Chapter 156 Nothing has changed

Put everything before the horse.

Not really.

It was You Ye who had supported him to live smoothly for a long time and pushed him to hold back when he should have collapsed several times.

He kept saying that it would be great if You Ye could just become a human being.

But I really didn’t think about it. It’s great to have monsters. It’s really convenient. It would be nice to have monsters for things I don’t like.

I also sincerely hope that Yu Ye can become a ‘human being’.

There is no contradiction between the two. Despicable thoughts will come out automatically when it is convenient for you, and noble thoughts will pop up when you want to be noble.

That’s why I said——

"As long as Yuye is Yuye."

Putting the cart before the horse, with tears in her eyes, she was wrapped in a petite body.

In the past, she had always been so small that she crawled into my arms and covered her body, but now it was the other way around.

"At least the eldest brother started exchanging food with the dirty You Ye."

After hearing this sentence, I really couldn't hold it back.

The most touching words are indeed lost and found.

But apart from sleeping together and being close to each other, they did nothing else.

"Does parallel world really exist?"

Youye asked confused.

"How can I figure it out? Who knows whether it is reincarnation or time travel."

A long time ago, I would waste my brain cells on this kind of problem for no reason, but I gave up after I realized that there would be no benefit even if I knew about it.

"Also, big brother, Youye still thinks that people who make 'love games' are weird."

"Maybe not human."

"Well, occasionally there are things that You Ye can't understand. Like quantum explosions, black holes..."

Youye muttered something that Su Yao couldn't understand, and finally concluded, "But he's actually a good guy."

"Maybe."

I can understand what You Ye means.

It is precisely because of the love game that I have a second life and the present.

"Then what will big brother do next?"

The posture changed, and the petite body curled up, pressing against Su Yao's ribs, rubbing it with her hair like a kitten.

"Go back first."

"Back to the winter market. Actually, there was no need to escape from the beginning."

Why run away?

What is there to be afraid of?

Regardless of human common sense, all problems are not problems.

Whether you are a despicable person or anti-human, it doesn't matter.

people?

Sorry, from now on, I no longer intend to be a human being.

——

Xia Xianyue woke up in the hospital and said nothing.

Even if the secretary pressed him again and again, he would just say that he accidentally ran into trouble while trying to track down the information, so he jumped down.

"It's a good thing you washed up on the beach. Otherwise you-"

“···”

"Your mother has already called. You will be back soon!"

“···”

Xia Xianyue glanced at her and said, "I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

Feeling refreshed and refreshed all over.

Nowhere did I feel uncomfortable.

Xia Xianyue tried hard to recall everything, and finally an uncertain scene flashed through her mind.

After falling, I woke up and saw a small figure.

How could it be possible to escape unscathed?

At least the wounds after my fall...

No, no scratches at all. What's going on?

What can be confirmed is that the child who stayed with Ah Yao a year and a half ago was not a kind person, with the kind of attitude that led him to that place without changing his face.

It was she who saved him.

After considering the matter now, it is easy to conclude that she likes Ah Yao and regards herself as a thorn in her side.

It's probably safe for Ah Yao to stay with her.

In other words, does anyone really want to do what they are doing now? Even coming here.

Not sure.

Just walking out of the hospital, the sun was shining brightly on my body, but I felt disgusted. There was no warmth at all.

Imagine - a small figure staying with the person you like.

It's not as difficult and lonely as I imagined. It's just a joy to live together.

How could you still be deceiving yourself?

It was right from the beginning. It was not atonement at all. He had imposed possessiveness a long time ago. He desperately hoped that the person he liked would only look at himself.

As Xiao Wan said, it is a kind of bondage. Infatuation without a sense of bondage does not exist at all. At least it does not exist for me now.

Still want to hear it.

If I could see it with my own eyes, know it for myself, then... give up or something.

Why is it so narrow-minded?

He has been shaken to this extent. I have clearly said before that it doesn’t matter if I am just a friend and a tool.

Are there so many missing person notices that are really invisible? You can see them just by going out.

In other words, it is easy to contact yourself after you have escaped to a safe place. At least give yourself some information or something.

None.

What are you doing?

The same goes for walking here, standing here, and breathing the air. The lungs are obviously beating, but there is a feeling of suffocation.

Pressing my heart tightly, I suppressed all negative emotions.

You shouldn't think so.

What will happen if you show up and meet? It's just putting the person you like in a dilemma, and maybe you will feel the same as you do now.

In my own words - I had already made the decision to atone for my sins no matter what.

So.

"Please help me book the earliest flight back."

"I miss my home a little bit."

Finally, I took a look around the streets where my favorite people have been.

It doesn't matter.

Anything is accepted.

This should be like this from beginning to end, as long as the person you like is living well, then you can do whatever you want.

Feeling uncomfortable?

That's right, that's what you deserve.

It's just repaying the debt from ten years ago. No, it's not repayment at all, and it can never be repaid.

Everything is just because the person who wants to atone for his sins puts himself in a position that he shouldn't be in.
To be continued...