Chapter 161 Indulgence
I don’t know if it was because her lips were too close to me, but I felt something soft had touched my auricle, it seemed, but it seemed not.
The feeling this time was obviously much stronger than last time, but I still gritted my teeth and held back, and did not twist my body hard like Director Yang.
"It's really not itchy at all?" Manager Yang seemed a little discouraged.
"Yes." I looked at Manager Yang with a smile.
"Maybe... men and women feel differently, right?"
"hey-hey."
"You have never kissed Girls Book?" Manager Yang suddenly changed the subject.
I was stunned. It seemed that someone had mentioned this topic to me before...
Qin Ling...
Why are they all concerned about this topic?
"I have never been in love, how could anyone let me kiss me?" When I said this, I couldn't help but think of Qin Qin. She said she wanted to be my girlfriend, but I was not allowed to touch her.
How can I have such a girlfriend? Is it because I find a girlfriend for viewing?
However, Qin Ling seemed to be Qin Qin's approach...
well……
"Then have you not experienced the first kiss yet?"
"That's of course..."
First kiss...
Who should I give my first kiss?
Qin Qin?
Unless forced...
Forget it. If you forcefully kiss her, wouldn’t it be a mess all over the world? Especially Qin Ling will definitely be very dissatisfied. Xiaoqing...
Maybe she is the most suitable, but, at that time, can I attack her like the one I practiced today?
It seems inappropriate to do this for someone you really like...
Besides, Xiaoqing has not dated other boys now, so I still have hope.
I couldn't help but look at Manager Yang next to me again. Her red lips were shining like red wine under the light in the room...
If I suddenly kiss her, she would definitely not be angry...
I have always doubted whether she said she had let me go into the air-conditioned room to drink together, and she was not doing anything to me...
Haha, this word is not used properly. If you want to do something wrong, it should refer to the man against the woman. I actually turned it upside down.
No. I can't give her the first kiss...
Originally, she was doing a good job as a sibling with her, but how could it be so embarrassing after drinking and chatting?
"I haven't kissed anyone..." Manager Yang said softly, then looked at me with a strange look.
Really?
A very dirty scene suddenly appeared in my mind...
Manager Yang fell drunk on a bed, and several beast-like men were on her, and some people rushed to the bed and kissed her in a coma... and then...
So disgusting!
My heart began to be in a state of confusion...
"What's wrong with you?" Manager Yang looked at me with his eyes wide open. Only then did I feel my brows frowning unconsciously. Maybe the appearance on the outside looks a bit scary.
"It's nothing..." I smiled at Director Yang, and at the same time tried to let myself wave those unbearable imaginations just now out of my mind.
"I put away the food on the table..." Manager Yang pointed to the desk book.
"I'll help you..."
As soon as I was about to stand up, Manager Yang pushed me back to the bed: "You sit and don't need to move, I'll finish it in a while."
Seeing that Manager Yang was so persistent, I couldn't do anything else.
It's just...something...
The movement of her pushing me to the bed with both hands was very natural, as if there was no difference between men and women from me.
What is this action? Didn’t I forcefully hug her just now?
Although it was a drill, I hug it...
My relationship with her newly recognized sibling seems to have changed...
The physical contact with her tonight has been limited. If Qin Ling and I have hugged each other several times, it is just about love and courtesy...
But the physical contact with Manager Yang brought some evil body inside. Not only me, but Manager Yang's heart seemed not very pure.
It can be seen from her eyes.
Is she in love?
Could Manager Yang be a very casual person? How many days have you misunderstood me? That's it?
I'd better be on guard against her...
But... what she revealed to me was indeed like true love...
She couldn't fall in love with me, right? Why did she say to my ear just now: "I...love...you..."
She should understand that it is absolutely impossible for me to have a future.
In the contradiction, I can’t understand Manager Yang anymore.
I think it is more appropriate for me to be siblings with her. Once I cross this line, I may not even be able to do it for ordinary friends in the future.
I should have to make some homemade things. Maybe Manager Yang was a little confused just because he drank some wine. She would definitely regret it in the future if she had given birth to something with me.
A responsible man should not take advantage of others' danger.
Manager Yang took some disposable bags of books, but I stood up and helped her cover the dishes, then followed her and walked into the hall and put them in the refrigerator.
Should I leave? Now may be the best opportunity.
"Wan'er is not awake yet. Let's go in and talk for a while..." Manager Yang pulled me. I couldn't help but follow her into the room again.
After closing the door, Superintendent Yang took two cups of books and a can of coffee, brewed two cups of coffee, and handed me one cup.
Manager Yang turned on the small speaker on her bedside, and a soft music slowly floated out from it. Then Manager Yang lit a pot of incense placed beside the small speaker...
After all this, Director Yang sat down by the bed beside me with a cup of coffee, with a comfortable look on his face.
The sound of the small speaker was very low, so I definitely didn't want to disturb Wan'er in the hall.
Now the room was floating faintly, in addition to the slightly dizzy fragrance, there was also Wang Zheng's slightly decadent and sad voice...
Pour just one cup of coffee until dawn
I have a desire to cry with you
Crazy in this moment
There is no fear of anything
Imagine singing in your ear
Let tears spread on your face
No matter the sadness of growing up quietly...
I looked at Manager Yang holding a cup of coffee beside me. For some reason, I felt that this song seemed to be written for her...
Why didn’t she find someone to accompany her? Do she often hold a cup of coffee until dawn?
I couldn't help feeling heartache again, and I realized that I was becoming more and more self-indulgent...
Don't treat yourself as someone else's savior...
"When Wan'er was asleep, I often sat quietly alone, turning the music very low..." Manager Yang said softly, with a very peaceful expression, completely different from Manager Yang whom I thought was a little affectionate just now.
This made me want to embrace her like this.
Can my arms warm her wandering heart?
Or maybe it just brings more loss and painful memories to her future life?
I think the result is that the latter is more likely, so I should not harm others.
"Can you let me give me a moment?" Director Yang looked at me with a smile. Maybe when I wanted to embrace her, she had the same idea as me...
I was a little hesitant because in the short period of time just now, I had thought about the ending of my life...
"I won't have an excessive thing, don't worry! My sister just wants someone to hug me now." Manager Yang seemed to guess what I am thinking now.
"Haha..." I laughed awkwardly, then gently stretched out my hand and hugged Manager Yang.
Manager Yang tilted his body and put his back in my arms. I gently hugged her, but he didn't dare to move too much.
"When I was a child, I liked playing with boys..." Manager Yang took a sip of coffee lightly, as if he was trapped in some kind of memory.
"Later, after suffering the losses of those people, and Wan'er's birth, she has been avoiding dating men in recent years..."
I didn't know what Director Yang wanted to say, but just sat there and listened quietly to her.
"Women are actually inseparable from men... Many times, I want to indulge myself, but... when I think of Wan'er, I immediately gave up those thoughts..."
Chapter completed!