Chapter 182 Inexplicable Fear
I hate the word "Love". I don't know why, but for no reason. I seem to think this word is dirty. When I think of this word, I think of the white and squirming body and human flesh in a piece.
To be honest, those lenses are really not beautiful, they are just pure sensory stimulation.
Is the most important thing about communication between men and women?
Just like...the kind between me and Qin Ling...
Qin Ling...
When I think of her, I feel an indescribable sadness in my heart.
This kind of sorrow makes people feel sad as soon as they touch it, and my soul is still avoiding this feeling as always...
Manager Yang didn't know when he turned around from my arms and looked at me intently.
She must be expecting something, but out of the reserve of women, it is not easy to ask me for it.
I, shouldn't...
It depends on love, only on etiquette?
I have already embraced her. What else do I think of Confucius as much as love and etiquette?
Nonsense!
But what should I do after a crazy kiss?
Can you really accompany her to watch the long flow of water with her?
Manager Yang's eyes looked like she fell in love with me?
From her eyes, I clearly saw that signal...
After I was born last night, I almost realized this, but I didn't think about it because I didn't leave any place for her in my heart.
When did she start falling in love with me?
Does it only take two days for a woman to fall in love with a man?
Although these two days are as long as two months.
It feels long, that's because of the waiting for Qin Ling...
OK. Manager Yang fell in love with me, what should I do?
Can I love her?
cannot……
Then what am I now?
Take advantage of others' danger?
Although everything I had when I was with Director Yang was due to her initiative, can I use this as an excuse to do something irresponsible to her?
I can't, if I do that, I'll be really degenerate.
Didn’t everything I had last night count as depravity?
I started sweating coldly behind me...
I looked at Manager Yang's red lips again. I couldn't help but lean forward.
Manager Yang actually closed his eyes...
knock out!
I leaned against Manager Yang's cheek again. This should be the first time in my life I felt a woman with evil thoughts like this.
Manager Yang's chest was undulating in his arms, and I could clearly feel it.
I leaned closer to Manager Yang's cheek again, and a special breath from the female body hit my brain strongly.
All the hesitation in my heart seemed to have disappeared, and now I only have a very strong primitive desire in my heart...
For some reason, I suddenly felt inexplicably afraid in my heart, just like an indescribable feeling that was pulling myself into the mud.
The more you struggle, the deeper you will fall.
I gently pressed my face against Manager Yang's face, one to feel the warmth and softness, and the other to relieve the strong anxiety in my heart.
Manager Yang's eyes were opened for no reason, and her black eyes were beating constantly in her eye sockets. I could imagine that her heart must be very uneasy at this moment.
Rub... I rub... I rub... I rub...
Finally, I slowly rubbed my lips against Manager Yang's soft lips. When I was about to rub it on, Manager Yang's head slid and rested it on my shoulder.
After a while, Director Yang raised his head again, pushed my shoulders with both hands, and looked at me with a smile.
But I felt a little embarrassed. I didn't understand why she gave up at the last moment. Looking at her red lips, I couldn't help but look forward to my face again.
Manager Yang shyly reached out to block my mouth: "Brother, you were a very simple little boy. It was my sister's fault, because your momentary indulgence almost hurt you... We will still..."
"Or what?"
Seeing Manager Yang's look of wanting to speak but stopping, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious. Now I was completely teased, but at the most critical moment, Manager Yang retreated.
"I want to... maintain a sibling relationship with you for a lifetime, and hope that we will always be together. If we can't control it now... I will be afraid..."
Manager Yang couldn't continue to say anything. I didn't interrupt her, but just looked at her quietly.
"I'm afraid that after the passion, I will ask you more. Everything will be difficult to face again..." Manager Yang finally finished speaking.
After she finished speaking, I can’t get up now. It feels a bit uncomfortable if I can’t get down.
After talking so much, I just don’t let her kiss her little mouth.
I was depressed. I had known that I had kissed me just now, so why did I rub it...
I guess while I was having an ideological struggle just now, Director Yang was also struggling in his heart.
My thoughts struggled, and I wanted to kiss her lips, but she struggled in her heart, so don't get too deep with me...
Perhaps her approach was correct and rational. After the passion burned, the soul no longer knew where to go, and a pile of body residue was left, blown away by the strong wind and rain, and the warmth of the past will no longer exist...
Looking at my dazed gaze, Director Yang gently leaned over, kissed my cheek, and then leaned in my arms: "I really like the feeling of you holding me... like in a dream..."
I've been doing it for a long time and told me that I can only hold it but not kiss it, so it doesn't need to be so poetic.
I'm so vulgar.
Maybe she was doing it right, and once she kissed her, I think I might be unable to help doing more to her.
At that point, the once pure sibling relationship was cast in a shadow of love. I am afraid that everything will be as Manager Yang said, and it will be difficult to face in the future. After all, I cannot promise her a future.
Just just hug.
It feels pretty good to have a secret fun and hug girls.
Although I have hugged Hu Zheng, Xiaoke, Qin Ling and Supervisor Yang since the summer vacation, so far, it is probably only Manager Yang who has been hugging when he wants to.
Manager Yang was leaning in my arms, his face pressed against my neck, and the thread made my nose itchy. I couldn't help but sniff her thread...
I still feel a little wolfish in my heart.
"Okay, my sister is going to work for a while, otherwise Mr. Lin would call back and scold me." After a while, Director Yang gently pushed me away, smiled at me, left my arms, and walked back to her desk.
I stared at Manager Yang blankly, not knowing what I was thinking. After a while, Manager Yang, who was writing something there, looked up at me. Seeing that I was still staring at her, I couldn't help but smile at me.
"You call Xiaoqing and try her tone... see how Manni is doing..." Manager Yang suggested to me.
"Why did the police come to catch me in the morning? I guess nothing is wrong..." I curled my lips, and Manager Yang's words forced me back to a depressed state from my sweet reverie just now.
Manager Yang shook his head, but picked up the phone on her desk.
"Xiaoqing? It's me, Yang Fei."
It turned out that Manager Yang called Xiaoqing for me.
I leaned over and pressed my ear to the other side of the receiver.
"Hello, Sister Yang."
"How is Manny now?"
"She wants to take a half-day leave, I'm about to call you..."
"Oh..." Manager Yang seemed to hesitate for a moment and continued: "Xiao Zhang is very regretful and uncomfortable now. I want me to ask you if you are angry with him now..."
I glared at Manager Yang. Did I feel uncomfortable just now? It seemed that I didn’t... I was just depressed.
"Why am I angry with him?" Xiaoqing seemed a little unhappy.
"I can't blame him for what happened today. I blame me for it... Yesterday I drank with him with the client, and later talked to him. He was drunk and looked very sad and painful. I asked him what happened, and he said you rejected him..."
"Sister Yang..." Xiaoqing couldn't help but want to interrupt Manager Yang.
"Xiaoqing, after listening to me, I taught him this method later. As a result, he mistakenly recognized Manny for you. He caused the morning incident. I blamed me. Don't be angry with him. He really likes you..."
Chapter completed!