After a while, Xiaofang didn't move. I didn't know if she was asleep, but her eyes were closed.

Looking at Xiaofang, whose head was messy, his face was covered with tears, and his eyes were swollen, I felt very uncomfortable. Speaking of which, if it weren't for me, the mother and daughter wouldn't have come here without leaving the house.

If you don't come here, you won't have such a tragedy...

It's all because of me.

Because I, a guy with a debilitating god, possessed...

At a certain moment, I felt that I shouldn't have lived in this world. If I had died earlier, my dad might not have had any trouble, Qin Ling would not have disappeared, and Wang Pangpang would not have been hit by a car.

It's all because of me.

The most damn person is me, but I am not dead and I am still alive and sitting here...

I don’t know how long it took, but I was a little confused.

Suddenly there was a panic around, and some doctors and nurses on duty were in and out of the intensive care unit.

I don't know what happened, but Xiaofang was obviously asleep because she didn't react to these movements at all.

I didn't dare to move around, for fear of disturbing Xiaofang. I just watched the doctors and nurses come in and out.

I don’t know when. Dr. Wang Pangdi, rescued during the day, also came here.

When he stood opposite me with a serious face and waved to me, I felt an extremely strong and ominous feeling in my heart.

I slowly put Xiaofang down on the chair. Maybe it was because she was too tired. Or it was difficult for her to wake up after she fell asleep. Xiaofang didn't wake up at all.

Then I got up and walked towards the doctor.

"We have tried our best." The doctor sighed: "The operation was successful. But she still couldn't survive..."

"You mean...she...is dead?" I looked at the doctor sadly. I seemed to have expected the worst result, but I didn't expect that it was really such a result.

The doctor nodded, then patted my shoulder: "Take a pity by the way..."

Then he left.

I put my hand beside my mouth and pulled it hard. Then I subconsciously glanced at Xiaofang lying on the row of chairs.

Is all this true?

Why did I speak to her?

The hospital had no morgue, and Wang Pangpang was pushed into a dilapidated and idle room on the basement of the hospital. He said that it would be temporarily placed, and the cost would be deducted from the prepaid money.

I have never encountered this situation and don’t know what to do later. A kind nurse told me about the basic procedures and said that I could call the funeral home to handle it until dawn tomorrow, and then left.

Looking at Xiaofang who was lying on Wang Pangpang, who was crying and almost unconscious, my mind was numb.

Night, a dead night.

The bottom floor of the downstairs was extremely quiet. After the staff left, I could hardly hear any other sound except Xiaofang's intermittent crying.

I looked at Wang Pangpang lying there, and then at Xiaofang lying on it and crying. Everything felt so unreal.

How to comfort Xiaofang who has been crying?

Is it a good time to talk to her about my grief?

See him + mom + earth ghost!

I couldn't comfort her at all, because I couldn't even comfort myself.

I can only try to control my emotions, if I allow this sadness to spread in my body, everything... will be done.

Very tired.

Very dizzy.

I really hope that all this is just a dream. When the dream wakes up, everything returns to normal.

I still slept in the same room with the Qin sisters. When I woke up, I saw them showing sweet smiles in my sleep.

Xiaofang and her daughter still live in their big house, but I often go to see them.

I really hope...

"Brother Serena Williams, my mother has turned into a fish..." Xiaofang suddenly spoke, scaring me.

I suddenly woke up and looked at Xiaofang in a daze. She was also looking at me, her eyes looked very empty.

Is it that I was dreaming, or did she really say something just now?

The door of the room was not closed properly, and a gust of strange wind blew in from outside. The white cloth covering Wang Pangpang's head blew away, and Wang Pangpang sat up all of a sudden.

Wang Pangpang saw Xiaofang crying beside him and reached out to touch her head: "Xiaofang, mom is fine, stop crying..."

"Aunt Wang? Are you okay?" I was so excited that tears suddenly came out. I suddenly got up and wanted to go over, but I really woke up.

My heart beats very hard, and it turns out that I am dreaming!

That’s great! Wang Pangpang is not dead!

He quickly looked around...

It's very sad... Xiaofang is still crying, and Wang Pangpang's face is still covered with white cloth...

I felt a little breathless again.

A drop of water hit my arm, and I subconsciously touched my face, and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes with my hands.

Three days have passed.

Wang Pangpang turned into an urn in front of Xiao Fang.

Xiaofang doesn't eat much and is thinner than before. I think she will look bad if she loses weight, but she doesn't listen to me.

I didn't dare to leave her at all when she was like this.

But today I have to go to the hospital to check out and take out the remaining money. No matter what I have given birth, I have to survive. I have to take care of Xiaofang and I have to go back to the city, where there are many things to do.

"Xiaofang, I went to the hospital to settle the bill. Don't run around, I'll be back in a while."

After talking to Xiaofang for a long time, she didn't react at all.

I sighed, probably she wouldn't be running around like this now.

When I left the door, the sky was gloomy and it was about to rain but not fall into the ground, which gave people a very depressing feeling.

When I arrived at the hospital, I got some orders, and then signed some words here. After a while, I went there to sign some words. Two hours later, I was finally able to take them to check out.

A list with a total amount written on it, and then more than 500 yuan was handed back to me.

"Why is it only five hundred yuan?" I looked at the woman who was checking out with some confusion.

"Go and ask your attending doctor, I'll just check out!" The woman waved her hand at me impatiently, and then shouted for the next one.

Go to the attending doctor, not here.

She asked the nurse and said that he might come tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. She didn't know whether it was tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

There was no way, I went back to the checkout, and the woman still ignored me.

I punched her desk...

This punch was obviously not as powerful as before, and it made me feel a little breathless, but it still shocked several people in the office. They looked here together.

"Call me the fee details." I calmed down and said to the woman at the checkout.

"We don't provide details." The woman glared at me in disgust.

"Fuck + you + mom! Lao + Zi spent money, why didn't you provide details? You + fuck + just want to beat Lao + Zi in just one sentence?" I couldn't help but feel excited again. I knew I couldn't be excited now, but they did too much.

The hospitals in our country never treat diseases and save lives. They only ask for money to urge their lives.

"What's going on!" Several hospital security guards rushed in after hearing the sound and looked at me fiercely.

Is this office often quarreling, so these security guards stay here?

I want to kill someone.

But I have something more important to do. It is really not worth killing the people here and spending my life here...

Now that I am in physical condition, I don’t have the knife, and I want to kill someone... I’m afraid I don’t even have the strength to kill someone.

No… I have a lot to do, and I have more important things to deal with.

Calm. Calm.

"I will come back to find you to calculate this account slowly." I left a low sentence, and walked out of the room.

Leaving the hospital, the sky became even more gloomy. When I walked to the street, I couldn't help but howl at the gloomy sky...

I feel that my voice is so ugly, it's like crying...

I'm going back, I'm going to take Xiaofang back to the city, I'm going to find my thing, I'm going to find out Qin Ling's whereabouts...

Qin Ling, living, seeing people, dying, seeing corpses...

When I slowly walked back to my rented residence, I felt something was wrong.

Why are there so many people on the way?
To be continued...