Chapter 507
Go to my room. This chapter is provided by {}. After Fatty went to the bathroom, Xiaoqing still said to me quietly.
"Okay." I knew that what I should come was always coming, so I must have a good talk with Xiaoqing.
Xiaoqing and Xiaofang took Wan'er to live in a room, just opposite to Fatty and I.
Xiaofang and Wan'er were not in the room, probably going to see the lively fun of Dabao and Xiaoshi.
After entering the room, Xiaoqing closed the door and locked it. It seemed that she didn't want anyone to come in to interfere with my conversation with her.
I felt a little uneasy, and even a little scared. The first time I felt this way, because I felt guilty and didn’t know what Xiaoqing wanted to talk to me.
I sat down on a bed in the room with Xiaoqing, but didn't dare to touch Xiaoqing. When I went to the leisure room, I felt that I was dirty psychologically.
"Is it...you can't let go of the brother-sister relationship between us?" Xiaoqing spoke, but it was not about the leisure house.
I don't know how to answer Xiaoqing.
The matter she asked must have had an impact on me. Everyone thinks we are brothers and sisters, which is an indisputable fact.
The reason why I promised Xiaoqing a future, including that after I was about to leave Qiwu City this time, I was willing to accept Xiaoqing with my heart, was not that I no longer cared about the relationship between me and her, but that after I tried to break up last time, I found that Xiaoqing could not bear it at all.
It would be even more impossible to say that I have no feelings for Xiaoqing.
Recalling the journey of the central city at that time...
When I met Qin Ling during the summer vacation, I suddenly had a terrible thought and became greedy for her sister, Qin Qin, a former school beauty.
Qin Qin was arrogant and indifferent, and hated me and my dad at that time. It made me feel that I and her were almost impossible.
Driven by that strangely lost mentality, perhaps I was trying to seek a kind of peace of comfort and compensation so that I would not feel that I could not get the chasing Qin Qin. I was too shameless...
It may lead to my emotional loss. As a result, I turned my goal to Xiaoqing irresponsibly.
Because I think Xiaoqing is as beautiful as she is, but she is not as arrogant and indifferent as Qin Qin, let alone I first discovered the secret of Qingtian dolls in online games. So, driven by that emotional compensation mentality, I took the initiative to approach Xiaoqing and tried to make her my girlfriend.
At that time, I didn't even think about staying with Xiaoqing forever, so I made many vows to her with confidence.
Looking back, I was very impulsive and confused about my feelings at that time, so when Qin Ling asked me to break off my relationship with Xiaoqing, I agreed to Qin Ling without thinking.
I promise Qin Ling so quickly, for only one reason, the person I really love in my heart actually appeared long before Qin Qin and Xiaoqing appeared.
Qin Ling.
But the relationship with her is exactly what I dare not face the most and cannot face the most. No matter how powerful the love is, I dare not, nor can I express it to her.
Unless there is really no relationship between her and my dad.
If there is nothing between them, why should she admit that she is my stepmother? And Aunt Wang and Mr. Lin, so many people think she is...
My feelings for her have always confused me until my dad came out and Qin Ling disappeared...
...
The subsequent development of things became more and more unexpected. Xiaoqing's loyalty, seriousness and dependence on me increased day by day in a degree that I could not imagine.
Just those few days of getting along were not enough to make her love me so deeply. Perhaps she loved me not only, but the hero in the online game, the "blood-sucking maniac" who had been dependent on her for two or three months.
No matter what, there are two things that are certain. First, I have feelings for Xiaoqing, and I cannot tolerate any harm she has, even what I brought to her myself.
Second, I must take the responsibility I should bear to Xiaoqing. If she no longer cares about these secular visions and so-called ethics, even if she needs to escape for love with her in the future, that is what I should bear.
After the journey to Qiwushan is over, I will give Xiaoqing a positive answer, a man’s promise, a promise that can never be changed no matter whether the mountains collapse or the sea is broken or the rocks are rotten.
But...not tonight...
"Although you said you didn't care, you still had some concerns in your heart, so... you have never dared to touch me these days..." Xiaoqing saw that I didn't say anything for a long time, so she spoke again.
"Xiaoqing, why do you say this? Things are not what you imagined." I sighed. Now I don't want to say it. After I go back, if Xiaoqing is willing to listen, I can slowly tell her about my mental journey during this period.
There will be reservations in some ways.
