Chapter 104 The Second Personality That Does Not Bleed
Li Xiaonuan's words successfully appeased Ji Xinglan, but he was still a little worried about Li Xiaonuan's whereabouts.
It was useless to expect Ji Feng and those losers to track Li Xiaonuan's whereabouts, but he also knew that he could not push too far and had no choice but to let him go.
After leaving the hospital, Li Xiaonuan went directly to Yao Le's studio.
"Which wind brought you here again?" Yao Le felt very uneasy when he saw Li Xiaonuan.
Whenever Li Xiaonuan takes the initiative to come to her, it will never be a trivial matter.
And most of them were problems that she wanted to solve but couldn't.
She thought countless times that Li Xiaonuan's existence was just to remind her that she still fell short of Li Xiaonuan's incurable disease on the way to a qualified doctor.
"The hand is injured." Li Xiaonuan showed Yao Le the hand holding the gauze.
Yao Le's almond-shaped eyes suddenly widened, and he spoke with a heavy tone: "No bleeding?"
Li Xiaonuan nodded.
Yao Le frowned, secretly wondering why life always kills this little cutie Li Xiaonuan?
"Tell me about the specific situation." Yao Le opened the locked drawer and found about seven or eight palm-sized notebooks inside. These were small manuals recording Li Xiaonuan's different symptoms.
One of the most serious symptoms was the lack of bleeding. Because it was so important, she listed it in a separate notebook. She also drew a danger symbol on it.
Li Xiaonuan is a person who suffers from severe bleeding, and he may faint immediately if he sees a drop of blood.
But starting from three years ago, Li Xiaonuan began to suffer from fainting. Yao Le explained this behavior as a second personality.
In other words, when Li Xiaonuan is not dizzy, a second personality appears.
For Li Xiaonuan, whose condition is already very complicated, the second personality is not intended to make things worse. Fortunately, this situation has not happened to her often in recent years, only twice, but every time it appears, it is enough to attract their attention.
Because of Li Xiaonuan’s second personality, he will engage in self-mutilation behavior.
Li Xiaonuan saw the notebook in Yao Le's hand, her eyes flashed, and she slowly typed for Yao Le to restore the scene when she and Liming Yang were confronting each other.
Because he wanted to restore the scene in detail so that Yao Le could analyze it, Li Xiaonuan typed very slowly. It took half an hour before he explained everything about yesterday clearly.
"So it's still because of Liming Yang?" Yao Le frowned, his tone not very good.
Li Xiaonuan has many knots in her heart, one is guilt for Xiao Nuo, another is for losing her mother when she was young, and Liming Yang is the most serious one.
Li Xiaonuan's second personality appeared twice, both of which were related to Liming Yang.
"Hmm." Li Xiaonuan felt that the word "hmm" weighed a thousand pounds.
"What happened to you and Liming Yang five years ago? Don't you still want to tell me?" Yao Le said with a hint of heaviness in his words.
Li Xiaonuan told her a lot of the shadows in her heart that she couldn't live with. Li Xiaonuan even knew what those shadows started from, and he didn't hide anything from her.
Only about Liming Yang, Li Xiaonuan never mentioned it. She only knew that Liming Yang had imprisoned her for a period of time. She guessed it was related to that, but she didn't know the details at all.
She has asked countless times, but what she got in return was Li Xiaonuan's current cold and frosty silence.
Yao Le knew that Li Xiaonuan was not ready yet, so he had no choice but to give up.
Sighing, he spoke again: "Have you taken any medicine recently?"
Yao Le locked the small book that recorded the entire process of the emergence of Li Xiaonuan's second personality in the drawer again, just like Li Xiaonuan locked the door to his heart.
"I haven't eaten before. Xiao Nuo's condition has indeed improved, and staying with him makes me feel at ease."
Li Xiaonuan also didn't expect that Xiao Nuo could heal the sadness in her heart.
As long as she doesn't get sick, she doesn't need psychotropic drugs. Ji Xinglan and the others had always thought that the medicine she took was to prevent the disease, and that the side effects of the medicine were insomnia and dreaminess.
In fact, it was not the case. The fact was completely contrary to what they had guessed. When she was not sick, she slept very well and would not even have a dream.
But when she gets sick, she never suffers from insomnia, but is haunted by nightmares every night. Those nightmares are all unbearable pain for her.
The scariest thing is not having insomnia but having these nightmares all the time.
Yao Le prescribed three kinds of medicine for her, two of which were for nightmares, one was to suppress sleep, and the other was to force her into deep sleep.
When she gets sick, she usually takes the second medicine. Entering deep sleep will greatly reduce the chance of dreaming. The side effects are relatively small.
The first medicine was taken when the second medicine lost its effect. She had retched after taking this medicine before.
She hasn't had nightmares for a long time since she fell into coma.
She thought that yesterday's episode with Li Mingyang would give her nightmares, but she unexpectedly slept well.
"That's good. I said that if we can take one less of these medicines, it will be beneficial and harmless."
Yao Le secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Sure enough, bringing Li Xiaonuan and Xiao Nuo together was the right choice. But before Yao Le could completely relax, Li Xiaonuan brought her up again.
"I have another purpose here today, which is to prescribe more medicine to you."
"What did you say? Did I hear it wrong? Didn't you just say you haven't taken your medicine recently?"
Yao Le was always cautious when prescribing medicine to Li Xiaonuan, and the dosage was strictly controlled. If it exceeded the applicable range within one month, Li Xiaonuan would have no medicine to take.
Therefore, Li Xiaonuan must also strictly control the dosage.
"I'm moving to my old house, so I need to be prepared." She knew Yao Le would object, and she also cherished her body, but this time the situation was special and she had to say this.
"Moving to the old house? You don't mean that you want to live under the same roof with Li Mingyang?" Otherwise, you wouldn't have to prescribe more medicines wherever you move.
"Yes." Li Xiaonuan nodded.
"Are you crazy? I don't agree. Don't think that I will accompany you crazy. The dosage of the medicine I prescribe to you cannot be changed. If there is too much, there is no need. If there is too little, don't save up."
Li Xiaonuan comes to get medicine once a week, and she will adjust it in real time according to Li Xiaonuan's medication situation, but it will never exceed her preset bottom line.
"You're just going to get fucked, aren't you?" Yao Le got angrier the more he thought about it.
"Going back to my old home is a must!" Li Xiaonuan looked serious.
"Then - then you can come to my place to get medicine. You won't be unable to get out when you return to your old house, right?" Yao Le still refused.
"I'm afraid it's too late." Among the medicines Yao Le prescribed for her, there was another medicine with the greatest side effects, which she took when she was about to lose control of her emotions and explode.
Chapter completed!