thought!" Luo Feng's face was relieved.
She said to Chu Zheng: "At the beginning, I hated him! I hated him for his dissent and dissatisfaction, and I hated him for being too adaptable... I'm going to say that until a few years ago, I couldn't remember him. When I thought about it, my heart hurt so much. But now I can't."
"Is it because... he was yelling to come to you before?" Although Chu Zheng felt that it was not the case, he didn't know what his mother was thinking, so he could only ask questions carefully, fearing that what was wrong would hurt her.
To be continued...