Author: Jinxi

Shang Yu took her cell phone over and pushed it in front of her, "I guess you will find a cell phone, I just charged."

"Okay, thank you." Pei Tingyu's mouth was filled with food, and he responded in a muttering voice, and he still praised, "You have mastered all kinds of dishes, it's delicious."

Shang Yu poured her another glass of juice, "Eat slowly, no one will compete with you."

After dinner, Pei Tingyu helped him pack the bowl and hugged his cell phone on the sofa in the living room.

In the group, Ai Xu Li and Bai Junfu: [@Little Rich Woman @Beautiful Sisters of Bai, are you there? I have any questions and ask for advice.]

Bai Junhun happened to have a rest today and was also lying at home, so he replied to the message quickly: [? Tell me, I will give you some advice.]

Xu Li took a nap and didn't go back so quickly.

Pei Tingyu thought for a while before he started typing: [It's just... I'm a little confused now, should I tell Shang Yu about the miscarriage?]

Beauty surnamed Bai: [You two have made up?]

Pei Tingyu: [It's not true, but it's much better than the previous relationship.]

Beauty surnamed Bai: [That's ambiguous.]

Looking at Bai Junxian's precise complaints, Pei Tingyu did not deny it: [Then should I say it? How should I say it?]

Beauty surnamed Bai: [What do you think now? Do you want to make up? If you want to make up, then say, after all, for you two, this is a estrangement. If you want to get rid of this estrangement, you have to say it out and solve it together.]

[If you don’t plan to get back with him, there is no need to say it. Anyway, you are all strangers. However, you don’t plan to become strangers with him now. Since you can’t bear to let go and try again, but this time, don’t chase him and run away stupidly. It’s time to exchange roles and let him chase you. Do you know?]

[Maybe he will feel guilty and blame himself after knowing this, but it may not be possible for this kind of thing to last. After all, most men are... well, you know.]

Pei Tingyu: [He is not that kind of person.]

The beauty surnamed Bai: [Look, the answer is about to come out. Since you want to be together again, then find some time to sit down and chat with him.]

[I'll tell you first, Pei Tingyu, if you are in love again, when you return to China, I will give you two big sinuses, something that is useless!]

Pei Tingyu: [I don’t have a love brain, I’m very rational now.]

Beauty surnamed Bai: [From the question you asked, I didn’t see where your reason is. Maybe I’m feeding the dog.]

Pei Tingyu:【!!!】

Beauty surnamed Bai: [How is Shang Yu treating you now? What is his attitude?]

Pei Tingyu: [I was chasing me, and I specially let go of my job to chase me. I moved opposite me, picked me up and gave up my school and cooked for me.]

Bai Junhua sent a frown and an expression that was hard to describe.

I sent another string of text: [You are starting to live a couple's life before you agree? 6. What else can you ask? Just confess it directly and get the certificate. It will be really hard for you to end if you don't get married. Otherwise, I despise you and even more despise Shang Yu.]

Pei Tingyu smacked her lips and sent a string of ellipsis.

I began to think deeply about Bai Junxian's words.

Although she and Shang Yu have not directly pointed out that relationship, they are actually similar to couples.

That confession is inevitable.

She thought for a long time, and after about an hour, she asked in the group again: [How should I mention it better? Will it be too abrupt if I suddenly mention it? Why do I ask? I can't just say that after you left on my birthday, I had a miscarriage, it's too unrigorous.]

Bai Junhun on the other end of the phone saw her problem and twitched the corner of her mouth.

Does this girl have cerebral thrombosis for ten years?

She was so angry that she called her phone. As soon as she answered it, she said directly, "Pei Tingyu, you have a watt in your mind, right? How else can you say this kind of thing? Of course, you can say it with your mouth. Moreover, what are you embarrassed to say? This matter is his responsibility. What are you going to worry about?"

"And as a man, Shang Yu was originally his responsibility, and I don't know what he was twisting."

"Ahhhhh, Sister Junmao, what are you saying, hahahaha."

Seeing Shang Yu coming, Pei Tingyu was a little panicked and quickly spoke out to interrupt Bai Junfu's words.

Bai Junhun frowned, closed his eyes, curled his lips, and pretended to be angry, "You are afraid you have been cerebral thrombosis for ten years. What did you ask yourself and you don't know what you are asking about? It's your miscarriage."

“…”

The other end of the phone suddenly became quiet, and Bai Junhua raised his eyebrows, feeling sorry for his failure to say, "Since you want to do it again with him, some things have to be said. Only by eliminating this little bit of the knot in your heart can you continue to walk better, otherwise you won't go far. I believe you don't want to break up and get back together. This consumes each other's feelings too much, and there is no need."

