Chapter 182 The truth in the schoolbag

Six o'clock in the evening, almost seven o'clock.

The summer crescent moon is here.

Wearing a pure white dress that Su Yao had never seen before, the skirt was light and fluttering. Matching her outstanding appearance, she really had a spotless temperament.

"Did you just come back from some banquet?"

Su Yao asked pretending to be normal.

"Um."

Xia Xianyue just responded and took Xiaobai's hand again, "Thank you for your help. I have something else to do, so I will take Xiaobai away first."

"OK."

The response she received was quite cold. Su Yao didn't say anything and prepared to go back to the back room.

"I probably remembered it."

Xia Xianyue suddenly spoke again.

"What?"

Su Yao stopped and turned around. He found her smiling.

"I met him on the rooftop before and I thought he looked familiar."

"···look familiar?"

Su Yao swallowed hard.

"Go back twenty years and we were classmates in elementary school for a while."

"That one."

"The family you have created feels like home."

“···”

"If there is a chance..."

Xia Xianyue touched Xiaobai's hair and said, "Let this child come and play again."

"You're welcome to come anytime you want."

Su Yao smiled.

Finished talking.

Xia Xianyue stopped talking and turned around, leading the little figure away.

Su Yao watched on the spot for a while, and then retreated into the warm room.

It didn't snow today.

Even with the cold wind blowing, Xiaobai couldn't help but shrink his hands and neck even though he was wearing a down jacket.

On the other hand, Xia Xianyue didn't wear much and was completely unmoved.

As soon as I got into the car and the heater came on, Xiaobai felt much more comfortable.

But what surprised her was that the car did not start immediately, but stopped in place.

The secretary who was driving also took the initiative to get out of the car, leaving the driver's seat unoccupied.

"noob."

The friendly voice made Xiaobai feel scared.

She has lived in an orphanage since she was a child, and her abilities are all average. She was not pretty before she came to Xia Xianyue's house to take care of herself. The only thing she is good at is observing words and expressions.

What happened?

The 'mother' who used to take care of her suddenly became so kind again.

"Mom?"

Therefore, Xiaobai could only bite the bullet and respond in the most flattering tone.

"Are you afraid of being thrown away by me?"

“···”

Such direct words made Xiao Bai freeze up.

When she peeked at Xia Xianyue's face again, she found that this person seemed to have seen through her completely. There was no use in any disguise.

"You work really hard."

"Do you know why I fished you out in that kind of volunteer activity just to put money on my face?"

"You and I used to be a bit alike."

"Should I say that you are smarter than me, or that the environment is different?"

"In order to offset your own excellence, you deliberately remained mediocre. Your originally beautiful appearance was deliberately made miserable. You could have had better abilities, but you deliberately performed them to a mediocre level."

“···”

"In this way, you are doing quite well in the circle of 'everyone'. I was about the same as you at that time, and I also had the same idea."

"But there is a decisive difference between you and me. Your mother abandoned you, but my mother had high hopes for me."

"Do you think it's a blessing that you haven't been given up?"

"I'm just as ostracized as you. But I don't have the right to choose moderation."

"My mother said that I should show off my excellence. So no matter where I transferred to, I would wear luxury brand names and use all luxury things. There were detailed instructions on how I should dress up and behave every day.

Regulation."

"These are not literal meanings. My mother checks my results every day. If there are any mistakes, the consequences will be a little serious."

"People like us are either outright leaders, or they are ostracized by jealousy. Or they lower their standards and follow the trend."

"I don't have a third option."

"I didn't have the ability to lead when I was very young."

"When I was bullied, my mother said how could I be her daughter if I couldn't even solve that kind of thing."

"Yeah, she has high hopes for me. She doesn't care about the little problems between children. It's true as she said. In the end, I adapted to my identity and was able to find a way to be the leader.

”

"Crack."

Having said this, Xia Xianyue opened the window and lit a lady's cigarette.

"Mom, Xiaobai doesn't understand..."

Xiaobai pursed his lips, as if he was about to cry, "Can you go home first?"

"Home?"

Xia Xianyue chuckled, "Where does such a thing exist?"

"...The place where Mom and I live together is home."

"That's not it."

Xia Xianyue pointed in the direction of Su Yao, "The place you came out just now is a complete home."

"Mama, I will never go to Brother Aze's place again, I'm sorry... ugh."

"Do you think I'm jealous of them?"

“···”

"Maybe I'm a little envious. We are all human beings, and they live with such a happy mood, but people like me can actually live with such a mood. Should I say that this world is gentle or cruel?"

"But it's not because they say this."

"It's just that my time is up."

"Xiaobai, let me ask a question."

"Suppose you lost your right-hand shoe and were only wearing your left shoe. You were looking for your right shoe, but you found a left-hand shoe. What would you do?"

"Uuuuuu, I don't know, Xiaobai, I don't know..."

He was a child after all, and he started crying after talking for a while.

"When you pick it up and wear it, you may feel that at least you have shoes on both feet. But afterwards, you will find it more and more awkward."

"It is impossible to find a replacement for something that has been lost."

"If it were me, I would pick it up and try to put it on for the first time. Then I would definitely throw it away. Throw it away along with the remaining right side."

"Mama...oh, don't you want Xiaobai?"

"Whatever you said, I didn't intend it from the beginning."
To be continued...