Chapter 199 Continuing to give consideration to the new me(2/4)
That is to say, in the large number of extra scenes, Ah Yao gets along with monsters every day. He lives a hellish life, but he only cares about his own feelings, and even lies about voluntarily quitting to live a good life alone, so that
Ah Yao is happy.
What?
It's not... it's completely like a burden, nothing is shared.
They are all oil bottles.
I want to find it, then apologize with all my strength... and then, with all my strength, say it's not like that.
At that time, I talked about leaving myself alone, but I just felt that I was redundant.
There's never a time when I don't like it, all the time.
I searched like crazy, please ask my mother, please ask Lin Xiaowan.
But I couldn't find it at all.
Su Yao seemed to have disappeared from the world and never appeared again.
I'm really close to despair.
[I have no problem. Stay at home and don’t run around, it’s very dangerous outside now]
It wasn't until she received such a message from an unknown number that Xia Xianyue knew that Su Yao was still alive.
The number that can be replied to in the past was shown to be invalid.
Can't get through even on the phone.
I don't have any free time to think about anything else, I just want to do something to help.
Therefore, in online forums, I often post to explain that not all 'monsters' are guilty. Although many people criticize me, I still have to explain it.
I didn’t cry all day long.
Xia Xianyue just gritted her teeth and felt like an idiot.
Whatever is illusory is fine.
Could it be that because of this, I am no longer myself?
Judging from the extra scenes, Ah Yao didn't want to make amends after he died. Nor did he choose to save himself ten years ago after he died.
Isn't it enough to know this?
What about some illusory parallel world?
That little girl... now is not the being who is closely related to Ah Yao in the picture at all, she is a monster.
have no idea.
Don't know anything.
Still lovers.
She is still a girlfriend, so why should she give up her identity?
Every day I try to find ways to reduce people's generalized view of all 'monsters', and I gradually become aware that there is a kind of paradise created by 'monsters' who have never been outside.
But it's too difficult to get in.
So I thought of a way to look like a monster, and successfully sneaked into two or three forums or group chats. I hope to find Su Yao there.
"Buzz."
Now, the phone suddenly rang.
Unknown number.
“···”
When I picked up the phone, I didn't expect it to be Su Yao.
Anyway, she receives more than a dozen such calls a day. The reason is most likely that Xia Xianyue was deceived in a forum before and accidentally exposed her contact information. After that, there would be inexplicable and strange harassing calls every day.
But it cannot be changed, because only Su Yao knows this number.
Everyone will be answered, even if many times what is said on the phone is uncomfortable. It must be confirmed.
"Aren't you angry now?"
Eh?
Strange, is it an auditory hallucination?
I always feel that the voice... is very familiar.
Xia Xianyue stared at the screen blankly for a while before speaking, "Ah Yao?"
"It's me."
Su Yao took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, when he suddenly saw a figure coming from a distance, and quickly got into the vending machine at the entrance of a store. Relying on the shadow, those people passed by with flashlights on the opposite side.
"Uuuu, I'm sorry..."
hiss.
Why is the sound so loud even when the receiver is only turned on?
Su Yao covered the receiver and waited for the intermittent sobbing inside to end.
"Is it done?"
"Oh, it's over."
"Just listen to me when you're done."
"Uh-huh..."
"Stop trying to find out about me. I'm living a good life."
"Then... where is Yao now?"
"Don't ask about things you shouldn't ask. Just stay at home peacefully. I've seen that your home is a relatively safe place."
"It's impossible for the congressmen to just sit idly by and watch this matter. I guess there will be big moves next. It won't be long before it's over."
“···”
"No, that's not right... Everyone is rumored that the top management has developed a device that can distinguish between ordinary humans and... monsters, and they will be inspected one by one and sent outside soon."
"At that time... what should Ah Yao do?"
"That's just a rumor. With so many people being transformed, we can't just deal with them all without saying anything."
Su Yao smiled brightly and puffed on his cigarette lightly, "Don't worry about those who are there or not, I didn't do anything bad, and I saved a lot of people."
"don't want···"
"?"
"Don't take me for a fool!"
"Ah Yao is always like this. He doesn't say anything. It was the same before. I didn't know at all... He was like a fool. He thought that Ah Yao would be fine with that monster and quit on his own initiative..."
"I don't know...I don't know what kind of life Ah Yao is living at all. Wuwu..."
“···”
"Ah Yao, I miss you. I really miss you."
"You'll be in trouble if you meet me."
"Ah Yao...are you still willing to have me?"
"As you said, haven't I said it a long time ago? Instead of letting others delay you, why don't you let me do it?"
"Then Ah Yao, just stay where you are and don't move."
"What's the meaning?"
“···”
"I found Ah Yao."
Only a moment later, Su Yao noticed that her tone became breathless.
"My lovely girlfriend said she misses you very much. She is obviously downstairs, why don't you want to come up and meet her?!"
“···”
Su Yao was stunned, this man had already come down from upstairs.
Wearing only pajamas and no shoes, she was barefoot in the cold weather.
Trotting.
Speed up again.
"Ugh, idiot!"
He hugged me tightly as if he was rushing towards me.
To be continued...