Author: Lan Jing and

"Can't she feel the pain?"

Gu Zhi stayed in a hotel not far from the hospital. He looked down at his hands and wiped the blood stains belonging to Yan Manjia on his shirt.

Gu Zhi ran out from the backstage, picked up her who was unconscious from pain, and quickly left the stage. He quietly put her into the commercial vehicle and hid behind the building.

And when he lowered his head and saw that his white shirt was stained with blood from the girl's abdomen, he collapsed on the ground and wiped the blood on his shirt over and over with his hands. When he raised his trembling hands, the sun shone brightly, and the bright blood shone.

Within a second, his clear eyes were filled with tears. He was scared and nervous.

Suddenly a figure appeared in the sun. Lin He stood there with a frown and pursed lips, looking at the person sitting on the ground who was crying until he couldn't make a sound. What flashed before his eyes was the girl who fell motionless on the stage. Lin He walked slowly.

When he walked up to Gu Zhi and knelt down and stretched out his hand to him, his eyes were already wet.

"I know···

"You're worried about her."

"I'm stupid...

"Now I understand how strong girls are."

Gu Zhi raised his eyes and saw the depressed expression on Lin He's face, and the words that had just passed through his ears made his heart break guard against the girl's regret.

But he was so sad that he opened his lips and burst into tears. At this time, the tears were bitter, and he wanted to speak but could no longer speak.

Lin He's outstretched hand held Gu Zhi's bloody hand tightly, and the other hand was close to his back. At this time, Gu Zhi was crying like a child.

When he was a child and cried in frustration, his desire for such a hug was as out of reach as the stars in the sky.

He leaned against Lin He's shoulder, crying until his hands became weak and fell to the ground, leaning on the shoulder he wanted to rely on most.

"Do you really not regret having eye surgery?"

"You have rare farsightedness."

Lin He stood by the window and looked at the ward with lights on in the distance. He sighed and glanced at Gu Zhi, who was sitting on a chair in the corner and looking at his hands with shock.

"If there was no surgery, you could see the girl standing here."

Gu Zhi stood up and took off the white shirt that was drying outside the window, walked to the brightest light and stroked the stain of dirty blood, his eyes gradually becoming dull.

"She and I will meet one day."

"I don't want her to see me wearing glasses."

"Otherwise she will be sad again."

What Yan Manjia remembers deeply is that Teacher Gu, who used to patiently explain topics to her while wearing glasses, was the only good person to her. Wouldn't he make the girl remember him hard now?

"Happy birthday to you."

"Happy day to the cutest little Jia."

Yan Manjia endured the pain and sat up, put her hands together in front of her face and closed her eyes, smiling at the beautiful cake she had never had.

When he saw Wang Geyan holding the cake, he felt even more happy. After blowing out the candles, Wang Zhi turned on the lights.

"Thanks."

But a second after the candles were blown out, Wang Xunrong saw that Xiao Jia suddenly had a little fluorescent feeling. Only after the lights were turned on did he notice the necklace in front of her neck.

At that moment, he remembered Lan Tang, with whom he had spent the happiest time on an isolated island. Although the necklace was different, the blue stone was quite familiar. At this time, Wang Geyan noticed Wang Xunrong's expression.

At this time, Wang Xunrong's mind was full of memories with Lan Tang. He didn't want to attract Xiaojia's attention because of himself, so he left the ward.

"I can get it myself."

"I'll feed you a bite first."

Wang Geyan held the carefully cut cake in his hand, bent over and took out a small bite of the cake with a small fork. Yan Manjia wanted to avoid it, but she was fascinated by his unique and beautiful eyes and subconsciously opened her eyes.

She opened her mouth, and the sweet and greasy taste hit her heart all of a sudden, but it was so sweet that she couldn't help but frown, but the warmth of a hand in the next second made her heart beat faster.

"You can't frown today."

"The smile is the best."

"I'll go out for a while and pay attention to the wound."

Wang Geyan gently smoothed her brow, and Yan Manjia's little hand held his when leaving. Wang Geyan turned around and saw the girl holding the necklace.

"It smells like the sea."

"I love so much."

Wang Geyan smiled and glanced at the girl's sincere eyes. His eyes twinkled, and his mind echoed with the uncontrollable joy when she said the word "like".

