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I can't remember how many times I died.

Or maybe even Su Yao himself was numb.

It's just that I gradually understood a simple truth: Xia Xianyue is really fake.

If she could be repaired and resurrected even after she died, would Yu Ye just leave her body alone?

I must have tried it after my own death, and then let’s see...

My consciousness has returned here. What does this mean?

Maybe it's a disgusting narcissism, but good feelings are like that. Youye will definitely try to do something to his own body. But it will not work.

It was like confirmation, knowing the fact that Xia Xianyue was indeed dead.

The only breathing left, even though it was organized by her lungs but probably had nothing to do with her, was, as Yu Ye said, a worthless existence.

【You are dead】

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【You are dead】

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Still trying.

Does changing the method of death mean that the bug can be solved?

Is it possible to achieve more than a thousand times?

to be honest.

I really don’t know how many times I died and in what way.

Sometimes he died slowly, and sometimes he made a mistake and was even forcibly carried to the hospital. Fortunately, he kept holding the utility knife tightly, but he always died before he could reach the hospital.

But Yu Ye never showed up.

It was as if he had forgotten himself and really disappeared.

This left Su Yao with a fantasy, a very small possibility, and he was even unwilling to die because of this extremely small possibility.

Because death makes me sick, death makes me numb.

A meaningless death, like a headless fly. Tired.

I realized that my feelings for Xia Xianyue might not be that deep.

Realizing that there seems to be nothing unacceptable.

Realize that maybe there is a possibility, because she is still breathing. Even if that breath is not her breathing, that heartbeat is not her heartbeat.

Maybe Youye never came back after I died, because she no longer wanted to see me, so she never came to save me.

Therefore, what was said before about Xia Xianyue's body being alive and her consciousness definitely not coming back is false. Because she has never been rescued.

【You are dead】

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【You are dead】

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Then, it finally stopped.

When the drizzle continued, I finally put down the utility knife and soaked in the rain.

Under the surprised gazes of passers-by waiting for the light to turn green, I went home.

When I got home, the door was wide open.

The house was still a mess, and instead of the filth and smell that made people dream, there was the smell of moist soil and other people's footprints.

Xia Xianyue disappeared.

was taken away.

There were countless calls on my cell phone.

"Buzz-"

"Where are you?"

"Home."

"...Come to the hospital."

Very short conversation.

Su Yao didn't answer, just hung up the phone and didn't go directly to the hospital.

Went to get a mop.

Went to get a broom.

Went to get a rag.

Went and got everything we could to make this place clean.

Make this place clean, and then have no intention of making yourself equally clean.

Just like that, at 0:59 on the 22nd, I went to the hospital where she was.
Chapter completed!