Chapter 8 Isn’t everything developing in a good direction?

Already said.

I don’t know who ‘Su Yao’ is, and I don’t intend to be him. The one who is good at acting is an actor, not me.

The moment he was killed, Su Yao had already figured it out.

Precisely because I am an ordinary person who cannot be more ordinary.

Therefore, I hate that I am the only one who has to die, and that I am the only one who bears the pain.

If you ask a question on Zhihu in your past life, "Would you feel painful after you die and go to a new world with the ability to load files but keep getting killed?"

At least most people would say, what’s the point of pain? If you live once and become familiar twice, what are you afraid of after dying so many times? If you can go back to the past after death, wouldn’t the world let you do whatever you want? Anyway, you can go back to whatever you did.

.

Because no one really dies.

No one can truly know the feeling of being pinned down by something and trying desperately to break free before death, just like a drowning person struggling upwards but sinking deeper and deeper.

No one can know what it feels like to have limbs cut off and a big hole opened in the chest.

No one knows what it feels like to watch others die and then die oneself.

Once alive and twice familiar, it is just a matter of typing a few words on the keyboard. The pain will only become more unbearable and hateful as the memories of death increase.

And it is precisely because he is neither purely good nor purely evil that he tries to resist on his own in the first place by killing others.

However, after discovering that he died miserably, he began to panic again. He also began to think that someone more capable should replace him, kill monsters on his behalf, or die on his behalf. These are ordinary people. There is no way to be purely kind.

Or evil.

Ordinary people like me will only be kind when we think good, and evil when we think evil.

So what to do now?

Su Yao thought, maybe he could try to treat people as characters. Treat You Ye as character A and Xia Xianyue as character B.

It is known that A is not a human being and has a full affection for himself. But that is different from B's Xia Xianyue's yandere love. He is just a little close to himself?

The question now is, how to let B survive. Or let her have nothing to do with him.

In other words, Su Yao hates this person.

Whether it's because she doesn't like herself at all, or it's because she gave up her own life.

In the past... let's call it past life.

When Su Yao encounters something that he doesn't want to do but must do, he will instill an idea into himself.

The body is a machine and the body is a role.

It is the body that does the work, and the soul is just a bystander.

The same is true now.

As long as the soul sits on the player's throne and the body is used as a prop, there is no need to feel guilty.

Ahhh.

This is more real than what was imposed in the previous life, because the body does not belong to oneself, only the soul is the real self.

Therefore, Su Yao blocked Xia Xianyue from the door and entered the bedroom instead.

"Youye, I want to introduce someone to you."

Um.

Su Yao decided to start over again, just like at the beginning.

The difference is that at the beginning, I didn't know that Youye really looked like a disgusting monster.

The difference is that now I want to see if I am involved in it, even if I know You Ye's true identity, can I calm down Xia Xianyue and give me a real partner by my side?

As for whether Xia Xianyue will die because of failure, who cares? It's just the yandere character B. She doesn't care about her own life anyway.

"Are you also a human like big brother who is not afraid of Yu Ye?"

Youye showed a little curiosity.

"Maybe, maybe not."

"But whether I'm afraid of you or not, you can't kill her."

"And never show her what you really look like, do you understand?"

"···good."

Although Yuye looked confused, he still nodded.

alright.

That's it.

Su Yao opened the door again, and she was still at the door.

"that···"

She hesitated, as if she wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it.

"You can come in."

In fact, it was only one day since the last time he let her in, but to Su Yao, it seemed like a year had passed.

"ah···"

Xia Xianyue let out a small exclamation.

Um.

Because the room is small, the entire living room is basically in full view once the door is opened. You Ye, wearing Su Yao's large short-sleeved shirt, is sitting on the sofa.

Xia Xianyue looked at her, and Youye also looked at Xia Xianyue. The atmosphere became strange for a short time.

"call--"

Su Yao took a deep breath, walked between the two of them, pointed at You Ye and said to Xia Xianyue, "Let me introduce you, her name is You Ye."

“···”

You Ye didn't say anything, but still stared at Xia Xianyue with an almost vigilant look.

"Then, Youye. This is the person I wanted to introduce to you, Xia Xianyue."

Su Yao pointed to Xia Xianyue again, "An ordinary human being like me."

“···”

"This... Ah Yao, who is she?"

It was a look of intense shake and extreme confusion.

how?

Worried that she is a love rival?

"As you can see, a little child."

Su Yao spread his hands and said, "We met by chance."

"is that so?"

Xia Xianyue put on a bright smile in a very short period of time and faced You Ye, "Is your name You Ye? Is the little tail on your back a cosplay? It looks very cute."

“···”

When Xia Xianyue went to touch Youye's head, Youye staggered away and hid behind Su Yao, grabbing his clothes. He peered at Xia Xianyue like a little leopard whose territory was invaded.

"Youye is a little scared of strangers."

Su Yao touched her head and said, "Youye, you first have a look at the animal world by yourself. I have something to say with this sister. Don't worry, I'll be back soon."

"···good."

Youye glanced at Xia Xianyue and sat down on the sofa obediently.

"When did Ah Yao meet such a cute little loli..."

"Is it cute?"

Su Yao sighed and said, "Let's go outside and continue chatting."

"Ah, okay. Goodbye, Xiao Youye~"

Although Xia Xianyue tried hard to greet Youye, Youye ignored her at all.

"Why are you just ignoring me..."

"Stop yelling, I still have something to tell you."

Although the beginning was not thrilling, what comes next is the highlight.

"Ah Yao, what happened to Youye?"
To be continued...