Chapter 103 I didn't understand then
"Why...."
Lu Cheng scratched his head and said at a loss: "I just filled out the registration form for the program team to recruit Amateurs to realize their dreams, and I didn't expect that I could be selected."
"Uh... what song to write, I really don't know in a while..."
Jing Boan smiled and asked directly: "When you fill out the registration form, you should fill out what kind of song you want the singer and composer to help create. What did you think at that time?"
Lu Cheng smiled awkwardly, and Jing Bo'an's question happened to be the key point.
In fact, he was drunk at that time, and when he was in a hot mind, he wrote his own story on the registration form. After sobering up, he actually regretted it, so he wanted to skip this one.
But Jing Bo'an asked all the questions, and he didn't want to answer.
Lu Cheng hesitated for a long time without saying anything, then hesitated: "Just... just... I received a wedding invitation from my ex-girlfriend last month, and she will hold a wedding next week..."
"Ah?" Pudding stuck out his tongue and said unexpectedly: "Will you still send wedding invitations to your ex-boyfriend when you get married? You usually die of old age after breaking up..."
Lu Cheng's expression became even more awkward...
"That, the wedding invitation was posted directly on the Moments... Everyone can see it..."
Well, I didn’t send an invitation to Lu Cheng specifically, but just sent a group notification on my Moments.
"So what?" Yang Xiao shrugged and said curiously: "You saw that your ex-girlfriend is getting married, so you are very sad and sad. Want Weiyang to write a song to commemorate your lost love?"
"Or write a song to wish your ex-girlfriend happiness?"
Lu Cheng shook his head, nodded again, hesitated for a moment, and said bitterly: "I don't know either..."
"How to say..."
"I just saw the news of my ex-girlfriend's marriage and felt a little complicated, but I didn't know how to express it, so I thought of music."
Ye Weiyang raised his eyebrows.
Love but not having to be able to be the theme of almost all love songs. When Lu Cheng thinks of music at this time, he doesn't feel strange at all.
This is the charm of music. When people encounter some setbacks or some sad things that arouse ripples in their hearts, they will choose to express this emotion through music.
I don’t know how many men and women who broke up all night are sleeping and listening to the bitter songs.
Lu Cheng is pretty good.
"Uh, I'm going to talk about your relationship story?" Ye Weiyang asked with his hands spread out.
Lu Cheng's expression became even more embarrassing, perhaps because there were too many cameras on the spot, which made him public his personal affairs, which was a little shy and embarrassed.
But thinking that this might be the only opportunity to end this relationship, he couldn't take care of anything else.
"I was inferior at that time, and I didn't know how to advance and retreat, and I didn't understand what preciousness was. I was just a naughty boy..."
Lu Cheng said in annoyance: "When she graduated from college, she resolutely returned to my hometown Kuncheng with me and worked hard with me."
"Because she is with me, she is not afraid of not having gorgeous clothes, not afraid of not being able to afford high-end restaurants, not afraid of being crowded in the shared house..."
"But I often say that I have nothing and accomplished nothing yet as an excuse, and I feel inferior so much that I even hurt the girl who is willing to have nothing but stay with me."
"I was really a bastard at that time. I didn't know how to cherish it at all, and I didn't know how much regret I would regret after she left!"
As soon as Lu Cheng talked about this, his eyes immediately turned red, and tears were a little unstoppable.
He trembled his lips, raised his head to look at Ye Weiyang, stretched out a finger and said, "You don't know that when she had a delicious porridge outside, she would think of whether I would be hungry at home, and would leave half of it to pack it for me to drink."
"We often imagine a bright future together on sleepless nights, a small and warm home, a pair of lovely children. I work hard to earn money to support my family. She takes care of the children at home and prepares hot porridge for me to come home."
"Every time I describe my future plans to her, she will look at me with red eyes."
"I didn't understand at that time, but now I understand. She felt sorry for me."
"But I only understood it when I couldn't recover it."
Lu Cheng held his head with his hands, curled up in a ball, and said with great regret: "But no matter how hard I try, even if I work two or three jobs day and night, I can't even get the first payment for the house."
"Maybe it was because of inferiority complex. Later, I kept quarreling with her because of various small things and small conflicts. It was ridiculous."
"If I was young and promising, knew how to advance and retreat, didn't feel inferior, and knew what is truly precious, then I would never lose her."
“It’s a pity that life has no assumption.”
"I didn't understand at that time..."
In the small single apartment, Lu Cheng expressed his feelings, both the staff of the program team and the people in the band who were open were silent.
Lu Cheng’s story is not such a strange story.
Probably every campus couple who just graduated from school will experience this story from affection to parting ways when they come to big cities to work hard.
Love is the norm of love.
The person you love the most never comes to the end. Many years later, the scene of smiling and saying that you have not seen each other for a long time but turning around but crying into tears is the reason why it resonates with many people is because it is really common.
Lu Cheng and his girlfriend once fell in love, and the girl was considerate and caring to the boy, but the boy's self-esteem made him hurt the girl again and again. The girl had to leave in the end, but after the girl left, he gradually became sensible and understood.
This is the purest love look in the memories of many people, but every time I think about it, I regret the most. I hate myself for not being better to her at the beginning. Looking back many years later, I only sighed that I was young and inaction.
Ye Weiyang was very moved, and even tears flashed in his eyes.
Lu Cheng's story evoked the past he deliberately kept in his heart but never wanted to think about.
In his previous life, his first love happened in college. He had four years of college and three years of love.
After graduation, like all the fresh graduates who have just graduated from college, they also left the warm ivory tower together and began their first experience in society.
Find a job, rent a house, and start working hard for a living.
Although it is very busy, it is very happy.
Ye Weiyang and her have their own home.
Although the house did not belong to them, they were just rented, and even the TV and sofa were left by the previous tenant, they lived together with justification.
At that time, they were playing freely in the room. Sometimes she watched Korean dramas, played games, she washed clothes, she came to mop the floor, and ordered takeaway, and then she came to clean up the garbage.
They grew up spoiled by their family since childhood, and they also learned to pay their own water and electricity bills, learn to buy vegetables and cook by themselves, and learn to change light bulbs to open the sewer.
That was the happiest time in Ye Weiyang's memory.
I originally thought that I and she would go from school uniform to wedding dress, and my classmates and friends thought that they would definitely get married in the end and build a happy family.
Chapter completed!