Author: nest eating little orange

Su Yao did shoot.

He didn't hide either.

"No...it's okay to hurt, big brother."

But the robot, which was supposed to be shut down, blocked the shot.

If there were still doubts, Su Yao no longer had any doubts at this moment.

He held the damaged robot and shed tears. It was probably not sadness, but repentance.

"Others say I am cold-blooded and a killing machine."

He smiled at Su Yao, "But you are the only one who knows it, right?"

"We absolutely cannot do anything."

"There is no way to be purely good, and there is no way to be purely evil."

"You can't be a good person, and you can't be a bad person."

“···”

"Well, I know."

I don’t know if there are any pure people in the world, but I have a deep understanding that I am definitely not pure.

Su Yao did not shoot again.

He stopped in place and witnessed him step by step towards the defense range of the AI ​​self-propelled cannon, and was blown away by the roaring sound, including the robot he was holding.

He lied, and the memory will not disappear with him.

Su Yao can peek into his memory.

But this is different from integration. It is just a camera, not a personal memory or experience.

Initially, he was no different from himself.

The same coward, will be timid and will succumb to Youye.

The difference is that although he can load files, it is not because of the love game. He can load files itself.

There was no bug to get stuck, and there was no way to save Xia Xianyue.

The day after Toru Yamamoto came to visit him, he made Toru disappear forever.

But when I arrived at his house, I saw Toru Yamamoto's wife and daughter trembling in the corner, and I softened my heart again.

But in the end he killed them all.

Because they will take revenge.

The other self will never have a home, and will always be on the road to escape or kill.

A virogen can only be owned by one person. Others are accessories.

That is, only one person can survive for a long time, and the rest of the dependents will inevitably die.

For himself and You Ye, no matter who dies or who continues to live... it is a cruel thing.

Because the other self has nothing but Youye.

Do they really have no good memories?

Neither.

Although it is not a daily routine, we learn how to use the tail more conveniently and quickly, or specialize in spear skills and attack methods. Occasionally we cross the sea and go to Iceland, and we travel around the world.

Why do you always have to go through sad things? No matter what you choose.

It should have ended when the first choice was made to abandon Xia Xianyue.

It can't be said to be the end. According to his memory, there is a high probability that he will face the same choice in the end. Only one of him and Youye can survive. Maybe it will be the end of the timeline - that is,

The process is different but the result is still the same.

Maybe he had the idea of ​​​​changing, or maybe... he simply wanted to see what it would be like if another self with a different process experienced the same thing as him.

He and You Ye also had two children, but their names were different from Su Yao's, and their appearance was also different.

All died.

Unlike when he had the chance to go back, he had no way to go back. He and Youye killed many more people.

It was also from that time on that You Ye lost control little by little, until she played chess with him.

He didn't know until the end that Youye was killed on purpose.

He was also revered as a hero just like himself at that time.

But he didn't commit suicide. He killed everyone who cheered for him. He became the most wanted criminal and disappeared again.

His mind is not normal.

He wanted to see over and over again what he would be like in a different process. He didn't care about anyone in another timeline at all.

I just want to see the other person become like him and prove that he is right.

Very strange.

He created the hope, and he also created the despair. If he wanted to manipulate the results to be the same as him, it would be easy to do so.

yes.

He did envy himself.

But from the bottom of his heart, he didn't think that he was the same person as himself.

He desperately wanted to prove that he was right, but his thoughts began to change little by little. He would occasionally peek at You Ye in another timeline. Then he would look back and see the short robot next to him, feeling sad.

Not found.

Even if it can be seen, it cannot be considered as found again.

He and Youye fell in love at a different time than he did. Their experiences were also completely different.

···

Peering into other people's memories is actually very boring.

That doesn't make sense because it's not your own life.

Um.

He is not himself, just a staff member behind the scenes.

At most, it was special, it was another self. It no longer exists now.

【To another me】

[I did interfere with your time, some trivial actions]

[For example, the tail mark on the balcony, in fact, once she decides to leave, she will not intentionally come back and leave footprints. 】

[But think about it another way, if you really don’t care, even if you leave a mark, you won’t take any action. Everything comes from a heart that is completely different from mine.]

【My journey with her ends here】

【However, I want to apologize to you, I am very sorry.】

【I lied to you】

[As I said to her father, time will not be killed, it will only return to where it belongs]

[I am tired of continuing to live for a long time with this broken body. Next...it is your turn to face it. I am sure that is the last level you will go through. 】

[I wish you good luck and hope you can give your story a perfect ending]

It was a glimpse in his memory of a letter he had written on the table before meeting him.

Time, the monster, is also easy to understand.

The beginning of everything.

The scientist who retrieved the ashes allowed the curse to extend to You Ye.

He and You Ye, after the virus in You Ye's body was completely transferred to him, he became a new cursed existence, immortal.

That is by no means a lucky thing, observing the world through the eyes of a monster and living forever.

Su Yao knows where the monster is.

Not afraid either.

At least this curse is on me, and this is the only thing I can do.

"Isn't it simple?"

Want to laugh.

It's not that difficult.
To be continued...