Chapter 231 The Insignificant Warmth(2/5)
"Come here."
Su Yao guided her to the stage with him.
There was no light on inside, so we could only see her slightly childish and curious face through the hazy moonlight.
If you can’t remember a long line of dialogue, you might as well arrange it all yourself.
"call···"
Take a deep breath and say.
"Before, I felt that I was not suitable for dating."
"I am only suitable for chatting with someone when I am bored. No matter who develops a long-term relationship with me, they will gradually become alienated because they realize that I am a terrible person."
"But I'm just deceiving myself. From the bottom of my heart, I desperately hope there is someone who can be interdependent with me. From the bottom of my heart, I envy the smiles of others."
"I look forward to a strong person who can be applauded by the crowd. I think that's good. It's really good."
"I also look forward to the smiles of those ordinary people in the background. I think that would be better."
"I used to feel that even without me, there would always be someone else in the world willing to accept you."
"I can't be the only exception. Strictly speaking, I'm not an exception at all. I'm just opportunistic."
"But I gradually discovered that instead of letting others, whether it is a scientific madman, a pervert... it can be anything, it is not wrong to call it narcissism."
"I began to think that someone who was opportunistic like me and had no ulterior motives from the beginning was the best and most suitable person for you."
"Why do you have to be handed over to a scientific madman to cooperate with him in conducting experiments? Why should you be handed over to someone with special quirks to achieve their ulterior motives or be killed?"
"I think it is unrealistic to suddenly burn away all the memories in one night and then usher in a new life."
"I'm weak and don't have any special abilities. I can't do much. Even when facing most setbacks, I don't have much choice other than to be passive."
"The only thing I can give you is absolutely pure love that has nothing to do with hobbies, goals, etc."
"There are also dried small fish and squid grilled?"
"Ah, those are not, they are just add-ons."
“···”
Facing those confused eyes, I always feel sad.
But this will not show up.
Su Yao didn't know if there were any lines in the wedding speech that both parties needed to support each other and remember each other.
If anything, he would now rewrite this sentence.
"I hope you can remember me for a long time and remember the name I gave you."
"The meaning of a person's life is his name from birth, and the same is true for you."
"As long as someone is willing to call you by your name, you have the meaning of existence."
"Then... with this single meaning, look for more possibilities."
"What a strange thing to say."
Youye now probably can't understand what he said at all.
That's okay too.
"Let's take an oath."
"Ask God to bless us."
Although neither he nor Youye believe in God.
But I hope to be blessed.
Kissing devoutly under the gaze of God, there is no priest, only one-sided words.
I feel that this is too painful and miserable.
"You night..."
"You can tell me too."
"What did you say?"
“···”
I feel like this is very willful and childlike.
"Hehe, Youye also loves big brother."
Even if I hear it, it can't fill the hole in my heart. I just feel that the sound that is so close seems to be far away.
"Bah~"
Even if she took the initiative to join in because she thought what just happened was fun, she didn't feel happy.
A kiss without meaning probably means nothing. Even if it can remain in the memory, it will only increase the sadness.
Let's walk out of the church together again.
In the early morning, there was no one outside.
"It would be nice if it snowed. It's quite fitting for the occasion."
"Xue, blood?"
"It's not blood, it's snow. Write like this."
Su Yao took out his mobile phone and showed her the word.
“Winter snow on TV?”
"right."
"Big brother, do you like snow?"
"...just joking."
“···”
Because her access to information was restricted, even if she had met someone and seen it snowing on TV, she would not have known it was ‘snow’ at the first time.
"Want this."
Because I have seen mobile phones, I have wanted to let her play with them many times.
But Su Yao had refused before.
Whether it's a mobile phone or a computer.
Now -
"Well, I'll let you play with it tomorrow."
"It's very late today. I will teach you how to use your mobile phone and computer tomorrow."
"If you are so smart, you will soon know how to use the Internet."
"What is the Internet?"
"It can be regarded as a means of communication for humans."
"The general selection method is...?"
“···”
The big and small hold hands, and the street lamp shines cleanly and elongates different shadows.
before going to bed.
Su Yao washed her body very carefully and slowly, and cleaned her tail with a soft brush meticulously.
"Hehe, it's so itchy~"
"It will be over soon."
"You Ye also wants to give big brother a thumbs up~"
“···”
After the fun, we watched Animal World together for a while.
Wait for the host's voice to disappear.
"After the commercial, the excitement continues——"
"This again, so annoying, Youye doesn't like this."
"It's time to go to sleep."
"Can't you continue watching?"
"It's time to go to sleep."
Urging her as if urging myself.
To be continued...