【What do you expect from me?!】

[Turning my original trajectory into such a mess!]

【What exactly do you want from me?!】

【···】

I sent several messages without any purpose, but nothing happened.

The other person's avatar is gray.

Disheartened, I walked to the passage.

I woke up from the dream.

It's only one o'clock in the morning, and there is a warm body curled up next to it. But now I can't feel any temperature.

Unconsciously, I drove my body to take the cigarette and quietly left, going to the balcony.

Covered with curtains and leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows.

When I see the railing, I remember that I almost threw Yu Ye away, and I see the traces left by the two tails on it.

I also left some dried fish here and wanted to practice it for her.

Sometimes when the weather is nice, I will put a chair here to read or write in a notebook.

At that time, You Ye would climb up like a lazy cat, sit in his arms and sway his tail comfortably. If someone saw him, he would also deliberately blow up his hair like a cat, and show his teeth to scare the other person. But how do you see it?

It's all like being cute.

“···”

"Huh, ah..."

What's going on?

Sitting on the cold ground, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows, I suddenly started shaking uncontrollably.

Warm tears also fell in large numbers.

What light words.

It's just that she never existed.

Just let yourself try hard.

What's the big deal?

I once thought about abandoning her here, but now it's okay.

destiny.

time.

What a mess.

Don't want to think about it.

But many memories automatically appeared in my mind.

Wearing a ring, you will call me husband in front of people and children, but you will still call me eldest brother behind people.

The two children are very cute.

Now that I think about it, I was very happy at that time.

When going out to play, she would often jump up and down, and happily pull herself to look at this and that. Unlike Xia Xianyue, who has a bold personality when she turns off the lights indoors, You Ye likes to pull herself out to play.

Uncontrollable tears.

It's really weird. Even knowing the fact that my mother is actually just a shadow doesn't make me feel that sad. I can't cry.

You Ye suddenly disappeared, and there was no one.

Xia Xianyue's notes were deleted by herself, and she couldn't remember many things or anything.

I didn’t know from the landlord that Qiao Qing died three years ago.

Very strange.

But now, when nothing happened, I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't control my trembling no matter what.

“···”

Until, a warm hand pulled me into my arms.

"Ah Yao, I'm always here."

They are also very warm words.

Please please don't do this.

The last thing you need at this time is comfort, it will be even more ugly.

Xia Xianyue didn't ask anything, she just hugged herself tightly and gently stroked her back.

"I have long felt that Ah Yao has something on his mind."

"It's best to let it out once in a while. If you keep holding it in any longer, you'll really need to see a psychiatrist."

"Can you tell me?"

"Because she is a girl who absolutely loves Ah Yao, so she can tell me no matter what happens."

“···”

"Ah, not now. Just talk to me when Ah Yao is in a better mood and wants to say something. Now be obedient. Just like I rely on Ah Yao, Ah Yao can just rely on me occasionally."

Haven't been like this for a long time.

He curled up into a ball in disbelief, tears streaming down his face.

It's really very embarrassing.

She was squatting there, holding Su Yao like this without moving. Maybe it had been too long, and her legs had long been numb. But there was nothing, just gentle transmission of the warmth she could.

Can you rely on her?

That is impossible.

For her, she can only say that it happened because she remembered her mother.

She can only lie to anyone who finds herself like this. But speaking of it, she is the only person left who can find herself like this.

If she didn't even exist, would he go crazy in an instant?

I really don't know.

But the dream did end briefly.

"Buzz."

The phone will deliver new information at a time that only Su Yao can notice.

【Any creature that follows the logic of time is happiest when it can choose its time.】

【Now, do you understand this fact?】

[You who tell me over and over again that you are weak are actually incomparable to anyone else. You possess the greatest treasure in the world.]

[Of course, when you use time unscrupulously, you will naturally leave behind costs that you are not aware of. 】

[I think what you need now is not repair, that will only make you more depressed.]

[So, it’s still early, and the journey you should witness still needs to continue. 】

There was no time to rest, so she just lay down, Xia Xianyue hugged herself and reluctantly fell asleep.

The strength was even stronger than when he was awake, as if he was afraid of losing himself.

Pass her warmth closely.

Feeling this temperature, the nightmare began again.

This time it was next to the train tracks.

"Ding ding dong——"

The lights warning that a train is about to pass come on.

Su Yao saw a girl wearing a beautiful tutu standing on the edge, raised her feet and walked into the track where pedestrians were not allowed to enter.

That's jasmine.

She could already see the locomotive in the distance, and she just stood there and closed her eyes.

“···”

She couldn't see Su Yao, just waiting there.

"really···"

"Still can't do it."
To be continued...