Chapter 296 Everything can be done from now on

Author: nest eating little orange

Chapter 296 Everything can be done from now on

One day, I woke up from the dream.

I was sitting in the corner. The doctor told me yesterday that I could be discharged from the hospital.

Yes.

I suffer from schizophrenia, intermittent mania, persecutory delusions...and tend to self-harm or commit suicide for various reasons.

I did have a childhood sweetheart who betrayed me more than ten years ago and who cared about me enough. Unfortunately, he died a few years ago.

After I attended her funeral, I ordered a realistic doll from the Internet, treating that thing as a living person, and making it with that thing, treating it as it was.

I thought I saved her by loading the file. In fact, she has been dead for many years.

I didn't pick up any monsters.

I was just a criminal who abducted what looked like a child, imprisoned her in my own home, and imagined her as a monster. The inspector who came to visit the census was regarded by me as a villain investigating the monster, and I attacked him.

Imagine that a monster killed him.

There are really people who are willing to love or have a relationship with people like me.

She is a schoolgirl.

But she didn't know that I had various symptoms. When she discovered my secret, I killed her. I hid her body in the freezer and communicated with it over and over again. I thought she was right.

My obedient school girl.

Although Jasmine met me when she was very young, she has long forgotten me when she grew up.

I thought she should like me, and she was friends with her junior high school girl, so I deceived her into my home on the pretext that the junior high school girl had a problem, committed a crime, and has been imprisoned ever since.

For committing such a crime, I was sent to the strictest mental hospital.

Today, many years later, I am lucky enough to be able to rebuild my life. I think that people like me should be sent to the execution ground immediately even after being discharged from the hospital. If I can come out, there must be someone who needs me. Maybe a like-minded patient.

“···”

"Who wrote this?"

"Isn't it written by the teacher?"

This is a book that Jasmine found that was serialized on the website, called Diary of a Mad Dog Pervert.

"This is pure slander. How come I have become a criminal who cannot accept the departure of my childhood sweetheart, and then abducted, killed, and lied to imprison him?"

"It turns out it wasn't really written by the teacher, I thought..."

"Think?"

"I thought there might be something wrong with the teacher's mental..."

"No matter what happens, I can still distinguish between reality and fantasy."

"Can you really tell the difference?"

“···”

Not so sure either.

"Why did the teacher suddenly become silent?"

"Oh, I sometimes think that I would never have imagined that I could live such a relaxed life without thinking about anything."

"Can I smoke?"

"If the teacher promises that I will only smoke one today, then I have no problem with it."

"no problem."

Su Yao lit a cigarette, "Speaking of it, I hardly had any relaxing time along the way. No joke."

"Even if it seems like there is nothing to think about for a short period of time, there will always be pressure in my head because I don't know what will happen next."

"And I was with Xia Xianyue at that time. Her character is very good at reading people's emotions. To be honest, nothing happened, but she was worried about it and had to worry about not being able to see her emotions."

"Even now, I always feel like there's nothing unfinished?"

“···”

"Is it because I read this novel to the teacher?"

"That's not true. I probably have an idea of ​​who wrote this."

Su Yao picked up the phone and dialed the number.

"Is that you?"

"Huh? What am I? Don't throw any basin at my head!"

"No one except you and me can write such a detailed account of what happened to the other me and some of my inner activities. Let me think about it, it was you who asked You Ye for pocket money and didn't give it to you. I saw the manuscript written again.

I got the idea after I could make money."

"Hoo! I don't need your dirty money anymore, I can make money myself!"

"No, I don't have a problem with you making money by writing this stuff. But, can you... use a pseudonym anyway? I don't want Su Yao # abnormal to be trending one day."

"Give me 10,000 yuan and I will change it."

"I know where you lived after you ran away from home. I will come and talk to you later."

"! I'll change it, I'll change it right away!"

“···”

The phone call is over. The little ghost the monster turned into is really easy to deal with. If she didn't have embodied consciousness, the only way to kill it would probably be impossible. But now, she just raises her as a daughter. Female

Just a little devil.

After all, taking good care of her is also a big deal, and both she and You Ye will take it to heart.

"Has another teacher...had such an experience?"

Jasmine asked.

"experience?"

Su Yao smiled bitterly, "That's not an experience, it's the ending he wanted to give me at a certain point in time."

"Why do you do that?"

"As a human being, when you have been wronged and bruised all over your body, you will always be jealous when you see someone who is supposed to be the same as you and live such a good life. At a certain moment, you will make the other person's life embarrassing, and your life will be worse than death.

There are thoughts too.”

"Guess why he didn't do this?"

Su Yao asked with a smile.

"Because... you can't bear it?"

"That won't happen. I've seen and experienced so many twisted things that I won't be able to do it."

"That means he doesn't want to hurt the people who once appeared in his life?"

"No, I've told you before, right? His life trajectory is completely different from mine. After he fled abroad, he had no intersection with you at all, nor did he have any feelings for you."

"Well, what's the reason?"

"Too troublesome."

"Too troublesome?"

"To achieve the ending he envisioned, all these people must disappear. To interfere with time to this extent, what needs to be done is not something that can be interfered with once or twice a day or two."

"It's such a random reason... Then it seems like it would be very troublesome for the teacher to end up like he did now, right?"

"Yeah. But people are quite weird. Maybe deep down in my heart, if I see something slowly getting better, I feel better, and I will have the energy and motivation to proceed little by little. If I see something slowly getting worse, I will also feel better.

It will get worse and I will be so irritated that I don’t want to continue.”

"Sometimes I still wonder what kind of person the other teacher is."

"If you go up like this, you will probably be sold."

"Really?"

"real."

"Teacher, are you jealous?"

Jasmine smiled easily, "No, I'm just curious about the teacher."

"That can be put aside. To be honest, I think he is more dedicated than me."

"Zhenyi? Didn't the teacher say that there are many women around him? Most of them are foreigners."

"I can't tell. Although there are many friends around him who do that, if they are used to block bullets, they can probably be pulled out. Only the robot hidden in the house will be blocked by him."
To be continued...