Chapter 227 The meaning of futility(2/3)
"I am a person who likes the new and hates the old. Being treated like this... do you think I will be happy? Or maybe I am starting to hate it."
"Don't listen."
"Don't listen..."
"I don't want to hear it..."
"fraud···"
"Big brother is a liar."
"Woo..."
"Obviously, I made an agreement with Youye to raise Ozawa and Xiaoli together again."
"Yes, I did."
Su Yao said very calmly, "But even if you agree on something you can't do, it doesn't mean anything."
"Don't listen!"
She suddenly slipped down and took the pure white socks she had taken off earlier from the cabinet on the side.
Use that to stop Su Yao from speaking.
I could only look at her speechlessly.
"Youye loves big brother."
"It's not because of what big brother said that moved You Ye and the humans as much as they did."
"It's because you can always find yourself loved unexpectedly. You feel warm in your chest."
The eyes suddenly became very gentle, as if they were peeking at some rare treasure.
Put your little hand gently on her chest.
"sorry."
"You Ye did make that kind of selfish decision."
"But I can be sure that big brother won't hate You Ye because of that kind of thing."
"You Ye feels that you are a trouble."
"But the eldest brother doesn't think You Ye is troublesome. You Ye can feel it."
"If you are really disgusted."
"Then big brother won't show that gentle and lonely expression when Yu Ye is curled up next to him and falling asleep."
"In the past... no matter how much Yu Ye acted, my eldest brother always treated Yu Ye gently."
"If it's really what big brother said, then Youye would have been treated as trouble a long time ago."
"It was the big brother who found Yuye who had become a monster and had no intention of coming back alive."
"Youye's world is very small, just circle around your big brother."
"Youye wants to be a girl, and the reason for living is to be a big brother."
"If even this is gone..."
"Then you don't want a world like this."
"Disappear...it doesn't matter."
"If you disappear with your big brother, You Ye is willing to accept it."
“···”
Seeing her wipe away her tears, her eyes returned to their previous indifference.
"You Ye can definitely do it."
What exactly are you planning to do?
Su Yao couldn't make a sound and couldn't tell where she went after leaving the room.
perhaps···
It won't be a good thing.
"Gulu..."
Su Yao chewed slowly, pushed the stuff in her mouth with her tongue, and spit it out bit by bit.
Probably because he was concerned about Su Yao's feelings, the thing was not stuffed tightly.
"Pooh--"
In addition, it will soften and shrink when wet with saliva, so it only took about ten minutes to spit it out.
then.
"Ha...ah!"
Start pulling on the noose.
The pain felt is simply not worth mentioning.
"Wow——"
Finally, after a violent tug, my hand came out of the noose.
A large piece of bloody skin was scraped off on the side of my thumb and little finger.
That doesn't matter.
"Rustling, rustling..."
Enduring the pain, Su Yao spent a lot of effort with this hand to untie the rope of the other hand.
Then he bent down and tried to find a way to reach the noose holding his ankle.
But even if the hand bends to the limit, it can only be touched a little by the fingertips, so there is no talk of untying it.
Su Yao turned sideways and tried his best to open the drawer of the bedside table.
But there was nothing inside.
His eyes suddenly caught sight of the cigarettes and lighter placed on the bedside table on the other side.
"Ahh..."
The feeling of being burned by fire is really unpleasant.
But the rope around the ankle is probably difficult to pull out with brute force.
——
Free.
But Su Yao didn't feel the so-called pleasure of freedom at all.
He limped to the window and opened the curtains.
The weather outside is beautiful, and white clouds occasionally flutter in the blue sky. There are white traces left by airplanes.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and went to the living room.
My cell phone was placed on the coffee table.
I haven't been out for a month, and the sanitary environment outside has dropped by two levels. The walls that Xia Xianyue helped take care of before have become very dirty again, and there is also a thin layer of dust on the ground.
Or should I say...
She disappeared, and the hygiene she helped to do also disappeared?
Turn on the TV.
Boring show.
Turn on your phone.
Perhaps based on Su Yao's personal habits, he pushed information related to the winter market.
[The green forest near a community in Winter City was completely cut off overnight, and the relevant departments still can’t find a suitable explanation]
That picture looks familiar to Su Yao, it seems to be the artificial forest nearby.
The news said that the surveillance system also failed at that time, and within a few minutes of the failure, hundreds of trees were neatly cut down.
Some people speculated that some master swordsman came out to test whether the sword was fast or not.
Some people say it is just a coincidence of nature.
Some people also say that it is similar to the fact that a large disk appeared in the wheat field overnight for no reason. It was caused by aliens. The Trisolarans are going to attack the earth.
···
But Su Yao probably guessed it.
To be continued...