"You think about it yourself, it's better to think clearly and stop asking questions about brain damage, OK?"

After saying this, he hung up the phone directly.

Pei Tingyu blinked his eyes and slowly changed his head. He saw Shang Yu standing in front of the coffee table, staring at her with a pair of dark eyes, his face was extremely calm, making people unable to see any emotions of joy and anger.

Without the gentleness and gentleness of the past, she had never seen such Shang Yu before.

Inexplicably, she felt a little panicked.

But thinking about what Bai Junhua said just now is correct. This matter is not entirely her responsibility. Shang Yu also has half of the responsibility in it, and even takes up more.

Thinking of this, her heart felt a lot more relaxed, but there was a fire burning in her heart, leaving her unrest.

Perhaps, now is a good opportunity.

It would not be too much for Bai Junfu to say it out loud.

"Shang Yu." She took a deep breath, pursed her lips, and called out.

"What does miscarriage mean?" Shang Yu took a long time to find his voice. His throat was a little astringent, and his voice was particularly low and hoarse. The tail sound trembled and disappeared automatically.

Pei Tingyu also heard the change in his voice, opened his lips, picked up the coke on the table and took a sip, "Sit down, I happen to have something to tell you."

Shang Yu felt that his chest was stuffy, and there was a sense of powerlessness that was deeply pulling his heart and gnawing on his soul.

Very painful and suffocating.

He sat beside her. It was autumn and it was a little cool season, but at this moment, a layer of fine cold sweat had already leached his back and palms.

For some reason, Pei Tingyu was even more nervous and heavier than him.

When I really have to face it, the complexity in my heart is particularly hard to describe.

"Do you still remember how many days have I disappeared after my birthday?" After quiet for a while, she spoke out and smiled softly, as if mocking, "I think you must have thought that at that time I was angry, making a tantrum, and deliberately missing, right?"

Shang Yu opened his lips and said nothing, and the luster color in his eyes became thicker and thicker.

"Actually not." Pei Tingyu put the cup back and wanted to take a very relaxed attitude, but he just couldn't relax and couldn't pull it away at the corner of his mouth.

"I was very unhappy after you were called away by the phone. I couldn't get out of the air, so I went to the bar to drink. As a result, I drank too much. When I went back... I accidentally fell off the stairs."

Shang Yu's pupils trembled, his heart tightened, and he looked at her.

Her delicate face without any embellishment was reflected in her dark eyes.

She smiled slightly, "Actually it's nothing, it's just a slight concussion, a little bruised arms and legs, and then... abortion."

She said the following sentence very lightly and had almost no sound.

But the room was too quiet and it floated into his ears easily.

At that moment, Shang Yu felt that his heart seemed to stop beating, and then a severe pain came, gradually spreading throughout his body.

Perhaps because of the pain and grievances that had been accumulated for so long, Pei Tingyu's eyes were still red, shed tears, and her voice choked when talking about this.

"At that time, I... didn't know that I was pregnant. If I had known, I wouldn't have gone to drink. No matter how sad or unhappy I wouldn't have been..."

After knowing that she had been pregnant and miscarriage, she didn't cry or make a fuss, so she lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling all day long.

I can't sleep, and I don't want to eat.

As soon as she closes her eyes or is in a dream, a child will shout to her, "Mom, why don't you want me? Why do you abandon me?" As long as she falls asleep, she will wake up from the nightmare.

For her, that period was the darkest and most painful moment in her entire life.

During the days when she was hospitalized, she thought a lot about her relationship and past. After thinking about it, she finally felt that only letting go was the best result.

It is also liberation.

I let go of Shang Yu, who didn't love me, and I let go of myself, who was so obsessed with love that I kept hitting the wall and refused to look back.

She is tired.

She didn't want to continue anymore, she didn't want to chase anyone's pace anymore, she wanted to be herself, and she wanted to be the carefree little princess of the Pei family.

When she made the decision to let go, her heart was unprecedentedly relaxed and relaxed, and all the negative emotions accumulated in her heart disappeared.

Therefore, on the day she broke up with Shang Yu, she was able to be so calm.

It was she who convinced herself that it was not her own. No matter how hard she forced herself, it would be useless.

He also considers himself more than Shang Yu.

When Shang Yu was not so important, his joy, anger, joy, and joy had nothing to do with her.

However, his current pursuit was unexpected.

She originally thought that since then, they will be strangers in the future, and even if they meet due to force majeure in the future, they will not have too much interaction.

She didn't want to have any interaction with him anymore.

She used to think that Shang Yu was a person who was good at everything, very gentle, patient, rich and beautiful, but she just didn't like her enough.

There was nothing wrong with it, so she never blamed him, she just felt that her self-righteous joy was a waste.
To be continued...