Like me right now, I'm like a walking zombie.

I slowly stood up and walked towards the middle of the road step by step. Many people passed by in front of my eyes, including Yamei, Zhang Xu, and Cheng Feian. Every face made me disgust and hate them.

But it was these people who drove me to a dead end.

Let me commit myself to Cheng Feian and let him ravage and play with me. I would rather die.

At least this way, I'm still clean.

It's not painful, I just feel relieved.

Take one step forward, one more step!

My body was suddenly pulled from behind, and then violently pulled. I was pulled from the middle of the road to the sidewalk. The force of the drag was so strong that I fell heavily on the concrete floor.

"You're crazy! There are so many cars here, and you dare to cross the road!" The deafening voice.

I was lying on the ground, the sun was dazzling, I squinted my eyes, and vaguely saw a familiar look.

"Xu Heng?" I murmured.

Xu Heng angrily leaned over and grabbed me by the collar and scolded me: "Aren't you the top student in our alley? Why don't you even understand the traffic rules? You are three years old!"

Xu Heng is the kind of person I grew up with. When I was admitted to college, something happened to her, and I had no choice but to leave the imperial capital and go to the south to work. I never thought that our reunion many years later would be like this.

It was only then that the tears finally broke through and started to flow.

Xu Heng was shocked by my behavior and shouted even louder: "You're crying! If it weren't for me, you wouldn't even know how you died! You have the nerve to cry! Do you know that you can't cross the road here?"

You have read all the books for many years there!"

Xu Heng is still the same, her words of concern turn into accusations when she comes to her mouth. The more she behaves like this, the more uncontrollable I cry.

Seeing how out of control I was, Xu Heng gradually began to make assumptions and stammered: "You...don't really want to...seek death, do you?"

Xu Heng, who did not receive a response, immediately became furious, "Are you out of your mind? What happened to you is worthy of your death! Ah! Is your life so worthless? Tell me! Is there anything more valuable than this?

Your life is important! Say it! If you can say it, I can settle it for you!"

Ever since I met Cheng Feian last night, my spirit has been tense. Until today, everything that happened has made the string in my mind reach its limit. When I had the idea of ​​committing suicide, I had an emotional breakdown and my whole body was shaken.

Loveless and desperate.

After Xu Heng yelled like this, people relaxed and their rationality returned.

Almost...

I almost left this world completely.

I was scared, but also cried bitterly. If I hadn't been forced to do so, why would I have taken this step?

Facing Xu Heng, my most familiar friend, I had to hold back my thoughts for a long time before I could express them. I told Yamei, Zhang Xu and everything that happened after that one by one.

From the time I saved Yamei and came to live in my house, to Zhang Xu's cheating, and now Cheng Fei'ang's revenge, everything happened too fast and violently. I didn't even have anyone to discuss it with, so I was at a loss and only thought of committing suicide.

I said it little by little, but I was actually very upset. How could I think of death? What would my mother do if I died?

Xu Heng was furious and stomped his feet angrily. I absolutely believe that if that screwdriver was here now, Xu Heng would desperately pounce on them and fight them to the death.

It feels good to be protected like this.

I sat on the side of the road and said with some self-defeat, "I have no choice."
Chapter completed!