"Jiji, Sha Shang roars~ Hee hee hee."

Mashiro looked at Xia Xianyue for a long time and suddenly smiled happily.

“···”

Memories are given a sense of reality bit by bit.

Zhenbai, or Xiaobai.

At the beginning, she was the kind of person who would consider whether the other person who came to visit her would take her away or give her some benefits. If so, she would use the tenderness and innocence of a child to constantly try to occupy a little position in the other person's heart.

She usually hides her outstanding appearance and becomes inconspicuous among a lot of children. This is to protect herself.

How did you discover her?

Maybe it's some kind of connection between people who are the same as God.

That kind of atmosphere, even if she is in a crowd of people who look the same, she can still distinguish it at a glance.

But now, she is just a spotless little child, curled up in the crib, stretching her short limbs.

"Sister Ji, woo woo, wow~"

He spoke a language he didn't quite understand.

"Little...Mashiro."

"Eh? Hee hee."

It is impossible to know yourself.

But it does exist. In this orphanage, there is a being named Mashiro.

Then ten years later, I became such a novice.

"Isn't it cute?"

"If you have time, you can come here to play with Mashiro on the open day. I think she likes you quite a lot."

"Even if you don't have any intention of adopting, it is beneficial to just come over and play with the children and learn how to take care of them."

"What do you think? Classmate Xia."

"I···"

Xia Xianyue glanced at the small, pure and tender face, then looked at the noisy child in the distance outside the window who was being scolded for a physical examination quietly, and then back to the baby's face, which was not pretty at all.

Suddenly, a strong feeling of dizziness hit my forehead.

Want to vomit.

Feeling strongly uncomfortable.

"Classmate Xia?!"

"Jiji~hehehe."

In front of Mashiro and the dean, he fainted.

——

When Xia Xianyue woke up again, she was in the hospital.

Not long after he fainted, someone happened to call him on his cell phone. Mashiro told the person on the phone that he had fainted, so he was sent here.

"What on earth are you doing? Do you plan to go to a place like that to get some parenting training in advance?"

"That kid Su Yao really doesn't care at all."

It was Lin Xiaowan who sent her to the hospital.

There was no big problem. The doctor said that I was too tired and didn’t eat, so I suddenly fainted due to low blood sugar.

Just give some fluids and you can go back.

"It's not like that..."

Xia Xianyue responded weakly.

"What's that like?"

Lin Xiaowan poured a cup of hot water for Xia Xianyue, "Tell me honestly, did you two quarrel?"

"No...it doesn't count."

"What do you mean, it's not true! Really, I just called him over! I can't believe that he still dares to do this and that when he sees his girlfriend like this."

"Don't."

Xia Xianyue turned her head and waved her hand, "Don't call him."

"Why? Hey! Xiaoyue..."

Lin Xiaowan hesitated for a while before saying, "Is it possible that you did something wrong?"

"without."

"What on earth is that? You tell me!"

“···”

Xia Xianyue looked out the window again, staring at the ethereal blue sky in the distance. Even the sun was out now, but unfortunately there was no temperature. She still felt cold.

"Xiao Wan, do you think it is possible for people to experience two lives?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? If this were true, the world would have been in chaos. People would be everywhere buying lottery tickets. The economy would have expanded a long time ago."

"...Well, that's how it should be."

"Xiaoyue?"

"Why on earth...why do we need to know such strange things?"

Xia Xianyue's eyes began to heat up unconsciously, and they began to become hazy in the blink of an eye.

Being left alone.

One person can also play a decent guitar smoothly.

That's not a big deal.

Not all the things I recall are sad, most of them are even worthy of joy and happiness.

Those little emotions and joys are all becoming more and more real, together with the discarded parts.

But I don't care about those things.

This... compensatory love.

It is both late and false.

It's not just because I was left behind, it's because I don't want to be like this.

I don’t know anything, and then I am stupidly happy.

However, the existence that the person you like likes is not you. When you embrace each other, does it mean that what you see when you look into your eyes is not you.

Whatever is illusory is fine, really, anything is fine.

Don't care.

It didn't matter if I chose to pretend not to know myself later, because I didn't know Ah Yao either. Even if I told him at that time, I wouldn't believe it.

Don't care.

"Hey! Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

"Don't cry!"

"Good boy, don't cry. I'll scold that kid for you later!"

“···”

I want to say, it's not like that.

It's no one's fault at all.

I just feel that I can no longer freely stay with the person I like because I am an abandoned person.

So, you should leave on your own.

I don't want to be a third party.

If the person you like like this can get real happiness for a long time, instead of some compensation, then that's fine.

——

It took Lin Xiaowan a long time to comfort Xia Xianyue.

In the end, she didn't get any useful information from Xia Xianyue, so she gritted her teeth and called Su Yao on WeChat.

[Hello, the user you dialed is temporarily busy]

"What a good boy, you're just trying to refuse the call."

After calling a few more times, Lin Xiaowan gave up and left a message directly for Su Yao.

[Su Yao, I have your girlfriend in my hand. If you don’t want to be single again, please call me back quickly]

No reply.

No matter how annoyed Lin Xiaowan was, she could only buy some light breakfast and take care of her aunt who was still in the hospital for infusion. Deep down in her heart, she knew that as long as there was no big problem like cheating on the two of them, there would definitely not be much of a problem.

Cheating?

Lin Xiaowan knew what Xia Xianyue said. This guy was completely focused on Su Yao. It would be an exaggeration to say that he was in love. Not to mention cheating, there was only one male contact information on his phone, Su Yao.
To be continued...