Um.

At the end a voice was heard.

time···

I wanted to take a look, but my body was covered with bandages, even my face. Almost only my eyes and mouth were exposed.

Every time I move, it feels like there is tearing here and there.

It was the tearing feeling after being burned. After applying the medicine, the fragile skin formed a film, and the pain was like being torn again.

The time is March 15th.

Um.

'People must accept their own limitations and accept that things go against their wishes.'

This sentence I heard a long time ago echoed in my head for no reason.

“···”

"If that's the case, you should be able to get up and do rehabilitation training after half a month of rest."

The doctor seemed to say something when he came over, but seemed to say nothing at all.

He deliberately didn't say anything, and Su Yao didn't ask either.

No need to ask.

Xia Xianyue has died long ago.

On March 11, just after I had sex with her and confirmed the relationship, and when she was probably very happy, she died.

He died before himself.

The dead cannot die again.

In the afternoon, Lin Xiaowan and others also came.

"Why···"

"Why are you leaving in a hurry? If you didn't leave, Xiaoyue wouldn't have died at all!"

“···”

"Say it!"

"Woo, why?!"

"Don't be like this, it's not Su Yao's fault."

Mo kept frowning and holding her back.

"What do you mean it's not his fault!"

"You told me that you just had sex with Xiaoyue, and then you just left her at home to do other things!"

"Compared with strangers and Xiaoyue, which one is more important?!"

"brute!"

“···”

Su Yao just listened calmly and didn't say a word.

She closed her eyes, listened to the abuse, and waited until Mo Zhi couldn't bear it anymore and pulled her away.

"I'm sorry, she also collapsed. She couldn't speak clearly."

"I'll come see you again tomorrow."

“···”

It's okay, it's best not to come.

I want to die.

No matter what, I want to see if I die.

Is there any way to die?

Yes.

With an infusion needle inserted in his left hand, Su Yao took out the needle. Blood came out, but it was not painful at all compared to the tearing sensation caused by forcibly reaching out.

Then drain out most of the remaining liquid in the infusion bag.

There's nothing left to lose in there now. Just air.

The needle was about half a finger long, and Su Yao inserted it along the original infusion hole.

I don't know if it was inserted correctly, who knows.

But it must have pierced the blue blood vessel. It was very painful.

The blood flowed back partially at first, and then slowly entered again. All the blood was sucked back, and the remaining air also went in.

This is the air needle that Su Yao found out about when he was searching for a 'method of death'.

Not enough.

Can someone die to this extent?

"Paji——"

Su Yao grabbed the infusion bag and accelerated the flow of gas into the blood vessels like a blower.

My heart began to feel a cramping sensation.

His already weak consciousness began to become increasingly blurry.

"dinner···"

"What are you doing!"

A nurse rushed over and snatched the infusion bag from Su Yao's hand, but it was already too late.

【You are dead】

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Open your eyes again.

It still feels slightly hard underneath, and the top is snow-white with mottled spots.

"woke up?"

Another unfamiliar voice.

"It's really great. The attending doctor said that if I don't wake up today, I might not wake up for the rest of my life."

“···”

"Wait a minute, I'll call the attending doctor."

Repeated things.

“···”

"If that's the case, you should be able to get up and do rehabilitation training after half a month of rest."

The attending doctor came and said the same thing again.

I still avoided the matter about Xia Xianyue.

"I'm sorry, she also collapsed. She couldn't speak clearly."

"I'll come see you again tomorrow."

“···”

The same curses and cries, the same Mo kept pulling away.

Everything feels like being played.

I feel like a clown.

What?

Have you inadvertently thought of yourself as a god?

The last time you were in a situation where you didn’t fully realize that there were many things you simply couldn’t do?

"...Big brother."

And at eleven o'clock in the evening, You Ye appeared.

"You took me out of the scene, right?"

"You saved it, right?"

"You let me survive like this, right?"

“···”
To be continued...