But this time I was really sick.

No one was stopping me from being with her, and I put the ring on her finger.

"Now, we can be together forever."

There is nothing false in my words.

"Yes, we can be together forever."

"But--"

"I'm already dead."

"Then it would be fine if I died too."

"Really? Then I'm going to find Ah Yao?"

"No, just wait for me where you are. I'll be right away."

I won't let Ah Yao leave again.

I won't let Ah Yao leave again.

I won't let Ah Yao leave again.

Ah Yao will never leave again!! Ah Yao wants to be with me forever? Will he live with me forever?

Please don't - "go out" again?

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I peeked into the last words Xia Xianyue wanted to send to me and ended my life.

Sure enough, garbage is garbage in the end. It is hopeless.

He can't even protect his only precious thing.

It would be nice if it could be faster.

If only it could be earlier.

if--

It would be nice if I could do it again.

If we were to start over, this would never happen again.

"Want to do it again?"

It was as if someone heard my voice.

"If you want to do it all over again, go ahead."

"After paying the appropriate price... I will give you the medium to come back."

"Although I say that, you have made good use of the media and got what you wanted."

The previously remembered images disappeared, leaving a vast expanse of white space.

and shadow.

"Do you care who I am?"

It can make sounds.

But I don’t know if it’s a man or a woman, a human being or something else.

"You have talents, and I...are good at responding to human requests. That's what equivalent exchange is."

"Did you create the core of the love game?"

"Is it a love game? I only provide the medium. However, it is the user's responsibility to change the medium to any name or form."

"So...are you talking about the kid who stayed with me, the longer...god?"

"No, just boring things that occasionally respond to strange human requests."

The shadow seemed to be smiling, "I've been observing you."

"The memories you can share are just my bad tastes."

"Bad taste?"

"Well, I wonder how humans would feel if they could share the perspective of others. As far as the results are concerned, you gave me a good experience."

"What's the price?"

"The price is already on your side. I told you that you have talent. So, use your great talent to raise her as a human being."

"Is that all?"

"I rarely can establish equivalent exchange projects with humans. Are you satisfied with your current life?"

"...I think there's nothing to be dissatisfied about."

"Then, the transaction is over. The media will also be taken back from you. At the same time, all the time you have experienced will disappear, leaving only the one you recognize now."

"As an additional bonus, you can choose to keep all the memories, or just keep this one. The same goes for them."

"Of course... we'll keep it all, that's our foundation."

"I understand. Then, you can no longer interfere with time through the medium. Please live well. We will meet again at the end of your life."

“···”

Su Yao looked at the shadow for a long time and said, "Thank you."

I'm afraid only the parties involved know how much content is included.

I didn't even wait for a rude response.

It's over.

It's just time that has passed.

But my heart is still throbbing.

It’s really hard to feel like losing important things, your heart, your brain, everything is empty.

"Ah Yao?"

"Ah Yao..."

“···”

Being pushed, Su Yao opened his eyes and saw Xia Xianyue's face.

"Did...you have a nightmare?"

Her hair hung low on Su Yao's face.

"I had nightmares too."

Then hug yourself tightly.

"Really? It reminds you of those unpleasant things."

"So, it was because of me that the series of things that followed happened."

"I never thought I would become such trash."

“Not trash...”

"It's just complete rubbish."

Su Yao got up, lit a cigarette, and took a puff, "But when you think about it, it's really realistic. I gave up on myself and didn't want to go to school, and you came to your door just at this time. I took advantage of what happened ten years ago to ask for money from you, acting like a parasite.

insect."

“···”

"Why are you hanging on me?"

"I don't know, I just suddenly wanted to do this very, very, very much."

She smiled a sickly smile.

"Excuse me politely, may I go out now?"

"I'll go too."

"I mean you stay here and I go out by myself."
To be continued...