"Xiao Shi said...you men like to do that kind of thing...so they go to the leisure house. If you want to... come to me, don't go to that kind of place again, okay?" Xiao Qing looked at me a little aggrievedly, and her face began to turn slightly red.
“I'll go there, sure
Go and accompany Fatty, my brother and I have been with him for many years... You don't understand..." Looking at Xiaoqing, I thought she was just talking about the relationship between me and her, but in the end, I still talked about the leisure house.
When everyone came to my room and Fatty, Xiaoqing didn't come here, most of the time she was accompanying Xiaoshi. She must have heard a lot of things about men learning bad things from Xiaoshi, so she asked me this.
"Then what are you doing..." Xiaoqing glanced at the place below me, then quickly looked away, and her face turned redder than before.
I knew what she wanted to say, when she rushed into the leisure room, my pants were zippered open, and a girl's hand was placed nearby.
"It was the woman who pulled it apart when I was not paying attention, but I stopped her and I really did nothing..." I quickly explained to Xiaoqing.
"How could she do that? If you don't want her to force you... your pants... Isn't this... a crime?? I'm going to sue her!" Xiaoqing suddenly became excited.
I glared at Xiaoqing for a long time. At first, I didn't quite understand why Xiaoqing was very excited when she said this. Later, after thinking for a while, I finally understood.
Put yourself in the shoes of others. If the chain of Xiaoqing pants is pulled open by a man, then I will definitely fight the man unconditionally...
Women must also attach great importance to the chastity of the man they love.
"The police have to take care of them and have arrested them all long ago. Xiaoqing, don't be angry. I won't go to that kind of place again..."
The matter has happened and I was caught on the spot. Now I can only comfort Xiaoqing with guilt.
"Why are these women so mean? What are you not good at doing? Doing this kind of thing!" Xiaoqing's resentment finally burst out. Although she has not been as intense as Xiaoshi, it can be imagined that she still feels very uncomfortable when she catches me in a leisure room.
Someone seemed to be opening the door outside. Seeing that it was impossible to open, he shook the door and left again. It was probably Xiaofang and Wan'er who came back.
Before Xiaoqing finished speaking, Xiaoqing didn’t want to get up and open the door. I’d better continue sitting. The door opposite was also open, so Xiaofang and Wan'er could sit there first.
"They are all girls from poor families in the low-level society. It's not because of livelihood, who would do those things..." I explained to Xiaoqing casually, but just said it casually, not even thinking about it.
Xiaoqing suddenly burst out: "What!? You are just lazy! If I were to live, I would rather starve to death than do that! They... are so disgusting! Are you still defending them!?"
I regret not saying those words just now.
I'd better say less. No wonder the ancients will make mistakes when they say too much, and the saints must keep silent...
"Forget it...you promised me, don't go to that kind of place again in the future?" Xiaoqing saw that I didn't say anything, maybe she was afraid that I would be angry, so she quickly calmed down her tone.
"I won't go again in the future..." After I agreed to Xiaoqing, I wanted to add something like "I promise" and "I swear". Later, I thought about it, there are some things I can't do, so I'd better not say so much...
For example, will it be considered if you go to Yingge's foot washing city in the future?
Even if you no longer go to Yingge's foot washing city, men may have to go to some romantic places in business, just like they cannot help but drink with customers.
In short, even if you go there again, Xiaoqing can't be caught.
Fatty and I were also in a state of mind tonight. Why did we enter the leisure house near the hotel?
If you are a little further away, you won’t be hit. It’s so unlucky!
Xiaoqing didn't say anything else, but sat closer to me and leaned gently in my arms.
I had no choice but to hug Xiaoqing, and my mind was still a little confused and I couldn't even figure it out.
After a while, Xiaoqing suddenly turned her head, her little face turned red: "You...what do you want to do, I won't stop you, but in the future... don't look for those dirty women outside..."
"I didn't...no..." Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered the passion with Xiaohua.
At that time, my mind was completely out of control and I went to Xiaohuazi. I told Xiaoqing that I had done nothing before, and that I was a bit fake.
However, this kind of thing cannot be vague. Even if you cheat, you must deceive Xiaoqing to the end, otherwise she will definitely ask the bottom line...
"I have never done anything with others..." Although I was guilty, I still added firmly.
"Did you never have anything to do with other girls except for the mistaken kiss of Manny?" Xiaoqing indeed began to ask about these things.
It's similar to the topic Qin Ling asked me when she was in Qiwushan... It seems that no girl doesn't care about these things.
Chapter completed!