Chapter 85: The past cannot be recalled
After the meeting, Yi Yang left the large conference room.
He didn't go to the hotel for dinner with the group. Instead, he walked to a deserted balcony alone and smoked heavily.
He is the project leader sent by Zeiss to China. Originally, the three institutes were not on the cooperation list. It was he who took the initiative to contact Professor Liu Liang and told him about the project that led to this cooperation.
He begged Professor Liu Liang on the phone to let Shengsheng take charge of this project. He begged for a long time before the old professor reluctantly agreed.
Three years ago, he had been paying attention to Jiang Sheng's activities since he went abroad. He asked his wife to take more care of him, and he asked Liu Huaiqing to take more care of him.
But he stayed far away.
In the past three years, he had never called or sent a text message to Jiang Sheng, because he was afraid that he could not bear it.
He knew that she was studying for master's and doctoral degrees, that she stayed in the Third Hospital after graduation, and that no one else had ever been around her.
But he regretted it, not for a moment in the past three years.
He was shaken at the airport and wanted to give up. He thought that he did not have to go abroad and could still have good development prospects at home. However, he was afraid that he could not give Jiang Sheng a good life. He was afraid that he would remain unknown and earn a meager salary.
salary.
Amid continuous announcements from the airport, he resolutely boarded the plane to Germany.
He chose a good future and gave up Jiang Sheng.
In the past three years, he spent every day in the laboratory, living by thinking about Jiang Sheng.
Huangtian paid off, he successfully jumped from a little-known researcher to a partner of Zeiss, and escaped from a humble family by leaps and bounds.
It took him three years before he dared to return to Kyoto and see Jiang Sheng.
The last time he was at his wife's house, he had just returned from country y. He wrote to his wife before getting on the plane. Unexpectedly, his wife directly invited Jiang Sheng to come over for dinner, which was scheduled to be the night he got off the plane.
After hearing the news, he drove directly from the airport just to see Shengsheng, whom he hadn't seen for three years.
He still remembers the shock of the woman when he met her. Apparently she didn't expect to meet him here.
At the dinner table after that, she didn't even take the initiative to say a word to him. She clearly kept her distance and didn't take the initiative to chat or strike up a conversation.
She was even more beautiful than three years ago, and her movements were still as hard to take away as before. The moment he saw her, he knew that she would always be his most fatal attraction.
Even more so than three years ago.
More deadly.
She has lost her innocence and naivety when she was young, and she is now more mature and charming than she was three years ago.
However, three years were like an invisible and transparent wall between them, dividing the two people who once talked about everything.
He sat on the other side of the square table and looked at Jiang Sheng intentionally or unintentionally. Jiang Sheng didn't even give him a wink.
She talked to Liu Huaiqing with a smile, and talked to her wife and master with a smile, but she treated him as a transparent person.
He had a hard time eating that meal, and it tasted like nothing. He used to love eating the food cooked by his wife, but now he had no interest in it. He poured himself many glasses of wine one after another. He hadn't been drunk for a long time, and he wanted to get drunk.
.
He wanted to take her home due to his drunkenness, but she refused his kindness. He held her wrist tightly and used force with both hands along the way. He also saw the red marks on her wrist, but he didn't want to let go.
Let go of Shengsheng's wrist and she will run far away.
And he could never catch her.
He collapsed and asked Jiang Sheng: "Does it make you so uncomfortable to see me? Do you really want to stay away from me?"
That was the answer he never wanted to hear, and Shengsheng collapsed and screamed: "Yes, I don't want to see you again."
Jiang Sheng's words were like a sharp blade in the cold wind, piercing his heart.
He was in pain and bleeding all over his body.
He seemed a little unable to stand. Is it really irreversible after three years?
He asked her in the cold wind: "Jiang Sheng, am I too late?"
"I still like you, I always like you."
He saw a drop of clear tears slipping from her eyes, and she replied with an extremely firm tone: "It was too late three years ago, it was too late for everything."
It was as if a third of his strength had been drained from him, and he almost couldn't stand still.
What Jiang Sheng said next hit home even more. She said she already had someone she liked in Kyoto, she said she had forgotten about her a long time ago, and she wished her all the best.
He stood there, so distressed that he couldn't breathe.
After a while, he saw a tall and handsome man coming to pick her up.
He clearly saw that Shengsheng was his favorite, so he ran over and ran into the man's arms, hugged the man's waist, and buried his head on the man's shoulder affectionately. The man also hugged Shengsheng in return.
His heart was beating violently, and he looked at what was happening in front of him in disbelief. He felt extremely dazzled.
How could the woman he had loved for so many years be in the arms of another man!
He was so proud that he walked toward them step by step as if he were walking on the tip of a knife. He wanted to separate the two people who were hugging each other. He looked very unsightly.
At that second, his eyes met Shi Yu's in mid-air. They were both men, and he understood the strong possessiveness in Shi Yu's eyes. He looked back at him provocatively, but did not get a good look from Sheng Sheng.
He was regarded as a harasser by Shi Yu and only got the business card of Shi Yu's assistant.
It was also on that night that he felt that everything was too late and that it seemed irreversible.
He didn't have to attend today's meeting. He came all night from other provinces just to see Sheng Sheng.
Unexpectedly, he met Shi Yu in the conference room as well.
He came in behind Sheng Sheng and sat directly next to Sheng Sheng.
Ever since he entered the conference room, it seemed that Shi Yu's eyes had been glued to Shengsheng, and he didn't even pay attention to anyone else.
He deliberately made things difficult for Jiang Sheng, specifically naming her to host, just to see how she had grown over the years.
Jiang Sheng was more calm and calm than before. She stood on the stage calmly, just like when she first met her at the student union.
sparkling.
Outstanding.
Her little girl has grown up after all, and it seems she can't keep her anymore.
He clearly saw the magnetic field between Jiang Sheng and Shi Yu that was different from others. The way they looked at each other inadvertently and the way Shi Yu looked at Sheng Sheng made him jealous.
He is jealous of this man named Shi Yu!
Later, he deliberately made things difficult for Shengsheng. He knew that she didn't know German and deliberately used German to make things difficult for her. But he didn't expect that this man named Shi Yu would act as her translator on the spot. He didn't even need to read the materials and just blurted out the words.
He looked at Sheng Sheng smiling at Shi Yu. It was once exclusive to him. Why should he give it to other men? He was so jealous that he wanted to get angry and wanted to leave the conference room on the spot.
In this meeting, Shengsheng never smiled at herself, and rarely even looked at herself. She completely regarded herself as a Party A, respectful and distant. She could even smile at other partners and chat with them, just
Treat yourself as a transparent person.
After the meeting, he left the army and hid on the balcony smoking silently. The smoke was lingering. His eyes were as cold as ice, as if there was a fleeting light. He relied on the smell of smoke to suppress the sudden pain in his heart.
As soon as I finished smoking on the small balcony, I met Shi Yu and Jiang Sheng who were coming out of the conference room. I accidentally glanced at the two people with their fingers intertwined.
Chapter completed!