Chapter 234 I’m already dead

It is also a dream without any reason.

It must be extremely cruel to let a lonely person have something warm and then let him return to the embrace of loneliness.

I once said this to You Ye.

Because of this, I couldn't let go that she really disappeared, so I went to pick her up without mercy.

If you don’t care, you haven’t met or owned anything worth cherishing.

So--

Whether it's the real world or the imaginary world.

For Su Yao, what is the final difference between the two?

Winter market is still winter market.

Winter City University exists.

I have served in Dongshi Junior High School.

The elementary school where Ozawa and Oguri go to is also there.

···

But looking back, there is no trace of anyone named 'Su Ze', 'Su Xiaoli', or 'Xia Xiaobai' attending the elementary school here.

There is no one named "Su Yao" who has ever served in the junior high school.

Ahhh.

I did pass the college entrance examination.

Su Ma's tomb also exists.

But only Xia Xianyue does not exist.

Everything related to her does not exist.

Yuye doesn't exist either.

On the contrary, the researcher father who created her does exist. However, he is dead just like in the false world. It can be easily found online.

This world——

As long as Su Yao spent a little more effort, it would be easy to figure out that this was the world he first lived in. Or to be more specific, it was the world before there were no love games.

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The words provided by Love Game are indeed not deceptive.

It did disappear.

From now on, there are no monsters or stupid women in my sight.

That’s not right, to be more precise——

Do they themselves not exist in this world?

Of course not, it's just a small trick in the love game.

What is the consideration that has been received?

Ahhh.

That is to say, now I have to be alone again. It is quite simple and easy to think of.

Look around this city filled with loneliness.

Can't find any sense of belonging.

To be honest, making the decision takes no effort at all.

think.

It doesn't matter which one is true and which one is false.

Even though the place I stayed in for such a period of time was illusory, I truly found the meaning of my existence there.

Anyone who searches for truth in illusion has a brain disease. If this is the case, then treat it as a disease and be cured.

Love game...

What a good thing.

For example, some capitalists can clearly steal money directly, but they still have to find an excuse to gently cheat you out of your pocket.

Things in the past always feel like a long time ago.

But now that I think about it, things are slowly becoming clearer to me.

I don’t have very clear memories of my college days here, but I still remember my work experience after graduation very clearly.

Su Yao considers himself a coward.

Maybe it’s because of family reasons or personal experience? Although I have some abilities, my personality and interpersonal relationships are a mess.

"So, who is willing to bring new people?"

None of the newcomers who entered the club together were as boring as myself. In other words, I was the only one who came in by chance, and the others all had seniors or relatives they knew within the company.

They can easily go to the person they want to go to without knowing how to speak.

Those people showed complete indifference.

It sounds similar to the scene where the teacher thought that someone would give him face and take the initiative to stand up as a coolie for this and that, but in the end no one stepped forward.

If you can't find a way, then the next thing you will face is someone being randomly named. Who would be willing to bring a second newcomer?

Unable to take the initiative, we can only passively wait for the situation to develop.

"Bring it to me."

“···”

When I first met my senior, I knew he was an unpleasant person.

Because no one took a stand, when her boss frowned, she stood up.

——

After getting to know her for a while, I realized that she was only four years older than me.

This club sucks.

I often work overtime without pay until 11 o'clock or even early in the morning.

But the seniors who thought she was strict at first can now realize that she is more serious than anyone else.

Although he is strict, he does take care of himself seriously.

Tell a joke.

Perhaps because we often stay together, we are more and more attracted to her charm. She is capable, beautiful, and vigorous in doing things.

It's not about possession like love, it's about admiration. I think this person is really good.

——

She is dead.

Died in the ninth month of my tenure.

Died by suicide.

At that time I was one week shy of 25 years old.

It’s not that I don’t understand.

Because she usually talks about it occasionally when she is drunk. There are too many nepotistic people in the company. They are jealous that she can get a higher position with actual results, but they don’t understand how many things she has done, and she is somewhat discriminatory. It is a woman who can control them.

On the head...wait.

The cause of death was not just being framed.

She checked the order three times to confirm that it was correct before giving it to her. With her rigorous attitude of zero tolerance for errors, how could she make a simple mistake in the order quantity?

"The company is really sad to lose such talent."

"But people will always make mistakes and experience setbacks in life. We must not act out of anger like her."

"This approach will not only bring unfounded negative consequences to the company, but will also make relatives and enemies happy."

"She left and left us with such a big mess. It's really..."

"I have long said that women cannot be supervisors, but you still don't believe me."

"Who told her to be so conceited? She has to take care of everything. She uses chicken feathers as arrows. Now she's afraid if something goes wrong."
To be continued...