Chapter 637 + Chapter 638(1/2)
Chapter 637:
"Go away!"
"You bad boy! You hurt mom's feelings! I can't believe you would lie to mom! You were like this when you were a child, what will you do when you grow up?!"
"Don't follow me! I don't want you anymore!"
Zhan Zhan felt like the person in the story who was immobilized by acupuncture. He also seemed to have been made into an ice sculpture, and his whole body was frozen and unable to move.
The surrounding light was much darker than usual. In fact, from his own memory, he had never experienced such a difficult time breathing.
He looked in horror at his mother who was hugged tightly by his father.
His mother has always loved him, and Zhan Zhan has always known this.
But he never thought that he would see such a frightening expression on his mother's face.
That expression should represent disgust and revulsion.
But... when Pangpang ate the most disgusting toon, it was not so scary.
When the second aunt saw his little aunt, she didn't even curl her lips in disgust behind her back.
Zhan Zhan felt that his little heart was trembling, and he felt that his eyes were filled with tears. As long as he blinked, tears would flow down his face.
But, he couldn't cry. His mother taught him that a good man should be brave. His father told him that a man would lose his skin and flesh before falling behind, and he would bleed and sweat but not shed tears. He must listen to his parents and not shed tears easily.
Zhan Zhan raised his arm and wiped his increasingly blurry eyes.
Suddenly, his movements stagnated, and he realized that he could move now!
"Mom!" The little guy's first reaction when he found out he could move was to rush to his mother, hug his mother's thigh, and beg for mercy pitifully, "Mom, don't be angry, forgive me.
Zhanba!"
Although the light in the room was not very bright, he heard his mother shouting with his father: "Chu Zheng, it's your mother, it's her who taught my son bad things! No! I can't just let it go. I want to ask her."
It’s clear!”
At this time, his father didn't seem to notice him, and was concentrating on trying to persuade his mother to say good things: "You are so angry right now that you are neither calm nor rational. If you go over now, not only will you not be able to solve the problem, but you will also probably get hurt."
Others hurt themselves! Listen to me, let’s slow down! Slow down!”
Zhan Zhan knew that he had just been ignored. He suddenly had the feeling that he and his parents were in two different worlds. He could clearly contact them and hear their voices, but they could not detect him.
He opened his mouth, but suddenly he didn't know what to say. He only knew that two lines of cool moisture rolled down from his eyelashes, slid from the bottom of his eyes to his chin, and fell slowly again.
Sniffing, he looked at his parents who were competing with each other in bewilderment. His father kept promising: "I will come forward to speak out, really! ... Don't be so excited, you will scare the child!"
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But my mother didn't seem to pay attention to my father.
Zhan Zhan bit his lip gently, his heart in his chest was lifted up. He didn't understand why no one paid attention to him today.
Just as he was panicking and confused, a cold gaze swept over him. When he looked up, Zhan Zhan saw his mother glance at his father and him after she calmed down.
Then, his mother stopped looking at him and his father, opened the door without looking back, walked in, and closed it.
"Poof!" The door was slammed shut.
All the light that was swept out during the opening and closing was also turned back.
calm!
This is Zhanzhan's feeling, this feeling as if he was locked up in the basement of a small dark room, which made the little guy tremble uncontrollably.
He remembered that a little brother who was standing guard outside the military compound said that he once made a mistake at home and was locked up in a small dark room. He felt lonely and isolated, and could only see very clearly.
The feeling of hearing your own heartbeat and pulse is terrifying.
He couldn't relate to it before, but now, he seems to have the same experience as that little brother.
His mother seemed to be abandoning him and shut him out of the door; but his father seemed not to see him at all and didn't know he was standing here. He stared at the door steadily for a while, shook his head and left.
He, only him, this terrible and terrifying space is like a closed world, isolating him from everyone, with no air and no communication!
The feeling of silence and breathlessness is so scary!
Zhan Zhan couldn't help but shuddered, and suddenly remembered a story one night that his mother told about people being social animals and not being isolated from the world.
Thinking of this, the little guy suddenly plucked up the courage and ran towards the door that separated him from his mother. He used all his strength and smashed it with his fist!
"Mom! Open the door! Open the door!" Zhan Zhan shouted at a volume that was about to break his throat.
Unfortunately, no one paid attention to him for a long time.
"Ah!" Just when Zhan Zhan shouted that he couldn't make a sound, and he could no longer stand with all his strength, and could only press his head against the door, he felt as if his center of gravity had disappeared, and his whole body seemed to be falling into an abyss, heading towards
The rotating black hole fell down!