At this moment, he was wondering whether she liked the necklace, or whether this liking came from him who thought he had given it to her.

Yan Manjia lifted the blue stone and put it in front of her nose to inhale its breath from the deep sea. Her body gradually felt a sense of comfort. When she saw Wang Geyan opening the door and walking towards Uncle Rong in the corridor, she couldn't help but feel this scene.

There is a burst of joy, and everyone around me can be reconciled as before.

Wang Zhi, who was eating a cake on the sofa, saw Yan Manjia struggling to get up and holding on to the wall. He quickly put down the cake and wanted to help the girl.

She looked up and saw the mouth full of cream, couldn't help laughing, and reached out to hand the paper on the bed table to Wang Zhi.

Wang He took the tissue and realized that he had lost face. He quickly turned around and wiped his mouth.

Yan Manjia came outside the balcony and immediately saw the most beautiful moon hanging in the dark night sky. The moonlight illuminated her body, although the pain in her abdomen would not really diminish.

But she didn't feel the discomfort caused by the pain at this time in her heart. Recalling that everyone in the ward had said the same thing to her, she didn't feel it in her heart.

"Happy birthday."

Gu Zhi was sitting on the former rooftop, drinking bottles of beer, holding the beer bottle high in his left hand, looking at the round moon and resisting the pain in his heart with a smile on his face, just because today is the girl's birthday.

Turning his head to look at the place where there was no girl sitting next to him that day, he was already drunk and imagined the girl's smile like a colorful painting.

There was a tear dripping from her smart eyes. This time he finally reached out bravely and tried to gently wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes, but the girl was no longer beside him.

"hapiness?"

"I seem to...don't know what it is."

Yan Manjia touched her left collarbone and felt the calm heartbeat. What flashed through her mind were the faces carved into her bones.

The ferocious face of her mother was laughing wildly as she looked at the bloodstains on her body. The unsightly face in that room was ravaging her body. The proud face in the school was enjoying torturing herself and others.

The self-righteous pleasure it brings.

Therefore, I encountered many misfortunes from childhood to adulthood,

And she had to be tenacious and unyielding to get used to surviving in adversity. Has she ever been happy?

Gu Zhi's chest felt tight again in the cold night wind. He clutched his heart tightly but still couldn't resist the pain. He began to open his mouth and take a deep breath. Suddenly, his vision went dark and his body gradually fell down on his back.

He heard the sound of the unfinished beer hitting the ground, and the beer bottle kept rolling and flowing with the liquid in his body.

"Xiaojia is an adult."

"Like Lan Tang, she will be inseparable from the sea."

Wang Geyan looked at the moon and nodded.

"The blue stone grew in the deep sea and has retained the breath of the sea for many years."

"So it can serve as a substitute in a short period of time."

Wang Xunrong turned sideways and leaned against the pillar, touching his heart as he thought about Lan Tang.

"I understand, she died because of this."

"You really don't hate him?"

Wang Xunrong turned to look at Wang Geyan's questioning eyes and fell into deep thought.

After Yan Manjia left Houhaiport, Wang Xunrong and Wang Geyan went to the abandoned castle by the sea, the place that once restricted Lan Tang's freedom.

"Xiaojia actually asked me to talk to you."

"Then the gap between us."

"It's time to make it clear."

Wang Xunrong walked up the dusty spiral staircase in the castle, reached the highest point and stood on the edge looking at the vast sea.

After hearing these words, Wang Geyan smiled inadvertently and stood beside Wang Xunrong and looked up at him who was above him.

"gap?"

"I'm afraid it's not the so-called misunderstanding."

Wang Geyan turned around and stared directly at the person who was similar in height to himself. The more he looked at that person's superior eyes, the more hypocritical he felt in his heart.

"It's the truth."

When Wang Xunrong heard Wang Geyan's disdainful tone, he felt angry. He turned around and saw the disgusted look in his white eyelashes. His anger turned to guilt. He turned around with twinkling eyes, took off his glasses, and adjusted his glasses.

Then he put it on again, walked quickly to him and grabbed Wang Geyan's arm. He looked at Wang Xunrong's face with an expression that was both angry and a little uneasy.

"What, am I right?"
To be continued...