"What do you want to do?" Qin Ling asked me vigilantly, as if she didn't mean to let me hug her.

"I don't want to do anything, I'm afraid you will get frozen." I quickly explained.

"Do you want to do something bad?" Qin Ling kicked me again.

I couldn't understand her anymore, so I told me so loudly that she was cold, what exactly do I want to do?

"The conscience of heaven and earth! If I want to do bad things to you, can you lie by my side so peacefully now?"

"That's true..." Qin Ling sighed, then turned around and muttered softly: "It's quite safe to lie beside you, and it's no different from lying around a piece of wood."

What exactly did she want to say?

I've turned into wood.

In the darkness, I stared blankly in Qin Ling's direction for a long time, unable to sleep, and I felt more and more depressed.

He said he would hug her, but she wouldn't let him hug her, and said he wouldn't hug her, and said I was wood.

After a while, Qin Ling turned around and turned around. I didn't know if her eyes were open or closed. Anyway, I kept looking at her, although I couldn't even see her face clearly.

Qin Ling kicked her in the leg again.

"Why are you always kicking me?" I had to ask Qin Ling.

"I feel uncomfortable, I feel comfortable just by kicking you a few times." Qin Ling's answer was quite straightforward.

I have nothing to say.

Looking back on the days before, I always wanted to get closer to Qin Ling, but... after last night and this morning, I seemed to be really getting closer to her, but I began to be afraid.

It’s not that I’m afraid, but that I have too many concerns.

Putting aside all factors, is my current relationship with Qin Ling just an attachment?

If not, is it...

like?

When I thought of this word, my heart trembled.

I once thought I loved Xiaoqing very much, and I once thought I really loved her, but when I was with her, despite saying countless vows, I always didn’t have that true feeling in my heart.

It seemed even more confused between me and Director Yang. I didn’t know if it was her seducing me or me seducing her. Both of them were not in a good position. If I went back this time and met her again, I’m afraid I would really have a bad relationship.

True happiness comes with a little heartache and some expectations. This feeling will only happen when you are with Qin Ling.

Only when I am with her will I not think of other girls, I just want to stay with her quietly.

Everything in these two days is like a dream.

Maybe I'm going back the day after tomorrow, it's time for this dream to wake up.

Did I, really, fall in love with her?

Looking in the direction where Qin Ling was in the dark, I suddenly felt a sudden pain in my heart, almost tying my whole body. It felt like I suddenly woke up from a nightmare and didn't know where I was.

I actually developed feelings for the stepmother I married my dad home!?

No?

Impossible.

I'm just born lustful and want to take advantage of her...

Don't lie to yourself!

Is it time to face something?

In this double sleeping bag?

Do I love her? Do I don’t love her? Do I love her? Do I don’t love her?

I can't.

But... no matter whether you can or not, some things should be faced, and escaping is always not a solution.

After making it clear, some future things may be easier to deal with.

Qin Ling has not moved for a long time, is she asleep?

When I wanted to speak, I suddenly realized that I had been with Qin Ling for so long. I had never been sure what to call her.

Qin Ling? Xiaoling? Squad leader? Or... I accidentally shouted today: Be good?

"Hey! Are you asleep?" I couldn't think of how to call her. I could only use a whip to replace her.

"No." Qin Ling immediately responded to me: "Can't you see? My eyes are still open!"

"Can you see it so dark?" I talked to Qin Ling without any pain. My mind began to think about how to switch to the topic I wanted to talk about.

"Can you see it now?" Qin Ling suddenly leaned closer to me. I still couldn't see her in the dark, but I could already feel the breath she exhaled. I had to lie on my back and let myself get a little further away from her cheek, otherwise it would be difficult to control myself.

"Ask you something." I finally made a decision in my heart, and I must face what I should face.

"Yes." Qin Ling might have felt the seriousness in my tone.

"Do you think it's appropriate for us to go out together, go out to travel, sleep in the same room, and now sleep in a sleeping bag?"

My question may be a bit sudden, and Qin Ling seemed to be stuck at once by me, and she didn't answer me for a long time.

"Oh..." I sighed softly. Actually, I should ask myself more about this question, but I have been avoiding it.

"Will you tell others?" After a while, Qin Ling asked me softly.

"Won't."

"Either can I." Qin Ling seemed to answer my question in this way.^^, Bubble, Book, Bar, Post^^

"Do you think it's normal for us to be like this now?" I was a little amused and crying. Qin Ling seemed to be avoiding facing certain things like me.

"I don't know whether it's normal or not, I just know... Now... I can be around you as before... I can... I know... what you are doing every day..." Qin Ling seemed to feel a little depressed.

"Why did you come to me... not far away?" I wanted to ask everything thoroughly tonight.

"I like to take care of you! Haha, I am a strange person. I used to be your squad leader and didn't control you, but now I am your stepmother and continue to take care of you..." Qin Ling's words were obviously a bit ridiculous.

"Stop talking nonsense!" I interrupted Qin Ling: "Tell me the truth, did you marry my dad just because he paid for your family and your mother's medical expenses?"

Qin Ling didn't answer me for a long time, but after a while, I heard her crying.

I was depressed! I made her cry very well. She had been very happy these two days.

I couldn't say anything, so I could only reach out and gently hold Qin Ling in my arms.

Qin Ling didn't resist at all, but she cried even harder after being held in my arms.

There was a faint feeling in my heart, and it was indescribable that Qin Ling's cry seemed to contain too much...

Maybe she had an experience or memory that she didn't want to say...unbearable to people, but was evoked by a few words from me...

If it weren't like that, why would she marry someone like my dad at this age?

Qin Ling is not a person who values ​​money and land, I firmly believe in this.^^^^

After graduating from high school and arriving in the city, how did Qin Ling come here more than a year before meeting my dad?

I only heard some supportive words from her, including the knotty man Wang Deqiang who was abandoned by me in the restaurant toilet.

How did my dad get her? I dare not think about it if it was just using money, and I shouldn’t ask about these things.

Qin Ling, what have you suffered in the past two years?

Don't cry, okay? My heart is broken by you...

Every time Qin Ling's crying sounds remind me of my young mother. They all left home at that age and came to a strange city alone...

I suddenly remembered Qianqian, who I had never met before, jumped off the roof of Hengfei's office building...

If all this is true, if Manager Yang really put himself in Qianqian's role, then...

Poor Qianqian was falsely flattered.

But she died, nothing was exchanged for her. She only gave the beast father who had been abused her for 100,000 yuan.

A cold world.

I hope Qin Ling has not encountered those...scrambled things...

I dare not think about it.

Her crying sounded a little sad, which made me unable to help but think of some terrible things.

Don't ask anymore.

Qin Ling, can I protect you in the second half of my life? Can you stop crying secretly like your mother back then?

I gently stroked Qin Ling's back, trying to calm her down, but her tears never stopped, wetting my entire shoulders.

"Baby, stop crying, sleep quietly, no one can bully you again. Unless they step over my body."

This sentence was not said. It was read from the bottom of my heart.

Never desire to protect a person like this.
To be continued...