Qin Zhen's fingers seemed to have turned into stones. He firmly grasped the barrel of the gun, as if he was holding on to his life, and refused to let go. He struggled desperately to break away from Lu Yan's hand and continue to pound the ice.

His eyes were full of chaos and his expression could not be clearly seen.

"Qin Zhen..." Lu Yan tried to communicate with him.

"Let go." Qin Zhen knelt on the ground, used his free hand to break Lu Yan's hand, and growled in a low voice.

Lu Yan saw that this meant refusing to communicate, frowned, and had to yell:

"Qin Zhen!!"

"I'll let you go!!!"

Two loud roars sounded at the same time.

Qin Zhen was stunned for a moment, then his expression became startled. Looking at Lu Yan's face, his lips trembled and he said calmly:

"Yes, I'm sorry...Xiao Lu, I'm not angry with you, I, I just..."

He didn't say anything else, he unconsciously raised his hand and rubbed his hair randomly, then lowered his head so that Lu Yan couldn't see the expression on his face, and spoke in a low voice:

"Anyway...anyway, please let go of me first..."

Lu Yan frowned more and more, Qin Zhen was too abnormal.

They have been comrades for so many years, and they have even fought, let alone just yelled a few words.

Qin Zhen would never apologize to him for this, he would just pat him on the shoulder and say with a playful smile, "I know you won't mind, you won't mind."

Lu Yan had almost no doubt.

It was Yan Mingxu's sacrifice that made him become sensitive, cautious, and extremely precious to everyone around him.

Or it might be more serious. Although Qin Zhen didn't say anything, Lu Yan had already realized that he was putting Yan Mingxu's death on his own head.

Lu Yan felt cold at this moment.

Yan Mingxu was the only one left in Qin Zhen's original team. Even if he never said it, Lu Yan knew that Yan Mingxu was different and important to Qin Zhen.

Now this single seedling died. He died in front of Qin Zhen, trying to cover Qin Zhen's evacuation.

Just like Qi Yang asked in self-doubt in front of the ice wall before, "Is it me who killed them?"

Qin Zhen has completely rejected himself.

He can no longer stand in the position of commander, because any decision he makes in the future will be timid and accompanied by countless hesitations.

This will kill his teammates, and even more so himself.

If Qi Yang had not asked that question at the beginning, but kept this doubt silently in his heart, then he would have suffered the same consequences.

No, what happened that day has become a thorn that pierced Qi Yang's heart directly, and there is no way to pull it out.

Even if it seems to be okay now, it will break out one day. It is like a knife hanging high on the neck, and you don't know when it will fall.

Lu Yan closed his eyes, feeling congested in his heart.

That high-level ice zombie easily destroyed the two most important commanders of the Tongcheng base.
Chapter completed!