I want her to sit on my lap.

“···”

But was rejected.

The moment she touched her tail, she jumped away and looked at herself with very wary eyes.

Even the tail was swaying and stretched out in front of him.

The snake that wants to attack people just doesn't tell the truth.

"Sorry, I didn't mean any harm."

Ahhh.

The current relationship cannot be called cordial.

Even to her, she was just a strange human being who gave her food.

Neither was the big brother who brought her back from the sewer.

Nor was it a human trying to eat the same raw meat as her.

He never gave birth to two children with her.

"Can···"

"Touch your hair?"

“···”

She didn't answer, but her petite body sat back on the sofa. Although the distance was not very close.

Su Yao tried to put his hand on her head.

She narrowed her eyes slightly like a kitten.

He was a little confused and said in a childish voice, "No, it's annoying."

The clothes she wore fit her perfectly. They were all specially bought for her. Some of them were even bought together.

Her petite body also has a faint clean fragrance after bathing.

I got her slippers, but she seemed not used to them, so she kicked them off while sitting on the sofa, swaying her white little feet.

I always feel dazed.

I don't even care about the overlapping and distorted light in my sight anymore.

Just stare at this slightly childish face.

Selfish?

Can't tell.

As Yu Ye confesses, her world is very small.

But why not myself?

Who wants to have nothing?

He sent away all the people he cherished and left nothing here. He didn't understand the ending at first, and he only came to such a last resort conclusion after going through the cycle several times in vain.

It was precisely because he knew that no one would accept the truth if he told it without reservation, so he lied to Xia Xianyue.

She did something like this when she was passionately looking forward to a better future.

He also begged the smart You Ye to understand him, help him say goodbye to Xia Xianyue, and even protect her.

This is of course a more selfish idea.

That note——

It’s not that I can’t understand it now.

Big Brother can do whatever he wants. Anyway, You Ye doesn’t know anything.

Whether it is selfishness or opinion, it all depends on oneself.

“···”

Su Yao didn't know when he fell asleep.

But when I woke up, it was still night. It was not yet dawn.

"White bears must find ways to find food on the frozen water for the winter..."

The TV is still on.

The dried fish on the coffee table has been eaten.

The pink slippers were left empty at the foot of the sofa.

You Ye has disappeared.

"Whoosh-"

The curtains on the balcony swayed, and the cold night breeze came in through the gaps.

The wind wasn't too cold.

But Su Yao felt a bone-chilling chill all over his body. He felt an indescribable feeling of loneliness.

Than saw Ozawa and Oguri dead.

Yuye is dead.

Xia Xianyue also died.

Even more lonely than that time.

Because there is no solution.

I can't even find someone to take a gun to kill anyone. I have no goal, no way, no way of release. I can only huddle here in vain.

Saw it on TV before.

An actor with good acting skills, a very real crying scene. When faced with the death of an important person and a completely sad thing, he couldn't cry. He smiled at everyone.

Finally, in the dead of night, alone, I finally couldn't help but light a cigarette and burst into tears.

"Ahh..."

That's really completely uncontrollable.

He howled out of breath and made an unpleasant sound.

More sad than a lost dog.

My whole body was shaking. Even the sound playing in the animal world couldn't cover it up.

He started to get unreasonably irritable again.

Because the vision is not clear.

There are overlapping scenes everywhere. Is it because of tears? Or is it because the end is approaching?

Don't understand.

Anyway, it creates a sense of destruction for no reason.

When I hear the sound of the TV, I want to smash it. When I hear the sound of the curtain shaking, I want to tear it off, tear it up and burn it.

“···”

But the tail that suddenly appeared from behind stopped Su Yao from further damage.

"Touch, yes, give it to you."

A childish voice also sounded from behind.

Turning around, you can easily see the petite body looking at you with an incomprehensible expression.

I really don’t know why she didn’t agree just now and is willing now.

But stroking that pink tail has no evil thoughts.

Just by simply feeling the soft touch, my mood gradually calmed down.

think.

At that moment, I suppressed a lot of emotions and then decided what to do.

Ahhh.

Everything is fine.

Leave it to yourself... there will be no mistakes.

——

Youye didn't stay here overnight.

Same as before.
To be continued...