"Test! July... Then I can't even pass the summer vacation?" I couldn't help but frown

“…”

"Xiaoqin, although I know you are very smart and don't need my reminder, I still say to you."

"Um"

"Many things, don't be too strong, stop at the right time..."

"Finally, take care of yourself."

"kindness,"

...

Return to prison again and become isolated from the world.

At night, I was thinking about Qin Qin on the bed so that I could be crazy.

I have always had the idea of ​​rape him, and of course, I have been staying in the stage of thought these days.

It's completely impossible now.

When I was a teenager, my memory of him was still profound and clear, and my special feeling about him has been preserved until today.

It's like some statement online...

You may fall in love with someone, and this kind of love is divided into two levels.

One level is spiritual. You are extremely attached to someone. It makes you feel warm and always has the idea of ​​going home in your heart.

One level is the body, the body.

It means that there will be someone in the world that will make you feel particularly when you see her, that is, the feeling of... I really want to be with her.

Of course, men are always greedy and think about making and loving with as many women as possible.

However, there is someone who will make you want to have sex with her, and you and others have a stronger and stronger thoughts.

You even want to get him at all costs

Scientifically, this is also a biological instinct, the original driving force for the promotion of, different, and sex, love at first sight.

Qin Qin is the type that makes many men fall in love at first sight.

His arrogance and coldness further enhances the ** you want to rape and conquer her.

Unfortunately, on the summer vacation that year, the day I went to the station to pick him up, my nose and tears completely destroyed my image in front of him. In addition, his later hostility towards me completely made me feel sad.

Maybe it is that reason that makes me feel about him now in a state of being in a close and distant state.

Of course, I love Qinling, so I have to make a choice

But I have to admit that I can never resist Qin Qin's beauty anytime and anywhere.

After I die, who will such a peerless beauty be used in the future? Who will sleep with and work together for the rest of her life?

When I think of this, I can't help but feel heartbroken

The short fantasy and ** that time, when they were finished, began to become illusory.

My whole body also became inexplicably uncomfortable and depressed at this time.

Even manic

Let me change my mind, even if the Liuyun tragedy was not killed, what can I do?

How could I give up looking for Qin Ling?

Although the ideal life is to be able to live with the two sisters,

However, in the real world, the possibility of such an idea being realized is almost zero.

And I won't change anything because I live and die.

Then why should I suffer or suppress it?

For the beauty that never belongs to you?

Until now, I still don’t know whether I love him or whether I have really loved her.

All I know is that I miss that summer vacation, the night when I was sleeping in the room with their sisters, that night. It was as gorgeous and beautiful as fireworks, and it will last forever.

Life is like me, even if it is short, it is enough to be able to meet and embrace them.

...Now I am just consuming my last life, waiting for the arrival of Judgment Day.

In the court, I should be able to meet Xiaoqing, Xiaofang, and Wan'er.

After the Judgment Day, I should have another chance to meet Xiaoqing.

In my short life, if I say the most sorry person, is Xiaoqing.

...

Xiaoqing, Xiaoqing. What should you do? Stop crying and be strong.

Is it spring?

I have no idea.

I can't see the green or the spring grass buds, I just feel warmer day by day.

I heard that many death row prisoners like me would eat wildly while waiting for trial, and they became extremely fat.

But I don't.

In the limited space, I still insist on training for many years, which even made the people who guard me confused.

Actually, I don’t know why I did this. Maybe it’s because of a habit?

The habits that have been developed for more than 20 years are indeed difficult to change.

But at least this did not make my body fat. I still have a strong body during these boring days.

However, my soul is getting closer and closer to the ladder that leaves this body.

The human body is just a stinky skin in the clothes, and the soul is only temporarily in it.

Where will the soul float after a person dies?

Can you still wander in the world?

I hope that, at least I want to see Qin Qin Xiaoqing living happily

There is also Qinling Mountains, I want to float all over the world and find out his whereabouts

If I can travel after I die, I don’t want to travel back to other places like other places. There are too many humans who are dominating the world. I just want to travel back to more than two years ago, that summer vacation

...

When I woke up this morning, I felt that today would be an unusual day.

I don't know why, but I just have a premonition.

I was notified that someone came to visit me again.

I was a little nervous. According to Qin Qin, if someone could come to visit me, it should be before the day of judgment, which means that my death has come.

Now the current office is before the day of judgment.

Maybe she opened her joints again and was allowed to visit me again?

If she could bring me a message and tell me that I could not die.

I really don't want to die.

Even if I keep me for the rest of my life, just like now, every few months, someone will come to tell me that Qin Qin and Xiaoqing are both very good, and even news about Qin Ling... For me, it is a great comfort.

Of course, these ideas are just fantasies now.

...

There were two people who visited me this time.

Qin Qin and Xiaoqing came over together.

At first I saw them appearing opposite the glass window together, I couldn't believe my eyes.

After I sat down, I gave the two of them a smile, although I felt a little strange and nervous.

"We are good friends now." Qin Qin put her hands on both sides of Xiaoqing's shoulders and looked at me with a smile.

I seemed to understand that this was probably the result of the two of them discussing, so that I could leave with peace of mind.

"Brother, we'll wait for you to come out. After you come out, I'll be your bridesmaid on your wedding day." Xiaoqing also looked very happy.

I didn't say anything, just looked at this and then that...

"It's only five minutes, and you brother and sister must have a lot to say. I won't make a light bulb anymore. You two will chat slowly." Qin Qin pressed her hands on Xiaoqing's shoulders, and then stood up.

Xiaoqing held Qin Qin's hand. After the two of them looked at me for a while, Qin Qin waved her hand to me and Xiaoqing with a smile, then got up and left.

I feel very pleased to see them holding hands as they are today.
To be continued...