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Chapter 259 Long Memories(2/3)

"gloomy?"

Missed very much.

"Where does it look like?"

In the past, it was very common for people on one side to be talking, while the person on the other side would look at their mobile phones from time to time. No matter what the purpose was, it would give people a sense of impatience or that they did not want to listen anymore.

"It doesn't matter. I think the teacher is a very good person. I am also a girl. After spending time with the teacher, I can basically confirm that the teacher is a harmless insect."

Children can't understand it.

Some people also say that if you can't bear it, go and see the tragic remains of those who committed suicide.

When I came back to my senses, my mother was no longer alive.

But soon, this wishful thinking was ruthlessly destroyed because I met a classmate from elementary school. He told others that I molested a female student in my class in elementary school. When I found out about it, I fought with him.

When I feel discouraged, I often think about it.

What is Keren’s definition of a good thing?

I realized a few years ago that I needed to take off my colored glasses.

That was before I was voluntarily bound to the love game.

“···”

“···”

When the mother I identified with in my subjective consciousness no longer existed, and I couldn't find anyone else to rely on, my grievances naturally turned into disgust.

I opened the curtains that hadn't been touched for a long time and opened the windows to let in the light from the outside.

Anyway...I don't care anymore, I plan to start living a serious life again from today.

Well, let me add one more thing: this person has not even dared to kill chickens since he was a child because he would faint from blood.

Children's minds are empty and they only think that adults can do anything.

And what about me?

I was admitted to an ideal and good university when no one was optimistic about it, and I never smiled. I could neither be ordinary happy nor ordinary disappointed.

Others say that at this time, you can see and try anything. This is how people try to find their own meaning over and over again.

But the way she is popular is different from the "fashionable" ones I have seen in the class. Even though she is a eldest lady, she always wears a common type of clothing, and she always behaves like a listener when talking to people.

.

But it's a pity.

The sound of traffic outside became increasingly clear.

When I was cleaning up, I found the greeting card that was supposed to be mine in my mother's room.

It's not without malicious slander. Just die if you want to.

I don't know if it was a strange desire to win or what, but I suddenly became tired of living like a mouse.

After all, I have no experience in making friends at all. I have been a loner since elementary school.

"Um···"

However, my expectation of being barely competent was completely different from what the teacher expected. To be honest, the first time I went to her mansion made me extremely nervous, let alone that I, who had never taught anyone before, could handle this kind of environment with ease.

Who to teach.

"How about I find a time to introduce my good friend to the teacher?"

The stagnant smell of cigarettes, alcohol and other things in the house were all pushed out.

"If it's a girl, I don't think it's good."

I find that I haven't listened carefully to anyone's voice for a long time.

Even though the university delayed my reporting time due to my special circumstances, I obviously overestimated my social level. When I got to school, I naturally had few friends.

Hate everything.

But what happened to my mother before she gave birth to me, she never told me.

If I disappear like this and see my mother... no, people who commit suicide will only go to hell and will not even be qualified to see their mother.

They seemed to know about my situation through some channels and comforted me to move on.

When I came to my senses again, Jasmine suddenly disappeared.

It was indeed a mouse-like life.

"Wow--"

And who carefully chooses to kill a being who has committed heinous crimes and is hated by everyone? Is he a good or a bad person?

"Well..."

Sender: Xia.

No father.

When I went to get the admission notice, I saw some people telling someone they were happy because they had passed the exam, and some people were comforted by someone because they were disappointed because they didn't pass the exam.

Based on my situation, she recommended me to be a tutor. Firstly, I can work-study, Dongshi University encourages students to do this, and secondly, being a tutor can help me develop self-confidence. If I have to teach someone who is younger than me,

students may not be so nervous.

"I am a high school student, and my friend is also a high school student. Is the teacher's idea dangerous? But she is indeed a beautiful girl."

We go to the supermarket where we occasionally go shopping together, and the park along the river where we occasionally go for a walk.

"But I pay attention to the teacher, but the teacher never looks at me."

To put it bluntly, the composition looks like it was written by a primary school student.

"Classmate Su Yao..."

Thanks to her gentle personality, I finally felt less nervous after a while, and teaching her things became much smoother.

It's a completely different day from ordinary people.

This is a bit strange. In my opinion, she should be the kind of person with top-notch emotional intelligence, but poor in liberal arts.

Her parents are not at home all year round, only the nanny is there.

But the matter had already been told by him, and all my ordinary friends who had finally come to me disappeared in an instant.

Even so, I did it for the existence I cherish.

But I didn't care at all, hiding in a dark corner of the room smoking a cigarette, surrounded by a circle of empty beer cans.

But it was far more than that, Su Yao recalled an even longer memory.

Go to the restaurant where my mother works.

Don't want to see anyone's face.

But the more I think about it, the more I feel useless. Why can't I control my emotions so much? If I could be calmer, I would never be in this situation. But now it's too late to say anything.

She is a slightly scientific type.

Remember now.

The reason why I hate my mother is just a little bit.

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If you want to be a listener, you should neither look at the other person all the time nor completely ignore him. So where should you place your eyes when you are not looking at the other person? And what actions should you take to let the other person know that you are still listening attentively?

"Harmless bugs are harmless bugs."

I laughed awkwardly.

However, what surprises me is that the answers to this question on the Internet are uniformly serious.

"Is she really a matchmaker?!"

By saying this, does it make you feel better about him?

I said thank you to her in the personal contact information, and she replied that she hoped I would be healthy and get better. It was a very energetic reply.

I have no choice but to think about a lot of random things involuntarily.

Different from the Jasmine I saw here, the Jasmine in my memory was well-educated, and she always spoke in a gentle voice, leaving a good impression on her.

That's when smoking started.

When I was faced with accusations and slander, I did not live up to my subjective image of being able to stand up and protect my children. Instead of protecting me, they gave me a slap in the face.

"So where does it look like?"

"Harmless bugs?"

The tutor's side job is to teach music, and he also appeared in this world to help him become Jasmine's tutor.

I had never asked or thought about asking about her before.
To be continued...
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