…
"Ah!" He shouted softly and opened his eyes, and Zhan Zhan shivered.
He sat up in a daze and shook his head for a long time before twisting his body and turning on the lamp.
"It turned out to be a dream! It scared the baby!" The little guy looked at the alarm clock. It was late at night. He raised his little head and looked around the room again, and then patted it with his little paws.
Chest, he breathed out a sigh of relief.
"It's really a dream!" The little guy jumped out of bed, climbed to the bay window, opened the curtains and looked outside. It wasn't until he confirmed that the moon was real and the night was real that the little guy felt at ease.
After confirming that everything before was false, the little guy couldn't help but burst into laughter.
Unfortunately, despite being happy, his eyebrows drooped again: "Oh...it's all my fault. Mom doesn't want dad and Zhan Zhan anymore."
Thinking of what he overheard in the morning, Zhan Zhan knew for the first time what "heart is like a knife piercing his heart."
The first time he heard this word was in a TV series. He didn't know what it meant, so he looked it up in the dictionary. When he got the answer from Mr. Dictionary, he was still confused and didn't quite know what the word meant.
Emotional.
He pursed his lips and touched his chest. Zhan Zhan hugged his little head and huddled up, like a helpless animal, and whined with unspeakable regret and sadness.
"Woooo..." The little guy knew it was night and did not dare to cry too loudly for fear that his parents would hear it, so he covered his little mouth with his little paws, huddled up and sobbed there.
Although the little guy knew that everything just happened was a dream, but in the dream his mother didn't look back, walked away without even looking at him, lingering in his little head for a long time, and he couldn't get rid of it and forget about it.
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Chapter 638:
"Mom must be angry with Zhan Zhan!" Zhan Zhan's little head was shaking with such words.
His mother's temper in the morning and the words she said to his father kept echoing in his ears.
The little guy has a good mind and a strong memory.
For him, he is afraid of not analyzing everything.
As long as he is willing to think about it, the scene during the day will be like a slow-motion playback, slowly sliding past frame by frame.
"Ugh... Zhan Zhan is a big idiot." The little guy thought about the conversation between his parents in the morning, and then thought about what his grandma and aunt had said to him before, and his little head immediately figured it out - he was calling someone
Cheated.
"Woo, Zhan Zhan is the one who brought it upon himself!" Thinking of this, the little guy felt aggrieved and self-pitying, clenched his little fists and hit his little head a few times, moderately and not hard.
Because he was afraid that if he hit him too hard, he would beat himself silly, so the little guy didn't dare to really exert himself.
He gasped for several times, Zhan Zhan's little face turned red from holding back, and he was still thinking a little unreasonably: No wonder Pangpang said that he had no love in life when he mentioned homework! It turns out that this is called life.
Loveless!
After huddled in the corner of the bay window and crying for a long time, Zhan Zhan felt a little relieved.
However, he has a big problem in life that needs to be solved urgently. If this problem is not solved, he will not be able to be at ease.
"No matter what, I must not let my mother abandon me!" The little guy mustered up the courage to wave his little fist and made up his mind, thinking with a firm face.
"But how can I tell my mother not to abandon me?" Zhan Zhan scratched his little head, whined and kicked his feet. He found that he didn't seem to have any good ideas.
At this time, he can't run outside his parents' house and scratch the door!
In the afternoon, he timidly walked around with his mother outside the house. He didn't even get a look from her. Zhan Zhan felt that asking for mercy for disturbing his dreams this time was simply getting a higher punishment!
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"Zhan Zhan, why aren't you sleeping yet?" Chu Zheng pushed the door open and saw his son on the balcony who was curled up like a ball.
He had something on his mind and couldn't sleep. He was about to go for a walk in the yard. But as soon as he came out, he heard a low sound like a small animal. He followed the sound and found it was his son.
Came from inside the house.
Thinking about the explosion in the morning, how could Chu Zheng not know what happened to his son.
I just knew that I knew it, but when I saw the pitiful little guy crying with snot and tears, Chu Zheng was already extremely distressed, and his heartache immediately increased several times.
Although he knew that his son was hurt by his mother's attitude in the morning, he knew the whole story and did not dare to blame his wife. He could only sigh in his heart, "What the hell is this!"
He walked forward quickly, hugged his son into his arms, took out a tissue and wiped his nose, wiped his tears, and wiped away the fine sweat on his forehead. Then he reached out to the back of his son's vest and touched it.
, another sweat on my hands.
To be continued...